TheComfortCorner | v.6

[snubbulls]

I have school tomorrow and I'm scared
I'm failing my classes because i can't function around so many people
But no one gets it
They all scare me so much because no matter what I feel like someone is judging me
My mom says it's normal and everything I feel is normal but it's not
I'm not supposed to get so scared that I can't breathe
And my teachers are all so disappointed in me, I bet, because I'm a failure
I just can't handle this I don't want to go back

[idiosyncrasy]

I have school tomorrow and I'm scared
I'm failing my classes because i can't function around so many people
But no one gets it
They all scare me so much because no matter what I feel like someone is judging me
My mom says it's normal and everything I feel is normal but it's not
I'm not supposed to get so scared that I can't breathe
And my teachers are all so disappointed in me, I bet, because I'm a failure
I just can't handle this I don't want to go back

This is actually normal, I'll have you know.
A lot of people feel this way, even me.
I forgot what its called though... {lol sorry hahah}

I always get scared around people, not as much as you said, but I still do.
Just try to ignore them and try your best,
Don't let them bring you down.
You are smart and I believe in you, we all do.

I hope all goes well, and that you have a great day.
Whether I helped or not, I'm always here to try.

[BrainOnSka]

I haven't slept well since winter break began... That's already a full two weeks ago... I have until January 22nd. Nineteen days.. idk if it's just me missing my boyfriend or what but it's like ehhhhhhhhhhhhh.... I'm so tired and I feel like total dog poop. I never thought I'd say I want to go back to school but I do. We live right next door to each other. And I actually get to sleep...

Even on the weekends when I DO get to sleep in at home I can't sleep.. it was the cat last weekend trying to claim the pillow.

[zombie,]

i could really just use a hug right now

♛ | * internet snuggles *
whatever you're going through, - You'll make it.

Have H.O.P.E
Hold On, Pain Ends.

[tenor]

thank you, guys <3 i just want to say im doing a little better.
a lot happened yesterday when i got home from running errands, and last night i just couldnt sleep. i was stressed, and when i forced myself to sleep, i had a dream. the past few weeks, ive randomly had dreams that i can actually remember. every night. and the dream killed me. i know im not on good terms with my two of three favorite humans in the world. they dissowned me because supposedly i talked bad about this girl when really she was just trying to get her man's mind off of her so she could cheat on him..
and i had a dream about both of them. the event happened about three months ago, the other happening in march. im so done.. i dont know how to control this anymore.
any house remedies to help me have a sleepful night and a quality, no-dream night, thatd be wonderful..
im sorry if this is confusing at all, theres a lot i shouldnt mention due to personal issues.

[feigned souls]

no one... replied. so. nevermind. no one cares anyways.

[Shiny Sylveon]

I don't know why I'm crying...and now my parents think I have depression and want to get me on "happy pills". I'll never have friends when I'm on them.

[still]

I have school tomorrow and I'm scared
I'm failing my classes because i can't function around so many people
But no one gets it
They all scare me so much because no matter what I feel like someone is judging me
My mom says it's normal and everything I feel is normal but it's not
I'm not supposed to get so scared that I can't breathe
And my teachers are all so disappointed in me, I bet, because I'm a failure
I just can't handle this I don't want to go back

First of all, you should talk to someone. If you think that the reason you are not doing well in school is because you can't function around people, you should talk to your parents or the guidance counselor at your school about your problem. This is not "normal" and no one should feel this way at school. Also, though I can't definitely say, it sounds like you may have some sort of social anxiety disorder? There is a thread on here that's about mental illnesses like social anxiety disorder and you could try talking to the more knowledgeable people on that thread if you suspect you have that- but above all, you should talk to a trusted adult because they can help you figure this out and find a solution. Good luck!

[slushy puppy]

So today, on animal jam, I got banned...
I didn't really do anything but use"inappropriate language" which any website could use. So, all my accounts(including my parent account) got banned. I got membership on the 25th( 3 months, it's not recurring, thank God), and now, I lost everything. All my friends, my like, year of playing it, and my rares. I don't know what to do anymore.
I made a new user, Sorbets, but I don't yet have anything. I'm trying to be in much giveaways as possible, and with luck, I got a lions mane. From my backups, I got a few rares and stuff, but still, all my stuff that I loved, is gone.
Honestly, I just can't...

[capjr]

this one is stupid
but the main problem I want to talk about.. I just don't know how to word
so I'll go w/this one
I am super self conscious
it started more in middle school
seventh grade
I would get called ugly a lot by different people
and my "friends" would do nothing about it
they wouldn't even comfort me
like I can barely talk to them about anything because they'll either
disagree with me or roll their eye, stuff like that
anyway, sometimes I would even get interrupted in the middle
of a conversation w/someone just to be called "f**king ugly"
I didn't understand this crap
I hadn't done anything to anyone, especially not the people that bullied me
eventually I couldn't take it anymore
I hated my life
I wouldn't go out in public just so people wouldn't look at me
and when I did go out, some people stared and it made me feel really bad about myself
I would sob every night
finally my parents let me switch school
later on I found out my "friends" had become buddy buddy
with my old bullies :/
then I even got bullied at my new school, which I still attend...
for example, I got told I look like a pig
especially when I "laugh" which doesn't happen in the first place
I also just have a really ugly smile I hate it so much
I can't switch right now because my family can't afford it
I'm going to private school right now and they won't give us our money back(so soon the money will start having
to come out of the money saved for my future college)
everything is too expensive, so I can't get the right help
even if I do go to sessions w/a therapist
they're all the same, and they all say the same thing
I'm honestly not pretty really
even if some people tell me, I feel flattered, but the feeling goes away soon
and all of my other friends and these people are getting called beautiful
and gorgeous and it really hurts my confidence
I won't even take pictures with my family or friends in public
because I don't feel good about myself
...I took a picture w/my polaroid once and starting to cry so hard
because of how hideous I looked
I've changed my style, started buying makeup, changed my hair
basically everything but I'm still super self conscious
my parents don't understand and are constantly making me uncomfortable about it
in fact, both of my sisters have insulted my looks
even my 9 YEAR-OLD SISTER
she called me a hideous wolf in front of friends and family
it was so embarrassing and then our adopted cousin started laughing
and agreeing with her
I'm honestly afraid i'll never be happy in the future
and that no one will love me
I won't find love or anything because
no one will want to be with me because of
my awful looks.
I don't know what to do
and I'm starting to cry just typing this