TheComfortCorner | v.6

[lexthedestroyer]

If someone can PM, I need some romantic/friend advice. Also somebody should probably make me do my homework.

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[abxy]

ugh these cramps are killing me
i'm starting to get nauseous and i just. want this to be over and it only started today.
killmenow

[La Volpe]

if anyone wants to pm me I'm always open <3

[leverage]

So, it's over something really stupid, but I just feel awful and like I'm breaking in two. And no matter how much I tell myself how stupid it is, it's not getting any better.
I guess I'll explain the situation, but honestly it's so stupid, I know I'm just being an awful human being but I can't get over it.
I had this gift from my grandmother. I never used it, but I always knew it was there; it meant something to me even if I never used it. My grandmother passed away a few years ago, and it meant even more to me since then.
And today, my mother just gave it away. Without asking me.
I know I didn't use it. I know it was still in the package. But it was sentiment. My grandmother really thought I'd love it, and I did, even though I never used it because I didn't know how.
I just hope that whoever my mom gave it to enjoys it.
It's just...I feel empty to know that's it's missing. And I feel awful because I was so ungrateful enough to never use it, for years. I feel like I was just an awful granddaughter. I know she loved me, but did I deserve it? My best memory of her is just her yelling at me, and I deserved it.
I just...I wish I was a better person. And I wish my mom hadn't given it away.
And I had the option to keep it. The person was coming to pick it up, and my mom said she guessed she could tell the person that it was no longer available. In a fit of rage I said I didn't care, but...I do care.
I know this is just so stupid. But it feels like there's a hole in my chest and all I ever did was let people down.

[tenor]

i know that nobody probably read my last post
i just want to rant a little-
my nightmares have been getting worse
i cant sleep past 3 in the morning
and i wake up at the same freaking
time every morning crying because i
tried to open my eyes, i tried to wake
up, it didnt work. i register that its a
nightmare again, and i try so hard to
open my eyes, because i know that it
is only going to hurt when the monster
comes through the door, what if it
kills me in real life?
i know this is sort of all just nightmare-
related stuff right now but its pretty much
all i can think about and its super creeping
me out..

[eff]

i know that nobody probably read my last post
i just want to rant a little-
my nightmares have been getting worse
i cant sleep past 3 in the morning
and i wake up at the same freaking
time every morning crying because i
tried to open my eyes, i tried to wake
up, it didnt work. i register that its a
nightmare again, and i try so hard to
open my eyes, because i know that it
is only going to hurt when the monster
comes through the door, what if it
kills me in real life?
i know this is sort of all just nightmare-
related stuff right now but its pretty much
all i can think about and its super creeping
me out..

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I think the easiest way of solving the nightmares is to figure out the cause
of them. So, scientifically speaking, a majority of nightmares are caused by
real life anxiety or phobias (e,g; a lot of people have nightmares on spiders,
darkness as its the fear of the unknown/unseen, clowns, etc.). So, I'm not
saying your scared of monsters in real life because I don't know that.
Your nightmares could be symbolic, the monster being a symbol of what you
are afraid of.
Yet, to what I have seen, if the nightmares are constant, even weekly, and
stopping you from sleeping, then it'd be best to see someone.

[eff]

i'm not sure if everyone around me is lying or not.

I think if you want truth, everyone has lied.

[tenor]

i know that nobody probably read my last post
i just want to rant a little-
my nightmares have been getting worse
i cant sleep past 3 in the morning
and i wake up at the same freaking
time every morning crying because i
tried to open my eyes, i tried to wake
up, it didnt work. i register that its a
nightmare again, and i try so hard to
open my eyes, because i know that it
is only going to hurt when the monster
comes through the door, what if it
kills me in real life?
i know this is sort of all just nightmare-
related stuff right now but its pretty much
all i can think about and its super creeping
me out..

I think the easiest way of solving the nightmares is to figure out the cause
of them. So, scientifically speaking, a majority of nightmares are caused by
real life anxiety or phobias (e,g; a lot of people have nightmares on spiders,
darkness as its the fear of the unknown/unseen, clowns, etc.). So, I'm not
saying your scared of monsters in real life because I don't know that.
Your nightmares could be symbolic, the monster being a symbol of what you
are afraid of.
Yet, to what I have seen, if the nightmares are constant, even weekly, and
stopping you from sleeping, then it'd be best to see someone.

thank you. i will experiment by getting a night light
to see if that's it, but a lot of things i do in real life
could probably symbolize the nightmares, i'll try a
few things before talking to my mother about it. it's
very kind of you to answer, i really appreciate the piece
of advice. <3

[lexthedestroyer]

If someone can PM, I need some romantic/friend advice. Also somebody should probably make me do my homework.