

Cassandra x Tejuyo
The doorbell rang, startling me, and I found myself simultaneously shutting closed the book I was reading - Fountainhead, by Ayn Rand, one of my favorites of the twentieth century - and leaping to my feet. I looked down at myself for a moment to wonder if I should have worn something fancier - after all, a red tank top and cutoff jean shorts weren't exactly very elegant - before dismissing the thought with the knowledge that he wouldn't care what I was wearing, because he would be too focused on the rest of me.
Crossing over to the front door and opening it, a smile spread across my face as I saw Tejuyo standing there with a rose in his hand. His slitted yellow eyes locked onto mine, and he was about to vocalize a greeting when I closed the gap between us and kissed him slowly and deliberately on the lips, smiling as I heard his heartbeat speed up with my incredibly sensitive hearing.
"Hey," I greeted when I pulled back, grinning at the amazed look on his face. "It's nice to see you, Tejuyo."
"It's very nice to see you too, Cassandra," he replied slowly, in his melt-your-heart Spanish accent, and, as I saw him watching me carefully, I realized that he was trying to read me, which meant that he thought something was wrong that had spurred my odd behavior. There wasn't anything wrong, though, unless you count the fact that he was completely and utterly oblivious to my attempts to seduce him and that he was still convinced that he was the only one with an emotional attachment in our relationship.
However, I decided to ignore those issues for now - hopefully I would find a way to deal with them later on in the night - and instead asked him, with amusement and incredulity, as I gestured to his suit, "Is that honestly what you're wearing to the club?"
"Well... yes," he replied, glancing down at himself momentarily before looking back up at me. "It's been my look ever since suits and fedoras were invented, although I can change it if you'd like."
"Oh no, I don't want you to change your look," I told him, as I reached out and tweaked his tie ever so slightly so that it was even. I then looked back up at him and gave him a smirk as I added, "Besides, you can't get much sexier than a Spanish guy in a suit."
After grabbing my keys and wallet and phone off of the small counter right next to the door, I turned back to Tejuyo and asked him, "Are we going now?"
"Yes, of course," he responded, and opened the front door for me to walk through. "After you, my love," he said with a small, respectful bow of his head accompanied with a smile that lit up his snake eyes, which were the only part of his appearance that hinted at how non-human we both were.
Fortunately, with the advent of the colored contact lens, hiding them wasn't really a problem for him anymore; in fact, the most they ever drew was a few comments about how cool they looked, and never suspicion, which was a very good thing for us and the humans. The humans seemed to live by the motto 'ignorance is bliss' and it worked out pretty well for them, considering that they might have been far more distressed if they knew that there really were monsters under their beds.
"Well, this is it," I announced, as I looked from the vibrantly-lit dance club in front of us to Tejuyo, who was staring at the building with more than a bit of apprehension in his expression.
Tearing his gaze away from the club, he turned to me to ask worriedly, "Are you sure this is going to be alright? Are you sure no one is going to be suspicious of us?"
"Tejuyo, it will be fine. The humans are a lot more ignorant than you might think, with them generally possessing two working eyes," I assured him, placing a hand on his arm. However, his expression didn't change as he continued to look at the club almost fearfully, so, with a small sigh of exasperation, I began, drawing his attention back onto me, "Tejuyo, I'm going to let you in on a little secret." I then reached over and grabbed his tie, pulling him to me and putting his ear right next to my mouth, and murmured in his ear, "Stress is bad for your health." After a tiny pause, I added, trying to make the words roll off of my tongue as seductively as possible and ending up doing a pretty good purr, if I do say so myself, "Just relax, sweetheart. Everything's going to be fine."
I let go of his tie at that, and pulled away from him and took a step towards the building to look back over my shoulder at him. "Now come on," I bid him, as I gave him a smile and took his hand, "or we're going to miss all the fun."
I then began to walk towards the entrance again, giving Tejuyo no choice but to be dragged along behind me.
