Things just got a whole lot worse.
Why doesn't she understand that she is the obstacle?
Why doesn't she understand that there is no recovering from what she's just done.
It's over.
ωolfie wrote:ωolfie wrote:ugh im going to have to give this big oration... and i am NOT ready. There's also going to be three judges in the background. Any tips to overcome anxiety and fear?
blehh my elbow aches
no need to pm me or talk to me this is kind of embarrassing...
.it's 3:02 am how did I le t this happen I should be asleep
tbh it's like an extreme form of jet lag
idk
or maybe I'm just too irresponsible to manage myself.. .. lOL I was not ready for this
whenever I'm at home I sleep fine
but whenever I'm at uni my sleep schedule is in shambles
I was never awake past 2 am in high school... and even then I only stayed up when I had group projects (bc group members in hs are always unreliable otl)
LOL I remember back then when I went to sleep every day at like 10
geez what a [i]time[/i] that was
all my motivation and discipline is gone.....
what happened
what is it, do you think you're done? gosh, there's another four+ years ahead of me, but looking into the future I don't think I have enough energy to do that... gosh... four? four more years... possibly even more... no.. .the rest of my life will be like this... with internships and work and jobs and augh hh hh how did I get myself into this.... goodness,,,, make it stop lol
it's 3:06 now... I'm tired. but not really? idk
I've done nothing all day... I need to study, I need to work on my projects... nothing.. no sense of urgency.. everything is gone, I am Unfeeling
k........ kinda hungry tho tbh
feel like I'm stuck in some liminal dream dimension
ugh it'd be so much easier if I went to uni close to home uGH
at least I could make my family members do the laundry for me...
hmm. when was the last time I even did laundry?
I'm also really mad at the mirrors here. they distort everything and they gave me quite a scare. my teeth looked extremely yellow in those disgusting bathroom mirrors and for a second I believed it. geez. pretty much panicked because if there's one thing I can follow through with it's brushing my teeth twice a day.... my mouth feels extremely weird if I don't brush my teeth. I looked at them in the mirror in my room and they were normal again... thank goodness
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