Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Aliria]

Dear people who stalk my posts,
This is kinda personal, it'd be nice if you didn't read it.
Haha, no way that stopped you.
Oh well.
- Aliria

Dear ___,
I think I might be in love with you.
Might.
I have no idea.
What are feelings.
Wish I had your confidence though.
That's kinda ironic, but true.
- The nerd

Dear ___, ___, ___, and ___
I want to hate all of you.
I can't seem to do it though.
Friendship is hard.
- Aliria

Dear self,
Deep breath in.
Deep breath out.
Now write that email to your mom.
Yeah right, like that's ever gonna happen.
Here's a hug for you, however that works.
- Who knows

[ShotoTodoroki]

Dear A and M,

Was it really necessary to be that blatantly rude? I mean seriously, it's not like we were forcing you to join or anything, we put it up there for anyone interested and there you are practically mocking it because it's not your thing. What happened to this being an open minded group where we could share anything? I'm feeling more and more out of place lately, and honestly M especially, you are making me feel like just up and leaving. I'm starting to feel like I can't talk about what I want anymore, and if I mention wanting to spend time with T or any of your friends, you start being a jerk to me and shoving in my face how you've known them longer, and how you're in college and all this unnecessary garbage.

Say what you want about feeling like you don't have friends, but you have T, ST, M and so on, so it's not like you don't have friends. And no matter how hard I try, I'll probably never mean as much to them as you do. Because you know them personally, which I don't. Not all of us are lucky enough to have met and still have real friends like you do. I've cried my eyes out over this. It's things like this that make me not want to reach out to people and talk or try to be close to them because I feel like nothing but a nuisance. If this keeps up, I think I'm just going to have to take another break away from the group, because this has been putting me in foul moods and I really don't want to end up snapping at something and saying things I'll regret.

- M

Dear K & G,

Thank you K and G for being there for me, at least I have you two. I'm glad to have friends like you guys, you never fail to cheer me up, and give me confidence in myself.. I really feel like I can be me around you, there's no judging, or poking fun with you guys, you just accept me for me and that's really something that is harder to find than you might think. You two really are like my sisters and I love you both dearly. If you ever need someone to listen to you, lift you up when you fall, or wipe your tears away when you're crying, I'll always be there. I know I'm not always the greatest at being there at the right times, but just know I will always do my best to make you smile and love yourself as much as I love you.

-Sincerely M

[farewell]

Dear _____ (not a person on CS),

I don't know why you keep doing what you're doing. I know you're dramatic by nature and tend to exaggerate for people to agree with you or find humor in what you say. Sometimes you do get to me, maybe just a little bit, but I'm trying to realize that everything you do is just a reflection of how unhappy you are with yourself. It's really hard to come to terms with that because of how awful you are, but I'm starting to accept it as the truth. I wish you the best and I hope someday you can find enough positivity and happiness in your life that you no longer have to hurt others to feel better about yourself. That's really sad and I hope you sort everything out.

[thebluberry.]

dear m,
thinking about you made me really sad yesterday.
then the fact that you could make me that sad made me even more sad.
i didn't realize i liked you that much.
i wish you would have put in more effort,
but mostly i just wish i could forget that i like you and move on.

also, why her?
i guess i read too far into the compliments you gave me.
i guess you must like that she's always happy.
maybe i should have tried harder.
but where would that have gotten me?
maybe i should be happy that you seem to like her,
after all if you're not happy with me the way i am,
we probably never would have worked out anyways.

i wish you all the best.
-a sad m

[sunflower,]

dear l,

what you said today really bothered me.
i think you should be a bit more considerate over other's feelings and opinions, instead of just focusing on your own.
yes, people are different. and yes, different is okay.
thanks.

-b

[lion's tooth]

Why does everyone keep saying I'm fake? I'm not fake. I'm really not, I swear. I don't see any point in stunting. I don't care to make some persona out of myself. There'd be no point anyways. I don't even know if I'm going to stay here for much longer. I really don't understand. Why is it that everytime I try to look out for someone, it ends in some fiasco and everyone pegs me as the patsi, it all boils down to me being superficial. But I'm not. Please. Why does everyone insist that I'm not being real with them? I've never been more honest with people as to who I am in my life than I have this year. Why are so many people who know literally nothing about me assuming I haven't been true to who I am, and who I say I am? I just. I don't get it. What do they gain by falsely accusing me off being two-faced? This has me in tears. Please. I'm not that kind of person.





Am I?

[Clarrissa]

dear me,
Ugh. I'm so annoyed right now. I just sent out a trade for the 2016 gupps offering two 2016 uncommons and an unknown monthly (all three were WL) and the user was asking for WL trades on their personal thread. I mentioned in my message that I was reluctant to offer a rare because last year's GUPPS was uncommon.
I received a cancel with just about the rudest message I've ever seen.
Talk about making a bad day worse. I'll never understand how people can plead for trades but decline overpay wiithout a second thought. Declining without a message would have been 100% more polite than the nasty line they sent in response.
This is a bit of a rant but I just find it so irritating when I spend so much time trying to complete a full CS collection yet I keep coming up against users like this.
I know there are some amazing people on this website but I guess it's the rude ones that leave a lasting impression.
Do I have a sign on my head that says please be rude to me? Ffs.
I'm actually done with this. Forget trading, I'm having a long-term hiatus from this website.
I'm just going to come back each month to adopt monthlies.
~sincerely, me.

[katarinabluu]

dear j,
thanks for hearing me out

dear ___,
okay. i can't tell if i miss you? maybe i miss our friendship.
we haven't been friends for almost a year, when your speaking to someone i'm with you never look at me. which pisses me off to the max. like? i feel like you don't miss our friendship. i don't think you were affected by us calling our friendship quits. when we were the best of friends for four years. maybe i do miss you.

[chon]

dear v,
hi sorry i haven't written in a few days but ily so anyways im really really busy and im sorry if i've been boring lately, finals are next week and i've got a lot to complete before and after finals. also badminton is coming up and i won't be as active on this or skype so just a heads up. i'll try to contact you whenever i can!! i'm excited for you to get my letter + birthday gift pt. one out of three. i hope you like it because i have the matching one to it. i say this every time and i'll probably keep saying it bc im really annoying but ily and im really happy to call you my best friend, like seriously, i haven't had a best friend since i was like ten but yeah i hope you have a great day/evening whenever you get a chance to read this! c:

[ƐмσǀηAƓєяαя∂Ɯαу]

Dear R,

Thank you for taking my feelings into consideration, and know that I hope you and her are happy together, I wish you the best. Thank you for trying to save my feelings and I will still love to be friends.
~M