Boy I'm hopelessly in love with,
Deadbeat,
We had a good relationship. I'll always
I hate you. I know that's blunt.
treasure every moment that we spent
I have every right to. You always
together. I just wish that it hadn't ended
put me down. You always told me
the way that it did. I hope that one
I wasn't good enough. I was never enough.
day fate will lead you back to me.
I wish you would just leave me alone.
I know that I'll always love you. It sucks.
I hate that I have to explain to
I hope I can find someone new, but
everyone why you aren't in my
I have a feeling that I'll always be
life. I only come to your house
hooked on you. I mean it has already been
because my siblings are there.
nine months and I can't get you out of my head.
I understand that you want to
You've encouraged me to date more people.
put the past behind us, but
Trust me I did. He hurt me and I don't want
there's so much to put behind.
anyone else. I will always have a soft
Are we just going to ignore how
spot for you and I will always be there
you abused me for 10 years?
for you.
Are we just going to ignore
how you treated my mom and I?
I love you so much </3,
I wish you cared enough to admit
Me
that you're wrong. I wish
you actually cared and would apologize.
An apology is all I want. Then I'll forgive
you. You're a narcissist though. So that'll
never happen. Will it? I'm sorry that I
wasn't enough for you. I'm sorry I was
always a disappointment.
Regretfully,
Me