Because Glory was always accompanying Lofty with her hunts, I didn't feel too sad when she returned without him. It was time, and after that talk with Lofty, I felt better about that. Because I knew it would change once I got strong enough.
The more days and weeks that passed, the more changes I saw in my friends. Not that much in appearance, but more in personality. Kage was becoming braver and rebellious, while his brother, was becoming more strict and strong. Dimidas was starting to look up to Blackbird, and this scared me, because of my vow.
Would I hurt Dimidas when I dethroned Blackbird, since he was looking up to him? Since they knew each other so much, I decided to talk to Kage about it.
"Do you notice Dimidas liking Blackbird more?" I asked him.
"So I'm not the only one," Kage replied with a sigh. "Yes, and it scares me. Blackbird is a tyrant, and now that my older brother is starting to look up to him, I worry that he'll become a tyrant."
I forgot Kage and I agreed that Blackbird was a monster. "Didn't he think that, too?"
"Yes, but he wasn't so sure of it. Like all the others, he was slowly starting to 'understand' Blackbird's reasoning." he shook his feathers, which made a soft rustling sound. "I look up to Dimidas, and to see him go in this direction is making me doubt myself."
I gasped when he said that. "You're nothing like Blackbird! You care about others and let them do their own things. If you were, you wouldn't be talking with me."
He laughed and looked at me. "You're right, but I won't stop looking up to him. Dimidas is great, he's just a little rough. He isn't anything like Blackbird either."
"That's the spirit!" I said, bouncing up to my feet.
He laughed, jumping up to his feet and tackling me. We wrestled for awhile until we were both exhausted, collapsing on the ground. "You still give me a run for my money, Dante." Kage told me through pants.
"I always will." I replied.
"Hey! Did you have a wrestling match without me?" I heard Erion call.
I stood up just in time to have the little griffling knock me down.
"No fair, no fair!" he yelled at me.
I playfully swatted him off, catching my breath. "Do you really want to wrestle with me? You know I'll win."
"Don't be too sure!" he said and sprung at me. We were then entangled in a wrestling match, and I was so tried from wrestling with Kage, Erion won.
He cheered and jumped up and down. "I did it! I did it!" he exclaimed, loud enough for everyone to hear. "I beat Dante in a wrestling match!"
"Indeed you did," I mumbled through my exhausted pants, not even strong enough to stand.
I loved these griffins.
But not all of them loved me. Just when I was starting to earn their trust, even Blackbird stopped staring at me with suspicion. I had grown old enough to where my eyes changed from their baby color. Two months old.
I woke up one morning to bid Lofty goodbye, as I always do. However, her smile faded and she looked at me with worry. I probably gave her the same look back. "What?" I asked, panicked.
"You're eyes, they're different." she said, and I could see she couldn't take hers off me.
"Aren't they supposed to be?"
"They're not amber, Dante, they're green with gold around the pupil." she looked behind her when a screech was sounded. She quickly flipped back around to me. "When I come back, after you're done eating, we're going to talk to the healer about your eyes. They're not normal, and that concerns me." she then ran out of the cave and flew to join the others.
I knew she needed to go, Blackbird hated tardiness. I stood there for awhile, taking in what she said. It scared me, the way she looked at me. I didn't want to leave the cave and join the others, because I knew they'd stare at me. I was reminded that I was an orphan, born of two dragon loving griffins.
I sighed, laying down in the cave and just looking out at all the bustle. I heard the grifflings playing, and tried to block it out. I didn't want them to judge me. I thought back to the stares I got when I played that game, or how everyone was concerned at how much bigger I was. Or the shock everybody had when I said that I stayed up overnight.
All of these things were abnormal, different, and therefore, terrifying to them. I was terrifying to them, my family. Didn't they know me? Didn't they know who I was? They watched me grow, I still am, don't they trust me? I shook my head. Maybe I was over reacting. They wouldn't all act like Lofty, right?
When she returned with the food I didn't perk up, I just looked at her as she set down my meal. She approached me and gently nuzzled me.
"I'm sorry if I scared you, I'm just concerned for your health. It might be a birth defect, or a disease. I love you, Dante, I don't see you as a monster. Now eat, please, I caught your favorite." she told me softly.
I stared into her eyes. They were honest and gentle, like they always were. I smiled and stood. "Okay," I said and approached the carcass. It was my favorite, rabbit. All my troubles quickly faded and I let out with a squeak as I dug in.
When I was done eating, we walked to the healer. I paused when I saw her, though, because she was speaking with Blackbird. "Why's he there?" I asked Lofty.
"I don't know." she replied and looked down at me. "Stay here, I'm going to see. I don't think Blackbird would be too pleased with your eyes." she told me and walked off. I sat down and watched, trying to listen in on what they were saying.
