Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[rutilant]

Dear A,
Clearly you don't understand what depression is.. It isn't just here one day and gone the next. That's not how it works. Please stop trying to say you have depression yourself because you clearly don't. And don't say just because I always seem happy that I don't have my own depression. Excuse me? I don't like making other people feel down, so I'm normally a fairly happy person. However that does not mean in any way that I do not suffer from it.
- Your very angry friend

Dear boy in history class,
Uhm.. Stop being so annoying? This can be targetted at literally anyone at school, but you're killing me smalls.
- Cutesy.

[midwesternwerewolf]

Dear crush,
You're pretty cool. I have a crush on you. Notice me Senpai.

[n3rvous]

dear n,

aah im so happy s found you on cs! i havent spoken to you in such a long time! i hope soon enough we can talk on skype, the 3 of us.

lots of love,
a.<3

[Xaeli]

Dear E and K,

You're both incredibly sick-minded human beings and I can't believe that both of you have sunk to this level.
The least you guys can do is apologise profusely to S and realise that what you did was incredibly wrong and broke so many physical/personal boundaries. E, I thought you knew better. I'm ashamed that I ever thought of you as a brother, but I hope that you learn from this mistake and prove that you are the funny, laid-back guy that I thought you were.

What you guys did was so serious that you shouldn't be surprised if I stop talking to you.
I have no idea how I'm going to tell T about this, either.

- X

[vox mortem]

dear me,
YOU'RE AMAZING WOW ♡ you were super focused good job

[w a t e r c o l o r]

Fiddler,

I shouldn't like you this much, but I just love smashing the rules to pieces, don't I?

Violinist

[SoupPupped]

Dear LtCol,
It's not my fault no one else returned their uniforms and my shirt doesn't fit lmao. Don't take it out on me or any of the other cadets, k?

Dear me,
Chill bro. Don't blame everything on yourself. I'm proud of you for getting a lot better. You have A's in all your classes this quarter! Yes! Now go do your homework so you keep those grades up, and quit watching The Heathers.

[zing]

dear _,

you can get lost now
thanks !!

[chon]

dear v,
hii how are you? how was your day? ilysm
im really happy that you like the choker and i can't wait to send you more
cheesy friendship thingys!! tbh you make everyday a lot better and i love
going home knowing that i have someone that will always be there for me
and that will always listen to my dumb rants about how much i hate people
but like you have the same problem so it's completely fine!! i've got a ton
of cheesy letter ideas to send you and like i can't wait to receive a letter f
rom you and keep it forever and look back at them when im like 90 and be
like damn that's my best friend. haha anyways, i hope you have a nice night
and good luck on your studies ( which you are currently not doing lmao ) but
yeah ilysm and again, thanks for putting up with me!!

dear n,
im so annoying about this but you and s either stay together or just break it
im just tired of seeing her upset because you keep talking about how you
with that you guys worked out but she's happy with who she's with now, okay?

dear i,
lol i don't like you and i just talk to you when nobody else is available tbh sorry!

dear b,
ok so like ?? don't speak for me. ever. don't put words in my mouth. ever. i'm
not you and you're not me, get it? please stop.

dear t,
okayyy so i've basically liked you since 2014 and like you obviously don't like me
because you have a girlfriend duh and the fact that you're four years older than
me but like whatever lol kms but yeah i'll just wait i guess? pls mgs me soon ily

dear k,
you give me mixed emotions honestly and idk how i feel about you anymore ughh

[Blueberry]

Use To...

I figured it was about time to have a conversation. (Not). Anyways, I feel like I need to get this out. I haven't seen you in... 2 years? I haven't talked to you in months... I understand meeting someone half way, but I'm tired of that. I have to meet you past half way. I mean, for God's sake! You're my father! You're suppose to make an effort, you're my dad... I'm suppose to say, yeah my dad is awesome! But no, when someone asks what you're like? All I can say is "Well, I'm not sure? I use to know..." Don't you care about me? You use to be my hero. I use to brag how you were in the Army, how you helped people. Were never too busy to hang out with me, take me camping. Yeah, when I was a kid, you were the coolest dad. But now, well... How's your new girlfriend? I hear she has a son. Do you play the daddy figure with him? I use to defend you, you know? I would tell everyone you were just going through a rough patch, that was all. And yeah, you come and visit. It use to be twice a year, now it's once... I don't know. You talk to me... When the guilt hits you or someone tears you a new one. The only thing I can rely on you on is Child Support. Oh! That's right, I heard what you said to Grandma! You told her you wanted to stop paying it, or at least only pay half of it. What's that I hear, oh yeah, YOU LAUGHED ABOUT IT. Don't you know we really on it? WE: As in your three children. Or did you forget about us?

Well, I'll be seeing you.

Oh, and merry Christmas.


In the end, I decided to send this letter to my father. As expected, he didn't respond. But that's okay. I have an awesome mom who fills in his role too.