"Finally, a song I can actually dance to," I murmured, and turned back to Cassandra to find her standing there with a smile on her face. She, in her red tank top and cutoff jean shorts - an outfit that I particularly enjoyed, considering that it showed a good deal of her skin - and vibrant attitude, blended in perfectly in the club, but I, in my suit and fedora and lack of ability to dance modernly, stuck out like a sore thumb, so I was happy to finally hear a slow song that I could dance like I knew how to. After all, being with Cassandra and trying to be so current and modern made all of the smoothness I usually had disappear, because I had no idea what I was doing, so I jumped at any opportunity I got to regain some of my lost confidence.
I stepped forward, carefully placed a hand on her waist and gently took her hand in my free one, and, when she put her hand on my shoulder, we began to twirl slowly in a small circle. As I looked down at her, I caught her ice-blue gaze, which prompted her to give me another smile and step closer to me, so that our bodies were very nearly touching.
Her scent, an intoxicating one of perfume and the vodka she had just drank and the underlying animal musk, washed over me as she did so, and I was so caught up in trying not to get distracted by her scent that I almost didn't notice when she pulled her hand out of mine, removed her other hand from my shoulder, and leaned up to kiss me.
Her taste was even more intoxicating than her scent, so much so that I lost the willpower to fight back against my attraction to her after only a moment of kissing her. In fact, it wasn't until I pulled back, breathing a little heavily, that I realized I had been the one prolonging the kiss for those last few seconds.
I felt her fingers on my undershirt collar and looked down to find her loosening my tie with an expert hand that spoke of much practice, and I then felt her slip her hands into my shirt, running her fingers over my shoulders and neck and upper chest. She withdrew them after a moment, and I was confused until I saw her undoing the top button of my undershirt.
"You know, there are alcoves with curtains in the back," she told me quietly as she looked back up at me, her blue eyes, dark in the dim lighting of the club, on mine. After leaning up to kiss me one more time while slipping her hands into my shirt again, she added, "We should go to one."
It took every ounce of willpower in my body to gently push her away and tell her, "No. Not here, Cassandra."
"When we get back to my place?" she questioned, her pleading eyes doing their best to erode my willpower.
Fortunately, I was able to stop myself from completely giving into her, and I found myself responding, "Maybe," as I hoped to God that I would be far less distracted when we got back to her place.
She smiled at that - obviously she thought my maybe was going to become a yes; however much I hated to admit it, she was probably right - and let me rebutton my shirt and retighten my tie before slipping her hand back into mine and placing her other hand back on my shoulder. I placed my hand on her waist again, and we continued to dance slowly, her eyes on my face the whole time but me pointedly looking away to avoid revealing to her how much I really wanted to go to one of the alcoves in the back.
However, she seemed to tire of our dancing after a few moments, and removed her hands from me again to step forward, place her hands on my chest and rest her head on my shoulder.
Almost instinctively, I wrapped my arms around her, and I could sense her smile as her fingers traced designs on my shirt. For a moment, I was worried that she was going to try to unbutton my shirt again, but all of that worry disappeared when she dropped her hands from my chest, took a step back and looked up at me to say with a smile, "I'm going to go get another drink. Do you want anything?"
"No, I'm alright, but thank you for the offer," I replied, as I returned her smile.
"Are you sure?" she questioned, her grin becoming a smirk. "You look like you could use some tequila." She stepped towards me again and reached up, obviously intending to loosen my tie or unbutton my shirt, but I caught her wrists and slipped her hands into mine before she could do either.
"I'm fine, Cassandra," I told her gently but emphatically, and let go of her hands.
With an exaggerated eye-roll and sigh, she exclaimed, "Oh, you're no fun," and turned away from me to slip into the crowd, leaving me standing alone and wondering what the hell I was doing.
"My God, I haven't had that much fun in almost two thousand years!" Cassandra exclaimed with a huge smile on her face as she threw her keys onto the table next to her front door and shut the front door behind us. "And even in Rome, it wasn't really that fun, because someone inevitably died at any party you went to!"
