TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Korriander]

I am still picking the spines of this prickly seed thing that was thrown at me out of my hand.
I don't even know what it was, but it was giant, heavy, and left a ton of little spines in my hand.
They're tiny, but it still hurts to move that finger because of them. There were a number right in the joint of my finger, and it hurts to move it too much, since I can't get them all out.
It'll be fine eventually, it's just driving my crazy right now.

Also I miss having a working knee. It's been about 8 years and it'll never get better.
Like, I'm good at dealing with it, but it would be pretty nice if the joint wasn't stiff every time I stood up.

Ouch! That does not sound fun. This may sound weird, but have you tried using glue yet (as in the white paste kind)? We have these plants with needles all over the stems and leaves that leave tiny spikes wherever they touch, and I put a coat of glue on it, let it dry, and then tear it off. Tape also works, but not as well since it can press it down further if you aren't careful. Since the glue dries quickly around it without adding pressure, it grabs the spines and makes it easier to remove a good chunk of them at a time.

[snubbulls]

i just made someone feel bad omg
i really didn't mean to, i made a joke and they thought they offended me
but they didn't and now they're upset and i don't know what to do

[moth·]

so I have severe depression and it kicks in whenever it wants to. my doctor will no longer let me on medication because it messes around with my anxiety and a few other reasons. I've been feeling really sad and crying when the smallest of things happen. let say, I can't reach my charger. I will just start to cry. My therapist said its normal but I think other wise. when I got off medication and I was fine. I didn't hurt myself or anything so I don't know. Maybe its my boredom?
Also I have an eating disorder and I'll try to gain weight because I am under weight but it never works. I understand its my metabolism but it make me really insecure

[forestfolke]

aaand now i suddenly feel like crap wheee

when i talk why do i always sound so blunt?? like i'm just really quiet and only talk in lowercase with minimal punctuation and i just feel really awkward all the time, a new person came into a group chat i'm in and all i could introduce myself as was boring and quiet and lame because im being brutally honest there's nothing interesting or special about me

even my mom says my tone is really deep and emotionless
am i just a boring person?? honestly i feel like not talking at all
i'm just a cookie cutter person and tbh i wish that when my friends jokingly say 'u suck' or 'ur lame' that i could disagree but i can't because i legitimately suck, im not talented or extroverted or active or anything
i just lay in bed all day on my laptop

if i never stepped foot into online conversations again i bet nobody would care or notice im missing
and i s2g if anyone tells me to 'just open up!' i'm gonna explode

[IQuit;;]

aaand now i suddenly feel like crap wheee

when i talk why do i always sound so blunt?? like i'm just really quiet and only talk in lowercase with minimal punctuation and i just feel really awkward all the time, a new person came into a group chat i'm in and all i could introduce myself as was boring and quiet and lame because im being brutally honest there's nothing interesting or special about me

even my mom says my tone is really deep and emotionless
am i just a boring person?? honestly i feel like not talking at all
i'm just a cookie cutter person and tbh i wish that when my friends jokingly say 'u suck' or 'ur lame' that i could disagree but i can't because i legitimately suck, im not talented or extroverted or active or anything
i just lay in bed all day on my laptop

if i never stepped foot into online conversations again i bet nobody would care or notice im missing
and i s2g if anyone tells me to 'just open up!' i'm gonna explode

i personally dont think you sound blunt! but if you think you seem that way, a solution for online: most people use emoticons to help make their tone a bit more clear to others, because it IS pretty hard to tell how someone's feeling by just reading words on a screen!


and i have a little thing to get off my chest,,, im pretty sure i'm aromantic, but there is one single person i am actually in love with? does this mean i'm not aromantic, really?

[food ☕️]

My best, and most reliable friends are the ones in my head.
Small vent that needs no reply.

[Dill]

I'm the only one of my friends that isn't in a relationship. I'm at the point where they're committed, lasting relationships and here I am never having even dated anyone.
I feel like no one has time for me anymore; I don't take first place in anyone's lives anymore, and believe me I've even talked to people about this and they say they'll change but surprise surprise nothing changes.
The worst part is I'm so jealous. My best friend talks about him and his girlfriend all the time and I'm jealous of her. I'm jealous of my other friend that just found the perfect man for her, and I'm jealous of my sisters who have had boyfriends for years too.
I know. I know. Eventually I'll find someone blah blah blah but it's already been so long and I'm done and I have no one left.

[bravado]

*huff* my friend sent me a picture of her agender friend and said they were dating and i didn't know what type of pronoun i was meant to use so i said 'yeah, they're cute' but my friend blew up on me like 'no no she's cute stop offending her jeez you're so stupid' and in the process of trying not to offend her i offended her? i tried to apologize but she kept yelling at me and im so upset right now and done with everything.

[cherubim]

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know

what's going on ?? my is my heart doing this? why is my head doing this?
I don't know
I'm so scared and confused and worried and I just don't want to mess up please please help me I need help I just need to stop this stop everything what's going on please stop

edit;; I just
I need to be numb
no more of these emotions please
how do I cope
I can't
where is that other me when I need them? please? come to me. make it numb. please.

[MoonStone00]

My left wrist still hurts so bad even being on meds to help offset the pain. Stupid carpal tunnel. I shouldn't even have carpal tunnel.

I may have to go talk to the doctor about getting surgery on it and it's making me nervous that they aren't going to take me seriously ;0;