Tankie wrote:I would post an emotional hate rant about all the things that are wrong, but I'm not going to, because I know that it doesn't get me anywhere and won't fix my problems, or even help them get better.
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I guess that's why I play so many games, then. Because I can tell everything to the people I don't know.
Wow. So much. But, you know what? I relate to so much of that. So much. I'm struggling not to cry thinking of you going through all that, because I have gone through or am going through so much of the same.
Haters gonna hate, but I hate that they hate so blind and ignorantly. Sometimes you can't help stooping to their level because they drag you into the pits of their own making before you even notice. It takes a strong person to stand up and apologize and walk away.
I have had run-ins with CS staff that I felt exactly the way you describe, being punished after being harassed by other players. This is where I come to hide, so I know what its like when even your hidey-hole is fraught with danger.
As for everything, I don't have solutions, just know that there are people here that will stand with you and support you as a human worthy of love and acceptance in who you are.
You don't need to change anything, and you deserve to be happy. It is people like you who are willing to stand up and be heard, no matter the consequence, that change the world. You will see change in your lifetime. This I promise you.
Be strong. You are wanted, loved, and supported. You are the future.
leverage wrote:That awesome moment when you spend hours preparing a gift for someone and get a completely thankless response.
I'm sorry your hard work went unappreciated. But at least now you know in the future all you have to get this person is a simple card or something, and you can save so much time and effort for those who truly appreciate your mad skills!!
One person's lousy opinion does not make or break a holiday, even if it feels like that at the moment!
I.C. wrote:honestly, i wish i was dead
I'm glad that you're not.