Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[13.]

dear cat

stop mewing at me in the morning i will throw you away one day.

[regular;]

dear r,
i still love you.
even though I seem distant, I do. I really do. you hurt me and I felt so revengeful. but I've come to terms with the situation and you've proved you're worthy of forgiveness. i can't stop loving you. you said you felt the same. you proved you felt the same. i love you so much and am sorry about all the horrible things i ever said and thought of you, because i felt so outcasted and put aside by you. but now i realize you're afraid of getting hurt in a relationship. if only i'd known... maybe i wouldn't have been so desperate for one and gotten upset. but you must realize that i am not reserved for you. i have the option of dating someone else. i am single. you aren't my boyfriend and i have to accept that, but you have to accept that any guy has the right to sweep me off my feet. i have feelings for others as well, maybe not as strong as ours because of how long i've felt for you, but slowly my feelings have been transferring towards others and you need to accept that when the time comes that i'm taken again, it's not going to be you because you missed the chance. i've waited 2 years for you to ask me out. i'm still waiting.
love your love,
a
--
dear c,
oh how i wish i could tell you my feelings towards you. but they're so strong and i have to be faithful to r until the time is right. i can't do him wrong as he has done me wrong. not until i'm fully sure of who i want. man, i love you, but i think we'd be best as friends whether or not you like me. for now, i suppose. and when the time comes when you tell me your feelings for me (if you like me, or not) I will accept what you say and continue life as it is.
love you unexpected admirer,
a
--
dear j & s,
i know you both like me, but we're all girls. and i am straight. i'm sorry but i can't change that for you.
sincerely,
a
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dear d,
i don't want multiple crushes. but you, you're in my way of that. you're so so nice. and caring. and i can't stop thinking about you. i can't stop wishing you were here. i can't stop searching until i find who my one major crush is and you're just another addition to my mission. i know you like me, too. but i can't admit my feelings yet.
love your friend,
a
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dear k,
make up your mind. i know you think I like you, but i don't anymore. you lead me on. you lead everyone on because you expect them to like you. yes, lately i've been ignoring your everlasting and intriguing stares. you are adorable and i hate that i ever fell into your misery trap for girls in your class. i've fallen in once, after you said you liked me last year, but you left me after a week. so stop playing with my emotions. stop texting me at midnight and having long conversations about random stuff. i'm over you. leave me and my precious feelings alone.
sincerely your target,
a
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dear world & all the people that like me,
why do things have to be like this? why do so many people like me? i don't think of myself as a very likeable person. i don't think i'm pretty, or fantastic, or even that smart. you have made my feelings twist and turn inside me and some of the heart throbbing situations i've been in killed me. but yet i feel like an outcast when someone stops liking me. what is it, world? what is it about me that you're making everyone love? i'm not a heartbreaker and don't intend to be. when i hear someone likes me my heart bursts into a joyful scream, but then i stop and ask why?
love your crush,
a

[sillies]

Dear d,

It's none of your business.
Butt out.

You always have to make things your business. Who I cut ties with has nothing to do with you.

-Midna

Dear S,

I still like you a lot. I'm still holding out hope, mate. Please at least tell me how you feel too, just so I don't feel like it was one ended.


Yours, Midna

[vampz]

dear j,
i did something wrong, didn't i?
sorry it had to come to this. i
know i'm a bad person.

love, naki


dear k,
don't look at me like that.
i just wish i could communicate
with you, 'cause i feel like we
coulda been friends. but i can't
talk to people like you properly,
whoopsies

-naki

[.kodiak.]

dear homophobes,

thanks for making my life miserable. really appreciate it.

-a

dear s,

thanks for lying to me and not keeping your promises.

-a

dear god,

thanks for throwing all this crap on me and not helping me through it at all.

-a

[ParaKitty]

Dear R, W, Wd, lt, and mf
I am so sorry, but I don't/didn't know what to do.
I'm really hopeless right now, I tried.
This has been the worst week the whole year, please be over soon
Please stay strong

[asta,]

> hey self,
you could, you know... not have a panic attack and I would
greatly appreciate it. I know they're not something you can
control, obviously, but it'd be swell if you could just
~mellow~ out for a bit before my head explodes. I cannot
keep missing work because of this-- I can't keep avoiding
sleep because of it. it's going to end up killing me. so, if
you would be so kind as to just chill out and stop with all
the attacks, we'll be a-okay- you hearin' me? great.
thanks,
cas.

[ufoparty]

Dear, B

I wanted to thank you for the birthday gift you gave me but I didn't know how, those cards for when I'm sad help a lot. You make me smile every time I see you. You're one of the best friends I could ever have.

Love you,

K

[Sathalina]

Dear A,

I know I don't seem much of a person to really talk to, but I really and I do mean really enjoy the tiny conversations we have- even if they're just you showing me where things go... I really enjoy them. I do not have many friends at work and I consider you a friend- mainly because you're nice to me and you actually say hello each time we make eye contact. I think its nice... I know I am not the most prettiest girl to work at that job, in fact I am pretty sure I am the least prettiest one considering all of the lovely beauties...

But just listen to me ramble on about nothing, thank you for showing kindness even if you don't actually think you are. Its sweet and I like it. So thank you again .-.

From,
A flustered co-worker.

[Jotakira]

dear saturn;

i dont deserve you anyway
i've cried over you so many times before but this time i feel like my
ribs are being pried open
i feel like all of the hope i had is snuffed out
i feel like i won't make it

my bpd and my hpd are tearing me apart right now
i was a fool to think you'd ever love someone as stupid and clingy as
me. i was a fool to think at all

i feel like not showing up monday
i dont want to hear your lovely voice asking me if i'm alright. that hint
of concern you have when i go silent because you know i'm never quiet.
the look of discomfort in your eyes when you realize for once i'm not
brightening the mood, or trying my damn best to.

the last times tore me up but the prospect of losing you makes me feel
things i've only felt once before. i'm attached at the hip to you and i
wonder how i'll live without you there for me.

i wish i could accept that we will only ever be friends. hell. i don't know
how close of a friend you even consider me. i love you. it's not going to
change and that's why i'm nearly vomiting from crying tonight. i'm okay
enough to be writing this.

this whole situation nauseates me. i wish this never happened. i wish i wasn't
here and that i was in a different place knowing different people. then i
wouldn't have met you and we would both be happier.

in another universe maybe we would have been together. we could have been
amazing together. i want to sleep forever and live in that dream. that is my
heaven. it seems to me like it will never come true. you don't even know how
i feel about you and that's why when you frantically ask me why i'm so morose
i get snappy and say it's nothing. it's why i force myself to laugh and joke even
when i feel like vomiting and sobbing in the bathroom.

come monday i don't know how i plan on functioning. i'm sorry but i won't be seeing
you first thing in the morning. i have another friend who i don't have feelings
for. i have someone to go to who doesn't leave me feeling a hellish mix of love, hate,
and inferiority. i hope you understand.

seeing you with someone else will kill me all over again. i am having physical pain
in my chest thinking of it. my head is throbbing and my eyes are dry from crying.
i'm not going to move all weekend as you might expect from my past depressions.

i want to stay in this bed forever and lay. i want to lay here and pretend life is okay
again. i want to pretend i still think i can get you to love me the way i love you. i
wish i could bring back the losses i've experienced. i wish i didn't cry and curl up in
a shaking ball, falling apart at the seams, every night before i drift off into my
dreamless, comatose sleep. i wish you were the only thing i was stuck on. i just
feel too much and it's all my fault that things are weird now.

i don't want to be there monday.

i'm talking in circles. you were my life. now i don't know what i'll do.

-sparki