"You're drunk," I murmured, as the full effects of her alcohol-scented breath hit me and I realized exactly how intoxicated she really was. She had been drinking most of the night, but just a glass or shot here and there, so I hadn't really noticed exactly how much she had had to drink until now.
"I was wondering when you would notice that," she replied, her eyes locking on mine. Then, without any warning whatsoever, she leaned up and kissed me while untucking my undershirt and sliding her hands up it to run them over my stomach, each touch making my blood hum with energy even more.
"No, Cassandra, no," I breathed against her lips, and she pulled back to drop her hands out of my shirt and stare up at me in astonishment and almost betrayal.
"But you said when we got back to my place," she said, and I shook my head.
"No, I said maybe when we got back to your place," I corrected her gently, my eyes glued to hers.
"Are you honestly saying you don't want me?" she questioned incredulously, looking up at me like I had spoken some alien language.
"I want you so badly that it almost hurts to breathe," I began, which prompted her to interrupt with, "Then take me!"
I, however, merely ignored her comment and continued, "but it wouldn't feel right, considering you're drunk and aren't completely in control of yourself. It would feel like I was taking advantage of you, and that's the last thing I want to do."
"My God, you are too damn good for your own good sometimes," Cassandra muttered, shaking her head. After a moment of silence, Cassandra took my hands, placed them on her waist and asked me as she met my gaze, in an incredibly seductive voice that was like the finest silk in its smoothness, "Are you sure you don't want me?"
"Yes, I'm sure," I told her firmly, staring her in the eye evenly while hoping to God that my sheer physical attraction to her wasn't showing as badly as it was rampaging around my body.
"I don't believe you," she said, "but, for the sake of keeping your virtue intact, I won't push the issue anymore." She gave me a smirk at that, and leaned up to kiss me lightly one last time before pulling away from me. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go take a shower to hopefully clear my head and take up most of the half an hour it will take my metabolism to burn through all of that alcohol. You're always welcome to get in with me if you want." Her smirk then became suggestive, but, when I didn't return it and dismissed her suggestion with a kind but stubborn smile, she gave me a normal grin again and made her way down to the bathroom.
It was only when I could hear the shower running and therefore knew Cassandra couldn't hear me that I let out the huge sigh of relief I had been holding back for the last few minutes. I had done the impossible: I had survived my fifth date with Cassandra without making her hate me or sleeping with her.
"My God, I should get some sort of medal for that," I murmured, thinking aloud, and, after retucking in my shirt, I crossed over to the couch in Cassandra's living room to collapse on it, feeling uncharacteristically weary. I guess restraining both Cassandra and myself was more draining than I had realized. With a shake of my head, I removed my fedora, set it on the coffee table in front of the couch, and waited, hoping that I could actually deal with a sober Cassandra.
The doorbell rang, and I rose to my feet, stretching luxuriously and wondering who my visitor was, before crossing over to the front door and answering it.
"Hey Kellan," I greeted when I saw my best friend of forty-six hundred years standing there, with his gray-tan-brown hair sexily mussed by the wind, his absolutely perfect choice of clothing - tailored white shirt, long wool coat, black pants, black shoes and a fedora - draping his tall, muscular frame and his golden eyes locking on me. Leaning against the doorframe and not caring that I was only wearing very short shorts and an equally short T-shirt that bared a good inch of my stomach - Kellan wasn't attracted to me and I wasn't attracted to him, despite the fact that both of us were very attractive people and almost looked like we should be together - I asked him, "What's up?"
"Dressed up for our breakfast together as always, I see," Kellan responded, his mouth quirking into a smirk as he looked me up and down. "You really need to work on your memory, Cassandra."
"Oh [censored], that was today?!" I exclaimed in surprise. After being split up before the Crusades and then finally being reunited about two months ago, he and I had both agreed that we weren't going to lose touch for a thousand years again, and so we had made an agreement to go out to breakfast together and just talk at least once every month.
