TheComfortCorner | v.6

[AuroWander]

Gosh
I've been posting here so much
I'm sorry
I'm just so broken right now
Pansexual, my mom won't accept it though
I have a crush on one of my best friends
An internet friend blocked me on a few platforms because her irl friends is jealous apparently
She means so much to me, I wish she wouldn't have
I'm constantly tired, thank god it's winter break

[a snoozing skerple]

i'm just really frustrated. please don't respond to me. i probably won't see it.
we lost a horse yesterday. he was very old, hell the last vet he saw estimated he was around 30 and his bones creaked up a storm, but for the past few seasons he'd been trotting around like he was half that age. the day before we stuck a blanket on one of his herdmates and he was so confused and annoyed by the sight of it that the way he weaved around almost looked spry.
the owner is friends with an equine dentist who wants to keep his head to study his teeth. i understand why she would want that, how many 30 year old horses does she get to observe? but if she ends up letting her take it i seriously don't want to be there when they bury him without it, and i sure as hell don't want to go back to the clinic and see that she's dumped it somewhere random in the yard for the dogs to chew on like she does with most the other dozens of dang skulls strewn about her property.
i keep getting this image in my mind of a draft made entirely of swirling copper wire, resting around a candle cup. i want to make it for my aunt. i even have copper wire, and a ton of candle cups. but i can't make [censored] with it. i've never been worth a crap at sculpting and in the past i wasn't even using a material that was literally popping all over the place in defiance. i tried to make a smaller version, an ornament maybe atleast, but no luck there either. apparently there really needed to be a pinch of anger to top off the surplus of crap feelings going around. she is seriously not in a great place right now and i really feel like he deserves some sort of effigy but apparently i can't make one.

[froid]

Gosh
I've been posting here so much
I'm sorry
I'm just so broken right now
Pansexual, my mom won't accept it though
I have a crush on one of my best friends
An internet friend blocked me on a few platforms because her irl friends is jealous apparently
She means so much to me, I wish she wouldn't have
I'm constantly tired, thank god it's winter break

gosh! unaccepting parents are really hard to deal with-but it's something nobody can help. im sure
she'll learn to get over it-and if she doesnt, dont let negativity get to you. things will get better
i promise! dont let temporary problems affect you permanently (:!! and for the crushes/friends,
i suggest telling your best friend how you feel instead of letting it linger on. and if she doesnt sh
are the feelings back-dont worry about it too much. if she's your best friend, she wont leave you
for something as silly as a little crush.
and ah-internet friends. if she was truly your friend, she shouldn't have blocked you over someth
ing as stupid as that. jealousy is a huge problem, something that should be talked through to try
and deal with the problem.

yesterday my mother and i went to new york city. the lights, the bustling streets, inspired me. i chatted with my mother a bit, and decided that my dream school was now NYU- one of the most profound colleges in america.
i told myself that i would try my hardest in class to get in, and that i would put my procrastination aside for as long as i could.
i checked my grades a few minutes ago. im missing assignments. i dont know where to start on my english essay, which was due two weeks ago. she gave us no guidelines. i dont know where to start. i do my homework in my other classes, but i barely pass half of my tests
my future is ruined. please help.

im not quite sure how colleges/universities work in america (hell they might even be similar
to where i live but im not sure) so i apologize if i say anything incorrectly! but are you
able to make up those assignments? contact your teachers and ask for extra credits or
ways you can make them up? and as for your english essay, is there anything in particu
lar she might've said about it that could give you a clue? if you need help, i can assist y
ou in any way i can! dont even think about being a burden-because im always here to he
lp (:. and your future isnt ruined-sure it may be a little harder to get into nyu considering
what ive read about it, but try your best! dont give up now! my mom wanted to go to this
good university here in london, but ended up going into a more.. simpler and lower-classed
one and she loved it! perhaps the same could go for you?

[chick magnet]

I wish I could love this time of year. Christmas is in less than a week and my birthday is next month! ...but this has to be the worst year that I've experienced. Financial constraints hit us hard this month and will be worse the next all because I was selfish in getting a job. My father hates me more than ever for reasons that can only be discussed in PM... I really just need a hug.

hey love! first off, happy early birthday!! that's gotta be exciting! and as someone who's going through financial problems at the moment, i know the feeling. it's awful. but trust me, things will be better. the holiday season will be over before you know it and hopefully next year is going to be fresh with new possibilities. family issues are also stressful to deal with, but please know you can talk to me anytime. my inbox is always open. things will get better.