My whole body stiffened when Blackbird turned to me. His single yellow eye piercing my very being. Lofty turned and motioned for me to come forward. I didn't want to. I couldn't move. But she looked panicked, so I moved for her sake.
"It's okay, Dante, just let the healer examine you." Lofty told me.
I could feel Blackbird's eye burning into me. "Does he have to be here?"
"Yes," he bellowed in reply. "I must know everything that is going on with my griffins."
A chill went down my spine. I wasn't sure if it was from fear or anger. The healer looked me up and down, and especially looked into my eyes. After awhile she backed up and looked at Lofty.
"Dante is okay, I think this is a simple mutant gene. You can call in a birth defect, but it's not harmful. Some griffins can have different colored eyes, just look at Blackbird."
Lofty sighed, and I felt a little relief too. But Blackbird didn't like the news much.
"But what about the fact that some dragons have eyes of that color? Are you sure it's nothing harmful?" The way he asked that last question made it sound like he didn't care much about my safety.
The healer glared at him. "Blackbird, stop having your suspicions about this griffin. Deformities happen, you know that all too well. Besides, I like his eyes. It's different and special." she said the last part while looking at me.
I smiled at her. "Thank you," I chirped quietly.
Blackbird let out with a huff and walked off. I felt like I could breath with him gone.
"Thank you," Lofty thanked the healer.
"It is not a problem," she replied and looked at me. "You're okay, Dante, ignore Blackbird. He just doesn't like the fact that someone else is special like him."
"Thanks," I said again, this time louder.
"Do you want to play with the others now?" Lofty asked.
I turned around to see Dimidas and Kage wrestling while the others cheered. I nodded, forgetting all about Blackbird's glares. "Yes!" I chirped and ran off.
They were still fighting when I got there, so I decided to sit beside Trinity. She noticed my eyes almost instantly, and she was amazed.
"Your eyes are beautiful!" she exclaimed.
I looked over at her and smiled. Her eyes had turned amber. "Thanks, yours are too." I complemented.
"Thank you. But seriously, your eyes are so special and stunning."
"And they're perfectly safe too!" I exclaimed in a slight joking manner.
She cocked her head. "What?"
"Lofty took me to the healer, worried that my eyes were a health concern. But they're fine, just special."
Trinity chuckled. "That's how I'd describe you. Special. Everything about you is special."
I blushed. "Stop it with the compliments."
"Hey Dante!" Kage called out. "Do you want to wrestle me next?"
I looked at him and stood. "Sure!" I called back. I looked down at Trinity.
"Go," she chuckled. "You don't need my approval to play with them."
I laughed and ran towards him. Kage paused when he saw me. "Wow, your eyes, they're so green."
"Do you like them?"
He nodded. "They're different. They fit you." he complimented.
"Thanks," I looked around for Dimidas and saw him slowly walk away, towards Blackbird who was watching from a distance. My skin tingled. Was Dimidas going to turn on me?
"Where's Dimidas going?" I asked Kage.
He looked in that direction and shrugged. "Don't know. I wouldn't worry about it, though. Come on, now, before the day ends."
I laughed. "Fine, fine, but I won't let you win this time."
"Sure you won't."
And the wrestling match began.
That night I couldn't get any sleep. My insomnia came back, and I was left sitting in my nest fully awake. I stood and stretched, creeping outside to stargaze. I was expecting to see nothing but stars, but what I saw made me freeze.
On the pillar was a dragon, looking down on me. In the darkness, I couldn't make out much of the dragon. But the wings and glowing yellow eyes gave away what it was. I wondered if I should wake anyone up about this and looked back at Lofty. That was when I heard a leathery whoosh and looked up to see the dragon flying off. It's long tail whipping about in the wind behind it.
I couldn't move, afraid that if I did I'd bring it back somehow. I was still worried about what they said about a war being started. I didn't want to be blamed for it. After another minute, I was able to move and I crept slowly back into the cave. I wasn't going back out there. If I couldn't fall asleep, it would be just like it was a month ago. I would just lay awake in the cave. I wanted to believe the dragons were friendly, but everyone told me otherwise. It was safer to listen to them.
I didn't fall asleep for another few hours, and when I woke up, I was groggy and went right back to sleep when Lofty left to hunt. I woke up when she returned. I looked at her curiously, wanting to tell her about what I saw, but I knew exactly how she'd react. Instead, I had other questions.
"Lofty, can you tell me more about my parents?" I asked her while I slowly ate.
She was busy cleaning out the nest, obviously getting it ready for more eaglets. "Sure. They were very sweet griffins, and you have your mother's insatiable curiosity."
"I already know that. What did you think of them? How old were they, and where are their parents?" I asked her.