When Kellan nodded his head in confirmation, his smirk getting bigger - big enough to make me want to punch him on the arm to get rid of it - I motioned for him to come in and told him, "Wait here while I change."
"Although I'm sure the men at the diner would be rather pleased if you showed up looking like you do," Kellan called to me as I made my way down the main hallway of my apartment to my room, "I think that would be a good idea."
I could just see the teasing grin on his face as I shut the door of my bedroom, and, as I slipped into a clean, longer shirt and jeans, I couldn't help but shake my head and smile at Kellan's joke myself. In the four and a half millennia I had known him, he had always had a funny wit. It was one of the things that first originally drew me to him. Well, that and the fact that, once everyone else was long dead and gone, only he and I would remain, and he and I both knew, even when we were young immortals, that we wanted someone to be there for us through the ages.
"There. That's much better," Kellan told me, a genuine smile crossing his face as he saw me walk back down the hallway in my new - and apparently improved - outfit, and, unbidden, the memory of the night I had spent with him in Ancient Egypt came back to me. Even though that night had been a product of our collective youth and boredom and frustration with the lack of progress in human society around us, we still had slept together, and forty-six hundred years had not made me forget that.
Of course, it wasn't like we would be spending a night together again anytime soon, seeing as he was married to a woman he had given himself to and therefore had devoted his entire existence to and I was dating Tejuyo. Besides, no matter how attractive he was, he and I knew each other almost too well to have a romantic relationship, because the love we felt for each other was strictly friendly.
Pushing all of those thoughts out of my mind and simply focusing on having a good time with Kellan, I asked him, "You ready?"
Kellan nodded his head, and then opened the front door for me like a true gentlemen, even nodding respectfully at me as he told me with a kind smile, "After you, my dear."
"Thank you," I said, giving him a smile of my own, and, as I unwillingly noticed how his clothes clung to him in exactly the right places, I couldn't help but think that another forty-six hundred years wouldn't fade my memory of that night in Egypt at all.
"That was excellent, Kellan," I announced, as I pushed my empty plate away from me and rested my hands on my stomach. "And it's even more excellent that you're paying," I added with a smirk, and Kellan shook his head at me and smiled almost unwillingly. "Hey, this whole breakfast thing was your idea," I pointed out, "so the least you could do is pay for the time you're taking out of my Sunday morning."
"I suppose you're right," Kellan admitted, his smirk still lingering on his twenty-five-year-old-looking face - like mine - as he looked over at me, "especially since you could be spending this time with Tejuyo if you weren't with me."
"What's Maria doing, when you're here with me?" I asked, as the question popped into my mind, and I leaned forward some to place my hands on the edge of the table.
"Using this time to try to repair her relationship with her dad by going out to breakfast with him," he responded, and then reached over and took my hands gently in his to draw them towards him and study them almost intently, running his fingers lightly over the five millennia of scars and marks covering them. Finally, after a few long moments of him examining my hands silently and me watching him curiously, he looked back up at me to tell me thoughtfully, without letting go of my hands, "Your hands have many more scars than the last time I checked them."
A small smile came across my face as I reminded him, "The last time you checked them was nearly two thousand years ago."
"I know," he replied quietly, his eyes on mine with a startling intensity in them. "You still shouldn't have lived such a hard life to have gained so many scars." Without warning, he raised my right hand to his mouth and kissed my palm gently, leaving a heat imprint of his lips on my skin that sent slight and unwilling shivers running through me.
"That's the thing though, Kellan: I haven't lived that hard of a life. Just living beats you up, Kellan," I said quietly in answer, and he nodded his head in agreement, his golden eyes locked on mine.
"Why haven't you tried to find someone to survive life's pummeling with until now, then?" he questioned, searching my gaze inquisitively as he continued to hold my hands in his own, incredibly warm ones.
