TheComfortCorner | v.6

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I put myself out there today and got rejected. Ouch.

[.-Tired-.]

does anyone have advice on getting to sleep? it's 5 am I've been awake the entire time and I don't know what to do. I'm just really tired and nervous.

I do actually, I was in that exact same situation not even a month or two ago.

- Do excercise before you go to bed. It tires out your body and gives you some phsyical so your not as sore in the morning
- Taking your electronic away an hour before bed. Why? Because it helps settle down your brain. And when you have an electronic on, theres this little thing in your brain I forget what its called, but it releases something called mélatonin. Its something that helps you sleep.

And another one that ties into the last one. This one is only if your desperate to get to sleep. I suggest of you do uss ot not to every single day, as then you'll feel sleepy all the time and won't be able to pay attention.

- As I said, Mélatonin helps you sleep. And its also a mineral[Dont ask why, i have nooooo idea ▪p▪] but you can buy small tablets you have to put underneath your tongue and let it dissolve or you can buy bug chewables that have a flavour. They both do the same, just depends on what you like. I've used both in the past and they both worked really well. And theres always so many in a container, that youll have more left. I still have some chewables left and use them when their needed.


I hope this helps you!!!!

[*Infinity*]

does anyone have advice on getting to sleep? it's 5 am I've been awake the entire time and I don't know what to do. I'm just really tired and nervous.

I know it sounds like a cliché, but have you tried a warm mug of milk? There is actually science behind it.

I put myself out there today and got rejected. Ouch.

Getting rejected is tough, no matter how many times it may happen, but the more you try putting yourself out, the easier that part becomes.

Believe me, I know first hand.

The more you do it, the more you learn that other peoples opinions about you really *don't* matter, too. They want to reject you? Well, what's wrong with them anyhow? You didn't want to talk to them that bad after all. You got more important things to do.

The rejection still stings. But don't stop. You are worth so much more. Do it again tomorrow, not for me, but for your future self.

Please believe me. It'll be worth it.

I just found out a family friend just died. I really miss him, and I wish we could of saved him. He was truly an angel to us.

I am deeply sorry for your loss. I hope that he was an inspiration to you, and you can be that angel for someone else in the future. In that way, he will always live on through his legacy of generosity and kindness!

arggg I'm working on this really big art project that I'm going to give to my sister for Christmas, but I'm so far behind ... I'll probably have to stay up really late tonight in order to get it done in time and I have to wake up at 7 a.m tomorrow ... :'')

I'm just super disappointed in myself because I didn't use my time wisely enough earlier on during my winter break and I really want this art piece to look good since it's a gift and all ...

I know what you mean! I was going to paint a few pieces for my family this year, too. I haven't even started, though, I've been so busy.

Give your sister a nice card, and tell her you really wanted her present to be special, but that its not really done yet. She'll understand!! Then take your time and give it to her when its really done. Don't rush it, or you won't be happy with it.

I know she'll love it either way, though!

That they should live in a mansion of their own design, pay for their daughters' college tuition, and own the finest of products, while we struggle for life's necessities (sometimes not getting them).
It's awful how blessed I can feel until seeing how another family lives. I am blessed. I am-- but I was reminded of how financially unstable we are and now filled with such debilitating fear.
I don't know why I am crying. I am happy that they can know no financial fear, and I have always been happy for myself as well, even despite our financial hardships-- but I am crying tears of fear and sadness.

I get by on very little, extremely below the poverty line. I try not to think "up", of people that have so much more than I could ever have. I do get mad sometimes at the inequality of it all, but I remember how much I have, and how much less I've had in the past, and how much less so many other people have.

Did you know 90% of the world lives in abject poverty? I have seen firsthand. Now that's what makes me cry, because here I sit, and can't do a dam thing about it. Poor puppies, poor babies, poor hard working people, can't catch a break.

Then I can't help thinking how amazingly blessed I am! Roof over my head, internet, more than one change of clothes, full stomach when I go to bed!

I am blessed, and so are you! Who cares what the wealthy have. My dad used to point out, the one thing they never have is happiness. You can't buy that, and when you can buy everything but, life has no meaning. You got to have wants and needs to be truly grateful.

I think he was right.

im really stressed out rn. ive been in chronic pain for five or maybe six months now and the doctors arent doing anything for me. its frustrating and i hate being told that its all in my head and just caused by my depression

My brother has chronic pain from depression.

As for all the nonsense they tell you, *all* pain is in your head!! That's where the pain receptors are, taking what the nerve endings feel and translating it. So, yeah, its in your head, the same way you pinch them and they yell, and you can honestly say that their pain is in their head. (Please don't pinch them or anything, though.)

As for depression, that is a scary creature, and I am very, very sorry. I don't have a lot of advice on that.

Make sure you go outside everyday and get some sunlight. Vitamin D helps, but its best if your body makes its own, and it does that by being in sunlight.