She stopped and looked at me. "Dante," she said, obviously just about to turn me down, when she stopped and took a breath. "I liked them. They were independent and free souls. They still stood up to Blackbird, despite the scratches. They were just as fascinated about dragons as you are. Blackbird hated them, and always wanting to find a way to get them killed or a reason to banish them." she began.
My breathing increased as I thought about Blackbird smacking my mother the way he did to Lofty.
She continued, despite my rage. "They were friends from the beginning, and when mating season rolled around, they were an instant pair. This was where their liking of dragons got out of hand. They began to speak about some 'legends' the dragons told of this ancient king and how he ended a war and made peace between the dragons and griffins. Everybody thought they were lying, or the dragons they spoke with were."
"Wait," I interrupted, "They spoke with dragons?"
"Nobody could confirm it, but that was the only reason to explain their babble and leaving together to go hunting and being gone past the designated time. Blackbird was sure they were going to start another war, even though they denied his claims."
I wanted to exclaim how amazing that was, but I kept quiet.
"Anyway, one day, they left for a hunting trip and never came back. Everybody was sure they were killed. Their parents wanted to go out to find them, but Blackbird told them that if they did leave, he wouldn't allow them back in. Despite his threats, they left to search for their grifflings, positive they were still alive. They too, never came back." she finished with a sigh. "I didn't want to tell you all this, Dante, I don't want you to believe your parents were crazy. I want you to have a positive view of them."
I wanted to tell her that I respected them more after what she told me. But after my change in eye color, I was tired of bringing up more suspicion to myself. "Thank you, Lofty. But I have one more question," I began, a hopeful thought coming to mind.
"Yes, Little One?"
"How did you know my parents were dead?"
She paused and studied me with her eyes. She sighed and looked at the ground. "Their bodies were laying at the face of the cave. I was so happy you had just hatched, Dante, nobody needs to see their parents like that."
I froze, my hopeful thoughts shattered. Despite my best efforts, my imagination got the best of me and I pictured them, laying there, feet away from me. Burned and torn from limb to limb, blood soaking the ground. I couldn't finish my food and sat down as the thought hit me.
Lofty approached me and nuzzled me softly. "I'm sorry, Dante," was all she said.
That was when another thought popped into my mind. I slowly turned to look at her, my face still stiff with fear. "Where was their cave?"
"Dante, no, I'm not taking you there, and you're not going there after you get your flight feathers." she said, obviously reading my eyes.
"Please, Lofty, I want to see where I hatched." I begged.
"No." she said, growing hard. "And that's final."
I opened up my beak to continue begging, but her eyes shut me up. I stood and sighed, slowly walking out of the cave. "I'm going to play with the others," I said joylessly.
She said no reply, and I didn't look back to see her face.
When I reached the play area, most were too busy playing to notice my solemn mood. But Trinity noticed, especially since I didn't sit beside her. To my surprise, she came over and sat beside me.
"Is everything okay?" she asked, concerned.
I was surprised to hear that she was the first to ask something. "No," I replied truthfully. "I wanted to know about my parents, and Lofty told me a lot of things. Most of which I liked, but then when I wanted to see their cave, she turned me down."
She stared at me for awhile, obviously thinking of what to say. "Maybe Lofty doesn't think you're ready yet. Or maybe it got claimed by dragons and going there would get you killed."
"Is getting me killed really that much of a bad thing? Everyone hates me, wouldn't it be a good thing?"
"Dante!" she scolded me. "There are a lot of griffins who care about you. Kage, Erion, Lofty, Dimidas and me. We would all miss you if you got killed."
"I'm sure somebody said that to my parents, too, and nobody shed a tear for them when they died."
"How can you be sure? You were a newborn chick or even an egg then."
I was about to say something back when I heard Kage's excited voice coming towards us. "Dante! I've been wondering where you were!"
I looked at him as he stopped in front of me. He had a big excited grin on his face.
"I have something to show you. Here, hop on my back and I'll take you there." he said.
This got me a little excited and pulled me out of my funk. I stood and hopped on. "Sure! Where are we going?" I asked as he lifted off. I was amazed at how strong he was. Though, he was finally bigger than me, but I doubted that would last long.
"On the pillar, I just wanted to talk to you." he said, landing and letting me get off.
"Okay," I said, unsure of what he was doing.
He had me face Dragon's Land. "So, today I was able to break off from the flock and get a better look at the dragon. It is pure black, and did appear to be sleeping, but it was guarding a group of flowers. When I asked the others about it, they said that they were special healing flowers, able to cure any illness." he said excitedly.
I was excited to hear about the dragon, but the rest just made me cock my head at him. "Well, that's cool, but what does this mean?"
