Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[katarinabluu]

dear josh dun
im sobbing right now
you're at the same ballgame as my mums and there friends
my mum said that if she saw u shed get something signed
but im still sobbing because it could and couldn't happen

[NerdLordUltra]

B,
I am not actually capable of articulating that you are not my responsibility. I'm worried I'm messing you up child. I'm worried your mom is too messed up to fix my mistakes. I still wish sometimes you were mine.
- Aze

[regular;]

- sent twice accidentally -

[regular;]

dear r,
i know this is my second letter to you but i have something to say.
you are evil towards me and play with my heart like you're
some sort of puppeteer. you fought with me yesterday. over him.
my second crush that i couldn't tell you about, because i care too
much. i love him so much more and he treats me like an angel,
even if he may or may not like me. you played with my heart.
you said he was different, just because i didn't "know him well"
it's obvious i do, because if you did you wouldn't be hurting him
behind his back. i love him so much. when we played truth or
dare, I asked you what your worst memory was with your best
friend. you said "breaking their heart". it's obvious it was me.
so if you regret it, why didn't you make it up to me before
everything became clear and there was still a part of you that
I could prove was lovable. i hate you so much. i hate that even
after all the stuff i put up with, i still like you. you make me
so angry. i want to transfer this pain to you. but that would be
revengeful. you deserve to feel pain, but the world has to make
sure they give it to you at the right time. but by that time, i'll
be over you, and dating him. the guy you talked trash about.
him. my love.
love your rebound,
A

[Jotakira]

dear L

i hope you realize what a disgusting specimen you are
you have succeeded in making my life much worse than it already is
wow, sure does make you feel like a man huh

we used to be friends. i knew you for almost thirteen years. i hate you
so much i hate you almost as much as everyone who left me when i was
little

you know what's going on in my life and you still decide to do things bad
to me. i hope you choke on your own words and lose everyone and everything
you've ever loved, that is, if you've even felt love

you have treated both of my best friends badly on separate occasions (one was
worse than the other because you took advantage of her loneliness and left her
with no reason. yes she told me. yes we're that close. almost like she could
actually trust me, huh? you're a crappy boyfriend according to her)

you have said disgusting, rude things about my other friends and me

you have spread rumors and lied to people just to try to bring my life down in
shambles. its in shambles but not because of you honey

i hope you learn what its like to be kicked when you're down, and i hope you
get abandoned and betrayed. i hope you never have anything good because god knows
you like to ruin everything with your grimy hands

one of these days you'll know. and one of these days you'll come grovelling back to me and
her and you will know pain.

i won't be there to help you.

-sparki

--

dear girls in my last class

i hope you know that im having extremely bad family issues right now. i have lost many
members of my family recently and i am unsure if i will be leaving soon or not. i have been
extremely depressed and i haven't gotten sleep in 3 days. i hope you enjoy your jokes though
at least you're laughing at something

will you laugh when i'm gone too

-sparki

--

dear friend

you dont know it but L was talking about you today

i'm so sorry i didnt say anything i feel disgusting and useless

i really love you so so so so much and youre one of the best things that's happened to me

this is not how i usually am i am just in an awful place right now

im sorry and i really care about you hes a dirty monster and i hope he gets kicked in the gut
and i will be happy to kick him in the gut, i just fear getting in trouble

i feel like crying honestly because today was so bad for me and i made it worse i could have
stopped him i could have made him afraid of me but i didnt and i feel weak and worthless

im selfish and bad and i wonder why you still talk to me

-sparki

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dear cyan

why did you do that?? why did you bring L over to our table after i explicitly said that i didnt want
him over there??? i hope you know i almost started crying because of all those things he said im
having an awful day and you contributed

i thought you were my friend and i dont know how to feel right now all i know is that im having a
stern talk with you tomorrow this cannot go on

-sparki

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dear saturn

dear god im so so sos os so sorry he was talking about you too i think and i almost punched him in the
throat and im sorry i didnt i really wish i stood up to him

i love you youre one of my best friends and youre the only person ive ever loved in this way, this much

youd leave me if i said all i wanted to say to that garbage because i know you dont hate him

i know you cant hate him im sorry for that too

if i never introduced you two this wouldnt have happened and i keep getting panic attacks at the thought
of him saying more things about us

i dont care about myself at this point, he can hurt me all he wants and ill just keep fighting him back but
when it comes to you i just dont want to do the wrong thing i dont want you to go away

i keep crying to you about my problems and you keep getting worried and then i feel bad. rinse and repeat

and i know we'll never work out so i should stop getting my hopes up but there's so much i love about you
how do you just stop loving someone?? you dont at least not if its really love

im sorry im selfish and im a cowardly creature please you deserve someone better than me

-sparki

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dear self

stop being so weak. stop being a coward. you need to get back to how you used to be. you used to pick fights
when people would look at you wrong and you would laugh when people said rude things behind your back.
you were intimidating and respected to an extent. now you're a pushover. get a hold of yourself

-sparki

[liv :)]

Dear Salty,

I hate you. So much.

And that's unusual for me- I try to see the best in everybody! Even the people I'm not fond of, I simply "dislike". But, for you, it's a different story.

I wish you'd leave my life. You're making it absolutely miserable. I don't need your negativity, your shunning, your violence.

I don't want it. Just let me be happy.

Thanks.

Sincerely, the one that everyone ignores…

[aespa]

dear self,
you are one lazy piece of trash

stop it.

also stop eating those damn cheeso bag.
the cosco size isn't good for u and u know it

[jinsoul]

Dear grandma,

I miss you.
May you be in peace.
See you.

Yours Truly,
your granddaughter.

[Karia]

dear a,

are we accidentally making eye contact? no?

bc you're so handsomeeee ahhh

from,
person

[honey,]

dear friend,

i'm afraid of losing you.
i can tell you're trying but i realize it might feel like im not trying
but i am
i want you to stay by my side
i wish we were still close,
it made me a little relieved that you needed me today
but i did have to leave, and im sorry. its only a short class.
i just dont want you to disappear.
i feel like you've made better friends that can replace me..
but maybe you deserve them.
im just so sorry.
with love,
your friend.