I know pain can make the depression worse, so just keep telling them. Have them check you for arthritis. I recently found out I got that, and I'm young!! Even though I've suspected for a long time now, a professional opinion carries more weight.

Good luck! I'm here a lot if you need to talk.

My sister taught me that my opinion doesn't matter
Thanks to her I flinch at every hand in fear that it may slap me

My brother taught me that I will never be good
My mother taught me that my issues are nonexistent
My father taught me that everything needs to be done immediately

Gee, love you too, guys
I don't mean to be such a horrible child
No wonder I can't trust anyone
my classmates must see me as an uptight anti-social recluse
I don't mean to be this way
I'm moving out of here as soon as I can, I swear
maybe the university I like is on the other side of the country for a reason

I can tell that you don't really believe what they think about you, and that is awesome!

I can tell you are strong and talented, and that is awesome!

I can tell that you are not like them, and that is awesome!

Dont give up, you are awesome! You are a chrysalis right now, waiting to burst free and show the world your beauty!

It may not be pretty right now, but it won't always be this way. You have a plan. Stick with it. Their opinions are just making you stronger, and soon you won't need them.

Fly free!

[BrainOnSka]

Merry Almost Christmas... I've been coughing and coughing and coughing without any progress on bringing stuff out of my lungs.. soo I might have bronchitis.... My lungs feel soupy. So I'm most likely going to spend my Christmas Eve Day in a doctor's office walk in getting Decongestants and stuff.

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I
Just
Gifted
Someone,
And they edited it asking for
One of my mascots, hoping I wouldn't
Notice.
I have lost faith.

[critter]

I just found out my great cousin had her throat slit by her husband in front of her kids, and my other great cousin died of an overdose.
I'm in pain, I'm really sick and on my period. Whoop tee doo.

Merry christmas, happy holidays, to whatever you celebrate, CS saved my life many times, I thank every last one of you that helped.
I'll be on for PMs and such if you're having troubles.
I might be a little late to responding, i'm not doing to well, but my mental health is being helped, my family is starting to care(mainly because i'm screaming bloody murder...) and they brought me warm chocolate chip cookies and my mum is giving me my meds and I'm feeling better :)

My PMs are open, I do gift if I feel you need it.

Maybe I should take a shower, clear my head a bit, maybe take a nap.

Thank you guys for helping out the many times I posted, now I return the favor.

*Kiss* Bye :)

[IQuit;;]

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I
Just
Gifted
Someone,
And they edited it asking for
One of my mascots, hoping I wouldn't
Notice.
I have lost faith.

aww, that's crummy for them to try and take advantage of your generosity like that </3 sorry that happened to you!

[ωolfie]

I love Christmas. I really do. But it's hard to be in the Christmas spirit when you barely have enough money to get decorations or a tree, when your mom is sick and you can't go anywhere fun, or when you stay at home alone all day because your parents need to go to work. I just feel very lonely and left out during the holidays.

Repost... heh...

[ausgdghsag]

honestly i feel like a bother posting this lol but uhh

i just feel so unwanted recently
i feel like no one wants me and everyone is distancing themselves from me and i get more and more depressed
but the more depressed i get the more distant they get and i know they're tired of my depression and my
nervousness and my constant wondering if i'm going to be abandoned but i'm tired of it too, i can't help it

not to mention when i go back to school from this break i'm not sure if i'm going to stay in any of my afterschool
clubs.
i really liked ACE before stuff happened with my ex-fp/best friend/crush (she was a lot to me ahah) and i finally
left her despite her trying to manipulate me back into staying
so ACE is uncomfortable for me

and i really like theater but i don't do anything there because i was too nervous to audition and whenever i show up
i don't even feel wanted there, i feel like an outsider like i don't belong there
i mean i met one of my best friends there yes but ... i mean its not like i'm that important in the group and some
people there hate me and make me feel really small and stupid and insignificant which isn't good for my mental health
at all right now

but i also don't want to disappoint my family or raise suspicion that i'm more depressed than i am and i don't even want
to keep doing this over and over
it just feels like an endless cycle of me getting my hopes up that maybe someone needs or wants me and getting disappointed
and it's starting to take a huge toll on me and no one wants to help me at this point

i'm a wreck and i just don't know how to get back from this because i feel like everyone has someone better and it'd
probably be important to know that i have bpd so being abandoned by everyone at once is .. not good
not good at all lmao

i'm sorry for posting such a long thing here i just had to vent it out

i don't expect anyone to read this all the way through and if you did thank you

no one has to respond to this i just really really had to get this off my chest, there's not really much anyone including myself
can do right now to make this better

[.zombie]

i just wanted to have a nice break, but i guess i cant huh? my family has to ruin it all.

why did i have to be her daughter? i wouldve been fine with anything but her.im leaving.