"It means that the dragons are hiding something from us. Just think about how cool it would feel to steal flowers from the dragon and get away with it. Then the healer could preserve them and nobody would die from illness ever again!" he exclaimed.
I was still wondering where he was getting at. "And illness happens a lot?"
"No. I don't know, I thought you be excited at the thought of a great adventure."
"But what's the point of speaking about it if we can't do it? You know that would start a war."
He sighed, sitting down. "Yeah, I know. I just wanted to tell you my discovery."
I nuzzled him, sitting down beside him. "And it is an exciting discovery." I agreed.
We sat in the sunset for awhile when I had the thought to tell him about last night.
"Kage?" I began.
"Yeah?" he asked, looking at me.
"Can you keep a secret?"
"Of course I can."
"No, I'm serious, this is a very serious secret."
He looked at me curiously. "Dante, any secret is safe with me."
I took a deep breath, preparing myself for his reaction. "I saw a dragon last night."
"What?" he asked, a little too loudly.
I shushed him. "Not too loud," I told him. "Ever since I hatched I've been having problems sleeping during the night. Especially during a full moon, as if it calls to me. For awhile, I was able to combat it, learning that not taking a nap during the day helped me actually sleep during the night. Last night, it came back, and I decided to step outside the cave. There, right on top of this pillar, was a dragon, staring right at me. It flew away the moment I looked back at it."
He looked seriously shocked. "You do know this could mean war."
"Of course I do! I wasn't expecting it, and I surely won't step outside my cave again. But I can't help but think it was there for me. It was staring right at me, Kage, its yellow eyes are burned into my mind. I think it has something to do with my parents, and my eye color."
I could see he wanted to say something else, but instead he just took a breath and placed a claw on my shoulder. "Your secret is safe with me. After all, isn't that what older brothers are for?" he said.
I looked at him and sighed, leaning into him. "Thank you, Kage, I just had to tell somebody."
He wrapped his wing around me. "Dante, tell me anything you want. I didn't mean to sound like the others with my reaction. I like that you're different, never stop being different."
I felt a tear well up in my eye.
"Get off the pillar, you two, it's time for bed!" Blackbird's demanding voice called from behind. He was right, the sun was almost set.
Kage stood and I jumped on his back and he flew me back down. We then parted our ways, promising each other to talk again tomorrow. I smiled at Lofty, feeling much better, and huddled in for the night right beside her.
Two more uneventful weeks passed. My bond with Kage and Trinity seemed to grow stronger with each passing day. Kage treated me like an younger brother, so he taught me things that any older brother would. Trinity was her usual shy self, though I was finally able to get the three of us to have conversations.
Dimidas, however, was losing more trust in me each passing day. I decided to confront him about it one day.
"Why don't you play much with us anymore?" I asked him.
He stared at me with a cautious glare. "Because I am growing up, Dante, and don't need time for those silly games." his tone was very close to Blackbird's, which concerned me.
"You seem to be spending a lot of time with Blackbird," I commented.
"Of course I do! He knows so much about dragons, and how monstrous they are. The dragons didn't just kill your parents, they killed their parents."
"I know." I replied sharply. "But what about Blackbird banishing my parent's parents? Did he tell you about that?"
"Of course he did. But they didn't come back, did they? The dragons got them, that is quite obvious."
"If that's the case, then Blackbird sent them to their deaths!" I yelled at him, making a few griffins turn their heads.
"They were the idiots to want to go out there and find their grifflings!" he yelled back, puffing out his chest to make himself bigger than me.
I growled at him and made a mock lunge, which actually made him step back. "You take that back!"
He spat at me and made a mock lunge himself. But I kept my ground. "Make me, dragon."
My fluff ruffled and I lunged at him, letting out with a screech. I clawed and pecked at him, pulling out some of his feathers. He fought back, but it was futile. I was stronger than him.
We weren't even fighting for a minute when Kage butted in and pulled us back. "Stop it! Both of you!" he exclaimed.
My vision cleared and I saw him standing between us, and coming quickly over was Blackbird. Kage stopped us before Blackbird could.
Dimidas was still growling at me, tiny bits of blood covered his brown feathers.
I instantly felt ashamed of losing my anger when Kage looked at me. He was hurt and confused. His eyes said it all. I thought you were better than this. I quickly turned away from him and headed to my cave, expecting the punishment Lofty was going to give me. Or, maybe, the punishment Blackbird was going to tell her to give me.
She scolded me in the way I expected, so I drowned it out, just laying down in a corner in the cave. My punishment was simple, I was to stay in the cave for two days without interacting with anyone but Lofty. During my punishment, all I could do was hope Dimidas got the same punishment.
He didn't. Our friendship ended then, but thankfully, Kage and Trinity stayed as my friends. Even little Erion still played with me. But it still hurt knowing Dimidas and I were done.