TheComfortCorner | v.6

[seventh scripture]

My dog just growled at me
She has never growled at me and it just
Idk
it just kinda hurt because I love her so much and I never thought she would snarl at me.

aha, don't be upset ! - Animals are still wild-creatures at heart and instinct,
maybe you moved too fast and startled her. - Or you had a unfamiliar or nasty scent on you that she didn't like.
I'm pretty sure she didn't mean to growl BECAUSE of you. - My cats bite my all the time, but they still love me aha ^^;

<3

Thank you, but it isn't really because of that. I was just letting her head and I guess she doesn't like her whiskers being touched and my hand brushed against them and she let out a low growl and it just felt weird because she's never done it before
I'm not scared of dogs, I'm always really close to them and I work at shelters but my dog is a bigger breed (mastiff) and I just got nervous for a second
I feel better though because right after she did she instantly felt sorry because she went up to me and nuzzled my hand over her head (basically telling me to pet her lol)

[Herlock Sholmes]

Ohhokay so I was so excited to hatch some brine shrimp but I LOST THE PACKAGE. How the heck am I supposed to prove to my parents that I can handle a dog when I loose the freaking package for shrimp eggs. I looked everywhere and I can't find it. My goal was to hatch them before the New Year but I guess not.

[still]

Cs has been my safe and happy place for a very long time, but now it's doing me more harm than good and I'm thinking about quitting... I know, it sounds easy, if it hurts you, leave it, but I can't help but to think about all the good things that happened here... Because of this game me and my best friend became closer, we might never have become best friends without it... It also helped me go though the loneliest year of my life, I didn't talk to anyone irl who wasn't from my family the whole year, I probably would have suffered way more without CS to keep my mind away... CS became my life, this is all I think about the whole day... It's basically the only thing that I know now...
I'm going between "I need to stop" and "This is my life" and that's awful
How can I put an ending on something that I love and live for?

This might not be the best advice, but try not going on your account for a few days and see how it feels. If, at any time, you regret quitting, you can come back on and all your pets and stuff will still be there. But, just remember that you should do what's right for you and your health. If quitting CS will definitely help you, then I believe you should. Even though it might seem impossible now, it will get easier with time. I wish you luck!

[chatot]

Ohhokay so I was so excited to hatch some brine shrimp but I LOST THE PACKAGE. How the heck am I supposed to prove to my parents that I can handle a dog when I loose the freaking package for shrimp eggs. I looked everywhere and I can't find it. My goal was to hatch them before the New Year but I guess not.

Haha, I think it'll be a little harder to lose a dog than a packet of shrimp eggs.
Don't stress too much, try to retrace your steps as best as possible. If you can't find it, take a step back and do something else. It gives you a little while to clear your head. Most times than not something lost is right in front of your face!

[tenor]

just a little vent ~

this week is my only free week where i get the house to myself
and my mom invited her friends over
for the whole week
which consists of a twenty-five year old girl that doesn't stop talking
and her two screaming kids
that kick and aren't disciplined at all
i talked to my mom
and guess what?
shes working all week
so i get to deal with her friends while she's gone for fourteen hours each day
yay

[food ☕️]

Asked me five months ago, and I would have told you I had my life all planned out. I knew who I was even though most would consider that crazy, I won't get into it and I also knew what I wanted to do. I was going to go to college and play softball, then go to the best vetrenary school in the country. I was set, happy, and on the verge of confidence, but then I psyche myself out.

This isn't really anything that needs to be comforted on, because it's all in my head and I'm just crazy, but I can't help myself. Let's begin with getting the obvious out of the way. I'm a hypocondriac. I'm a cronic worrier and always think there is something . . . medically . . . wrong with me. For instance, I seem to believe I'm losing my hearing. It's horrifying, but I can't stop thinking about it even when she said I "passed" the hearing test. What, only passed? I don't have supernatural hearing that's better then you've ever seen in all your time of taking hearing tests? No, I passed. For all I know I got a C-. Parents are saying it's one of the those things where if you think your ill you are. I sure hope so, but I don't know how to stop worrying! Being a hypocondriac is really wearing me down. I don't want to be this way but I am. It takes away from living life, me always stressing about every little thing. I even think my hair's falling out! Wth!? And also, I'm loosing my memory. Also, I'm sure you get the picture.

My other problem is my fear of change/growing up. I really don't want to grow up. I want to stay preserved in this body and this mindset for the rest of my life. I don't want to have to live on my own and always be the one who has to do everything as I'm going to be alone the rest of my life. And no, that doesn't have to do with laziness okay, maybe a little but more so all this responsibility that will now rest on my shoulders. I will probably mess something up! I won't have someone there to explain my mistakes. Things were so easy when my favorite word in my vocabulary was "pretend". I'm just not ready. I can't even focus to important things people tell me because my head is always stuck in the clouds. How can a dreamer like me ever get anything done? I'm just not ready. I want to be a kid for the rest of my life. I don't want to grow up!

So yeah, I'm basically a mess. I seem to think my best friend hates me, every possible thing is wrong with me, I have a small fear of being touched and of growing up, I'm probably just loosing my mind. I'll just reiterate a saying of mine, "My best, and most reliable friends are the ones in my head." I don't know if there's any possible comfort for this, so you don't need to reply.

[MoonStone00]

Ahh I don't know why but today I keep getting anxiety attacks left and right and it's taking so much out of me. Like heart racing, my throats feels like it's closing up and breathing gets hard at times. I don't even know why I'm getting anxious.


I know I'm ok I just needed a little vent, it's so hard being so tired all the time.

[hellebore]

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[Moiraine]

Can I get a PM? Thanks <3

[IQuit;;]

im tired of being tired. i slept till 3 pm and all i want is to go back to bed