TheComfortCorner | v.6

[snubbulls]

He grabbed me, almost threw me. Why does he care about her? I bet he wishes he never adopted me. I wish I could just disappear.

But you know, it doesn't matter. I'll survive. I don't matter.

[texaschainsaw74]

*gives rose a hug*

[.zombie]

my mom has no trust left inside of her. Winter break starts tomorrow, and ive got a buttload of homework to catch up on.
My progress report [not my final grade report] showcased my lousy grades, which consisted of a few fails. but that was only because i was catching on work, and the teachers take forever to grade and put the grades online.
My mom flipped out when it came in about two days ago. she yelled at me and took my phone.
Yesterday I was on my laptop and she asked what I was doing. I said I was catching up with bio homework. She replied with "Dont give me that bullcrap". She took away my headphones as well, and i swear I almost burst into tears because music is the only thing that calms me down. She called me just now and said that when she will take my laptop away once she comes home. I told her that I have projects to do and she told me to do them all today, cause i wont be getting my laptop back anytime soon.
I understand that she doesnt trust me, but what?? Her behavior is going to cause my grades to drop even lower??
Im so sorry to spam the thread with my stupid problems, i just have no one to turn to..

[seventh scripture]

i have
that feeling
i can't explain
i just feel pain
but there's nothing wrong
i just
can't explain
.

[inactive matin]

i feel like i'm going insane

i have no patience, i'm mad the majority of the time and i cannot sleep for the life of me
i snap so easily and it's scary
help

[.zombie]

my mom has no trust left inside of her. Winter break starts tomorrow, and ive got a buttload of homework to catch up on.
My progress report [not my final grade report] showcased my lousy grades, which consisted of a few fails. but that was only because i was catching on work, and the teachers take forever to grade and put the grades online.
My mom flipped out when it came in about two days ago. she yelled at me and took my phone.
Yesterday I was on my laptop and she asked what I was doing. I said I was catching up with bio homework. She replied with "Dont give me that bullcrap". She took away my headphones as well, and i swear I almost burst into tears because music is the only thing that calms me down. She called me just now and said that when she will take my laptop away once she comes home. I told her that I have projects to do and she told me to do them all today, cause i wont be getting my laptop back anytime soon.
I understand that she doesnt trust me, but what?? Her behavior is going to cause my grades to drop even lower??
Im so sorry to spam the thread with my stupid problems, i just have no one to turn to..

edit- she called me and said that shes going nto cave my laptop in.. cause i didnt go outside with my siblings. i cant deal with her anymore.

[nana]

i dont think anybody without depression can really understand it.
the horrible... pain it gives you.
i cant exactly type it. because the pain is so strong its bigger than words.
ive realized im not going to be happy for a very very very long time.
and honestly
my body and soul cant handle that.
today.
tomorrow.
christmas.
im honestly expecting to break. to... fall off the edge.
because as i sit here crying i realize im hopeless.
im ugly.
im stupid.
im talentless.
im... a horrible freaking person.
and im so tired of life throwing crap at me.
this is to my future funeral.
i really hope that you all are happy.
that everybody is happy and laughing.
because im gonna be in the pits of hell where i belong.
im dying right now.
and i cant live anylonger.
my heart cant take it.

[Thalassic]

I hate christmas
I wish I could get away from it
but it's literally impossible, anywhere, everywhere..

[lexthedestroyer]

Aaaaah I burned my arm making cookies ;( anybody have good burn remedies? Other than your mom regaling you of tales from when she worked at Chili's and had to carry fajita plates.

[Herlock Sholmes]

Aaaaah I burned my arm making cookies ;( anybody have good burn remedies? Other than your mom regaling you of tales from when she worked at Chili's and had to carry fajita plates.

Go to the grocery store and get some aloe vera. Cut some off and rub the end on your burn. Works like a charm.