Right now I am enraged, happy and sad at the same time. What I just read...and what I know is the catalyst of it happening...it really hurts emotionally due to how sentimental the thing in question is to me. I feel even worse for the people that are going to have to suffer because of this, something they love to do...and a bunch of arrogant dipsticks that butt in where they don't belong just because they are bored or find it fun just prevent them from doing it.
*sigh* and what makes it even worse is that no human on the face of this planet seems to accept things for what they are or have open views on things and won't judge others for what they support. No one also seems to have the guts to fight back because they think someone else is going to do it for them.
I've never had the best control over my emotions because of my desire for everyone and myself to be happy and it always seems to come back to bite me every time. I know that the world is a cruel place and you'd think that I'd be more prepared for reality because of it...but that's not who I am, not who I've ever been.
What happened has been going on and has been a looming shadow for the past few years now, prolonged and delayed...but it seems that there's no more running...no more will to fight...just surrender...
...and all I can do is watch in emotional pain as the events unfold. For now it's just one thing but I know that it will become more and more as time goes on, as hate grows; until the very life is choked from the thing I hold close...
But no one seems to care unless it effects them.