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by talkshow boy » Wed Dec 28, 2016 3:17 pm
i'm a terrible person. i know i am.
i have anger problems, let my temper get the best of me. and it seems like i manage to chase all of my friends away eventually. i get anxious over the most absurd things and i constantly make up excuses to not hang out with people. i yell a lot, especially when i'm mad and end up scaring whoever was near me.
no wonder i have hardly any friends. can't say i blame them, i wouldn't want to hang out with someone like me. i should just stay away from everyone, then i wouldn't be able to lash out at anyone. i'm nothing but a burden.
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by ------- » Wed Dec 28, 2016 3:29 pm
Not able to speak to people today because I'm off sick but I promise I'll be back soon. If any of you want someone to talk to or even somewhere to rant privately but safety, I'm always here. I understand the frustration when you want to get something out in your own space but maybe don't want to say it to yourself, and I'm here to listen. Just throw me a PM any time. I've got your back. Stay safe!
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by saturnalia » Wed Dec 28, 2016 4:19 pm
i'm so stupid.
i've given someone 3 anxiety attacks in the past 2 days. i don't even know them.
everything i do makes it worse. i didn't mean to upset them.
i can't just talk to them. they reply with "can you please not"
i'm so nervous my stomach hurts. i don't want to give anyone anxiety attacks, i know how it feels.
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by pereyra » Wed Dec 28, 2016 5:25 pm
wow okay I just really need someone to vent to
If someone could message me that would be great
If you're a roleplayer that would be even better bc that would make it easier to explain things
I will love you forever
I have someone to talk to now! Thank you all so much for your messages, you are wonderful people!
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by Anza » Wed Dec 28, 2016 5:36 pm
Its funny how people find me "ok" and easy to talk to
I pass myself as the person with no problems in my life
But sometimes I want to scream & demand that everyone leave me alone
Reality is annoying...
:C
I wonder what would happen if I told people the truth?
They won't believe me
But that dose not matter. I don't expect them to care
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I'm here now mostly for events
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by spicy.teaa » Wed Dec 28, 2016 5:39 pm
Danke Zum Lesen
So, a year and a half ago I met the most important girl in my life. (That was worded terribly) Let's call her A, so we are online friends and she means so much to me. She is there through all of my hardships, and there's a lot of them. But hey, she got a girlfriend a while ago. I've had a crush on this girl for six months. And I wasn't informed this until about a month ago, I was so upset for a while. I played it off as if everything was fine though, she would be so upset if I was unhappy. I don't know why but I admit, I am jealous of her girlfriend. What she did so easily has taken me 6 damn months, and she go to her first. On Christmas morning I told A that I liked her and how much she REALLY means to me. All she really said was thanks, I'm glad you could tell me. And oh my god... How badly that hit me... I just sat in my bed bewildered. He girlfriend, let's call her T, doesn't know I have feelings for A. A added me to a group chat with T and another friend of theirs and I have a feeling T knows I have feelings for A and at any chance she gets, it's, " Oh A ilysm. You're so great." And I just want to say, "dammit SHE'S GREAT!" Cause it's taking all of my strength to not tell T, yeah I like her. and I've liked her longer than you. But no. I care about A's morals more than my own and seeing her upset absolutely destroys me... I don't know, I'm trying so hard to keep my head up and pretend I'm happy for her. The strength is takes to not have an emotional break down is so immense... SHE KNOWS I LOVE HER. But T keeps her from me. Why is it so unfair? A is the only person who makes me feel better and puts a smile on my face. Without her, I'd be broken. But it's destroying me knowing that I will probably never have her.
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