yesterday my mother and i went to new york city. the lights, the bustling streets, inspired me. i chatted with my mother a bit, and decided that my dream school was now NYU- one of the most profound colleges in america.
i told myself that i would try my hardest in class to get in, and that i would put my procrastination aside for as long as i could.
i checked my grades a few minutes ago. im missing assignments. i dont know where to start on my english essay, which was due two weeks ago. she gave us no guidelines. i dont know where to start. i do my homework in my other classes, but i barely pass half of my tests
my future is ruined. please help.

hey there. i just want to say to not give up on your dreams. grades are hard. school is hard and getting into colleges (especially prestigious ones) is sometimes an incredibly nerve-wracking ordeal. but you can do it and i believe in you!! even if your grades aren't satisfactory, it's not the end. (even though i know it might feel like it) just keep plowing forward and know that you can achieve anything. next year is a fresh start. take a deep breath, get some water, put on some music, and take one step at a time. know that you are worth more than your grades. and know that you can pm me anytime for help on anything, whether it be studying, brainstorming for assignments or simply venting! i'm here.

[Klain]

Last week I break up with school. I still haven't tell my mother about it, because I don't know how. Yeah it's my decision but I don't want that she thinks I'm useless.

[chatot]

yesterday my mother and i went to new york city. the lights, the bustling streets, inspired me. i chatted with my mother a bit, and decided that my dream school was now NYU- one of the most profound colleges in america.
i told myself that i would try my hardest in class to get in, and that i would put my procrastination aside for as long as i could.
i checked my grades a few minutes ago. im missing assignments. i dont know where to start on my english essay, which was due two weeks ago. she gave us no guidelines. i dont know where to start. i do my homework in my other classes, but i barely pass half of my tests
my future is ruined. please help.

Ahh, college. I feel you about that atm...
Any who, your future isn't ruined my friend, it's really just beginning. If you seriously want to go to NYU, don't give up. Study for those tests, ask your teachers if you can hand in late assignments, ask for extra credit. Trust me, even if you try you best and don't do as well as you hoped it feels a hell of a lot better than not trying at all / knowing you didn't try as hard as you could have.
College and future is something we all worry or have worried about, some more than others. I plan on going to art school, which I know some people probably think is a waste of time and money- but art is something I do well and I want to do what makes me happy. Do some people consider my future ruined because of it? Probably. Do I think my future is ruined? Not at all.
What I'm really trying to say is that you can't let yourself get down. Keep your head up and try your best. Even if you don't think you'll make it in, apply. There are tons of other things schools look at besides grades.
The best way to get motivated is to focus on the now. Don't let yourself even think that they wouldn't want you. Live in the now to the best of your ability. (plus, i don't think a few not-so-good test grades and some missing assignments will affect your grade tremendously, so don't give up! :>)
I wish you the best of luck and NYU would be lucky to have you.

[Tempe]

My two parakeets and my cockatiel passed away today and I'm really suffering. It was so sudden and I can't figure out why... I can't stop crying

[.-Tired-.]

Okay, little rant time.

I don't feel safe. Not around my mum. She hates me. Literally as I'm typing this she's yelling at my dad about how useless I am, how I do nothing, how— you get the point.

My friends don't really know much about much much pain o go through because of my mum. When in grade six she was one of three main reasons I fell into depression and did things I regret.

She acts like she loves me in front of others, she acts like she cares in front of others. But she doesn't. She screams and yells at me everyday.

She hates me. And I don't blame her. I'd hate me too if I had me as a child.

I do nothing, I sit up in my room all night roleplaying, her thinking im asleep all the time. I never do my homework, so she thinks I'm purposely doing it and that I don't want to do it, when in reality I do, but at school.

We just got into a fight no more than ten minutes ago, and it's because she misheard me. We were talking about backing up my iPod because we're shipping it away to get fixed, when I said that all my accounts would get deleted if I got an entire new one. And she said to reset my passwords, and I said I'll see if I can. She thought I was talking about the backup and suddenly started screaming at me.

She got all upset because she just bought me a phone and started I call me a filthy greedy child with no respect. It hurts. She screams   me all the time now and it hurts. I hate it. I should be used to it by now. She's been doing it for years. But I'm not. The pain doesn't ever go away. I'm T.I.R.E.D because of her!T=Torn apart I=Insecure R=Really faking it E=Extremely sad D=Drowning in tears

[bowiee]

im literally just annoyed of myself idk why

[obsolete dream]

i went to talk to my dad and apparently hes having another daughter w his new girlfriend i havent seen my dad in 6 months wOWIE even more justification for him to neglect his three other children!