"Because no one else has actually loved me enough to stay with me and give me a reason to stay with them until now, with Tejuyo," I responded, rather taken aback by his question. I wasn't used to questions about love, seeing as I generally tried to avoid all talk of love. "Everyone else has just seen me as a piece of ass, and that's basically all I've ever seen them as too." I shrugged my shoulders in a sort of indifferent gesture, because I really hadn't cared about any of the men I had been with... until Tejuyo came along.
"You haven't given yourself to him, though, have you?" Kellan asked, and I was forced to shake my head and smile almost bitterly but happily too, because I knew that was for the best.
"No, and I've seen him a lot too, so I don't think I'm going to. I think it's for the best though," I ended, prompting Kellan to look at me questioningly again.
"Why do you say that?" His eyes were still on mine, although his expression was very intense now, and he let go of my hands here.
"Well, look at what happened to you when Selena died," I began. "You spent a thousand years and enough alcohol to intoxicate the entire Holy Roman Empire trying to get over the immediate pain of her death, and, even though you have Maria now, I still don't think you're completely over her. I don't ever want to give anyone that kind of power over me, Kellan, whether it is for the cause of love or not. For what is love, really, but power over another person with a pretty name?" I mused, and shook my head slightly to look back up at Kellan and end, "Love is not for me, Kellan, and I feel bad for you, that it seems to be very much for you."
"Well," Kellan started, still looking me in the eye, "you must have loved someone, Cassandra, at one point or another. After all, it is only-" - he paused here momentarily, and I could tell that he was about to say "human" but decided against it when he caught himself and realized that expression wouldn't work because neither one of us were human - "-part of existing to love someone. I mean, even animals love, or at least form bonds very similar to love."
"I guess I loved my family," I started slowly, "but they died so long ago that I've basically forgotten what that felt like. And I suppose I love you, Kellan." I met his gaze here to explain, "After all, I must at least tolerate you to have kept in contact with you for forty-six hundred years." That brought a smile to both of our faces, although my grin was more bitter and for show than anything else. "And I'm attracted to Tejuyo, of course, but I don't think I really love him, not in the way he loves me, at least."
"It seems like you have a very sad and empty existence, then, if I am the only living person you love," Kellan told me, his eyes on mine almost sympathetically.
"Like your existence hasn't been sad and empty?" I retorted. For some reason, his comment rubbed me the wrong way. "Did you actually use all that alcohol to get the Holy Roman Empire drunk?"
"I never said anything about my existence, Cassandra; I merely was commenting on yours," Kellan pointed out smoothly, a diplomatic smile meant to placate me on his face. "And yes, while my own existence has been very sad and empty in spots, at least the sadness and emptiness have been interrupted with, although they were short, periods of happiness due to the love I felt for others. It seems like your life has just been sad and empty the whole way through." When I didn't say anything in reply because he was right, Kellan asked me, drawing my gaze back onto his, "So why do you continue to live your loveless life then?"
"Because life is a game, and this is the only way I know how to play it," I immediately replied, and proceeded to explain. "Life really is a giant chessboard, with numerous individual games going on in each square that all factor into the main big game, and at any given point you are either a piece on one of those boards or a player of the game itself, or maybe even both. I think I know how to play the game pretty well, seeing as I've had so much experience at it, but I know I've been a piece in someone else's games many times too, but I really only know how to play the game one way, and that's without love."
"Oh," Kellan exclaimed quietly, his eyes locked on mine, and I could tell that he was about to say something else when I, in a desperate quest for a way to stop him from saying something else, glanced up at the clock, saw how late it was, and pulled my hands out of my Kellan's to tell him, "Listen, I have to go. Tejuyo and I are meeting up at eleven," which actually was true.
I then stood up and walked out of the booth to be stopped by Kellan's voice once more. "Even though you might not want it, I wish you luck in your relationship, that you may find love to make your existence not so sad and empty."
After a moment of regarding him and trying to come up with something to say, I finally responded, completely and utterly sincerely, "Thank you, Kellan." Then, after another pause, I added, "Goodbye, Kellan," and walked out of the restaurant, as I thought that my first real conversation about love maybe hadn't gone so bad after all.