.:Wonder:. (Alice In Wonderland Rp:Semi-Lit)

[Mayiamaru]

Natsume was struck by that and lowerd his head. "I don't even have a family anymore..." He had his hands balled into fists in his pockets and was shaking ever so slightly from holding in an outburst and his acquired violent nature. "Besides, what's the point of getting close to anyone if you know they're going to end up hating you or coddling you." He spat, narrowing his eyes on the ground. I knew it... No one is going to understand me... but why can't I just run like I did with those other Cheshies? Natsume began to wonder. If he was so angry, why didn't he leave yet? He was still a bit surprised that he was pushed far enough to show his feline parts, but it wasn't anything that heped. He was bringing in more anger than one person should handle.

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Soul watched him shake with anger and he smiled devilishly. He did a flip out of his nook in the tree and landed lightly on his feet. "If I'm making you angry, you can just leave. You haven't though, which leads me to presume that you rather like our company." He said, raising an eyebrow and pushing his hair out of his eyes to reveal his blood-red pupils. Soul watched the boy carefully and leaned on a nearby tree with his shoulder, crossing his arms and legs.

[Mayiamaru]

Natsume didn't say anything. It was more ike something was lecturing him within his mind. "You can kill them you know... Just take out your weapons and destroy all who go against you... I have given you that power, remember?... Use it...." This voice in his head was swaying him to try and kill these people, even though all they ever did was taunt him. Something made Natsume hesitate. He couldn't place his source of anger anymore. everything was clouding over. "Bring their souls to me... They defied you, and I can punish them..." That was what lead Natsume to snap. He fell to the ground on his knees with his hands pressed against his ears at the top of his head and yell. "Get out of my head!!!" He shouted, releasing a dark power. It looked a lot like blood had splattered onto the ground and vanished on impact.

[Quackzilla!]

||| Tamilia Jennica Hadigan |||

Tamilia giggled as the two quarreled, but stopped when the boy spoke of his family. Or, more appropriately, lack of family. She felt a pang of something inside her and whimpered, almost dog-like, before she spoke. "My mother was killed by the Redds. My father ran off a few years later to try and assasinate the Redd Queen. I don't know what happened to him, when he was going to find Redd...maybe he went to crazy instead!" Tamilia sputtered into laughter, even though it was forced, and tears were beginning to well in her eyes. She always wanted her father back; even if he was stern and strict and only let her eat tarty tarts on weekends. She missed him dearly, even if she already knew - or at least assumed - that he was dead or locked away. "Besides, I see no reason to bark up the Cheshires' trees! They're joyful, I'm joyful, and we keep the world's confusion balance in check!" Swinging from her knees, she sat up on the branch, turning to face the pair of boys and petting the kitten in her lap. Now, instead of hanging from her knee, her top hat hung from her foot. "Yes! You do and should like our company! If you stay, we shall have a tea party in the village! I haven't had a tea party in a while. How long ago...?" She trailed off, and was beginning to frantically count on her fingers and mutter dates and numbers under her breath.

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Soul watched, completely understanding the boys pain. As if on cue, the voice in his head appeared and he narrowed his eyes at nothing. You know. This kid is useless. So's that little Hatter over there. Just let your soul consume them. Let your power grow, become the ultimate weapon. You and I both know that you want to be a Death Scythe more than anything. The demon whispered coldly. I told you in London, I will not consume human souls! No matter how much you pester me, I will become a Death Scythe without eating human souls! He growled back. They fought back and forth like this for a few minutes before Soul snapped and punched a tree, almost snapping it in half. Leave. Me. ALONE! He screeched at the demon and the voice dissapeared. When he opened his eyes, Tamilia was babbling about tea parties and he returned to her side loyally, easily jumping onto the branch next to her. Even though he put on a tough face, his fight with the demon left him angry and distracted, and he shook slightly. His knuckles bled lightly and his blood dripped onto the ground below.

[Mayiamaru]

Natsume tried to get the voice to stop but he couldn't. Against his will, Natsume reached into his pockets to his guns, but he was hesitant. "Take them... They are no use to you... Go on..." The voice continue to push on. It was then, Natsume did take out his gun, but he put it to his own head. He had opened his mouth to speak, but it clenched shut and his hand was quivering. Everything around him turned to darkness in his eyes. G-Get out!! He screamed in his mind, but it was useless. He pulled the trigger, but there was nothing but a loud bang. Blank. That did bring Natsume back to reality. He was on his knees, his head hanging and the gun still pointed at his head, held there by darkness rather than his hand.

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Soul's eyes widened and he jumped down out of the tree. He landed lightly in front of the boy and pulled him to his feet. "Are you alright?" He asked quietly and took a step away from him. I hate my voice, but I'd never do something that drastic... He thought to himself and studied the boy in front of him. Soul sighed and looked up at Tamilia, wondering what her mind was concocting.

[Quackzilla!]

||| Tamilia Jennica Hadigan |||

Tamilia looked up from her counting as Soul kneeled by her side, a triumphant smile on her face. "Thirteen weeks! I've gone that long without a tea party! No wonder I've lost so much of my sanity!" She blinked a few times, looking from the blood on Soul's knuckles to the disappearing blood-like puddle on the ground. She tilted her head, looking quickly between the two, then looked to Toppy. "Toppy, I think I'm going crazy. Do you see the blood too?" As if he could perfectly understand his owner, Toppy mewed, hopping to Soul and looking inquisitively at his hand. Tamilia shrugged and looked around, confused - to say the absolute least. "Hmm. I always knew Redd was working on invisible soldiers." She kicked her hat up from her foot, catching it on her head with extreme talent and adjusting it just so. "Well then, if they're invisible, we're sort of done for it. Oh well, I've gotten in a scrap or two before. Come on, you soldiers, reveal yourselves!" Tamilia knew there weren't any invisible soldiers - or any soldiers, for that matter - but it did help to ease her confusion. Suddenly, she heard a bang, and looked down to see the boy with a gun to his head...but alive? "I think he's lost it..." She whispered, looking to Toppy.

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Soul looked from the boy to Tamilia, eyes showing his confusion and sadness. He wanted to stay by the boys side, but he also wanted to return to Tamilia. After a few moments of debate in his mind, he lept easily up to Tamilia again and shook some blood off of his knuckles. "You know. Looking back, I probably shouldn't have punched that tree..." He said, smiling at her like a Cheshire. He was trying to lighten the mood, but he was still unsure about that boy.

[Mayiamaru]

Natsume was breathing harshly, trying to process at least one thing that was going on. "... I... still don't know." He muttered quietly, taking the gun that floated beside him, suspended on almost nothing.. There a bullet sized hole in the side of his head, but nothing came out. He couldn't stop thinking about it. What was that?... What did it want with me?.... He wondered. Natsume was always a little curious to his little problem. He wasn't afraid to put the gun to his own head ever since he discovered that he just couldn't be killed. Not by anything that has struck him for the last... maybe twenty years?