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why are they crying?: He was cursed to cry forever.
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[Fire At Heart]

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[not a talking cat]

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putting my life down on this

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[maritime.]

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name: Rhys (pronounced Reese)
nickname: Wrath of Moon
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shadows name: Lumniaris
occupation(s): Assassin, guide,
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Rhys cries because of the innocent living beings that he has to deceive, even though Luminiaris comforts him tears still remain in his eyes.
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[sataire]

marking with this here song
this doll hit me right in the feels
how could you finchy?
i thought we was cool
#TryNotToTryoutForAllOfFinch'sArt2k16

[Wokkie]

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I've been called many. From narcissistic, hypocritical, charismatic, major playboy to genuine,
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I always seem to put down my wall when I'm with him.
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His name is Exylr [e-xi-lir].
Yea, he didn't liked it either.
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We have to bring this back to the days before Xenos became a doll. Before he met that one fated person. Before he... ruined his whole life;
Xenos, 24, male, single, a lone wolf. He had a stable job, working as a reowned magician. Since he was just a young innocent boy, he had already been intrigued by the world of magic when he saw his first magic show at a circus. Curiousity urged him to learn more about these mysterious magic and trickery. Day by day, not an hour crosses by without him practicing magic tricks. Soon, he became an illusion master at the age of merely 17. An astonishing accomplishment for a boy in his age. He had a goal those days. He never told anyone about it, only keeping it as a little secret to himself. While he may lead a somewhat rich life, he realised that there's something growing in him, bigger day by day. It slowly grew and grew until it started suffocating him slowly. He did not liked that feeling. It felt heavy and uncomfortable, like a rock pushing him down. Deeper and deeper away from reality, he became blinded by what his original alternatives are. Aimlessly, he continued performing magic shows all around the world, winning the hearts of everyone, only to not have one himself. He couldn't stand it. This feeling is something he should not be familiar with. He felt utterly confused. What am I missing? A question that lingered in his head like a curse, only to get silence as an answer.
One faithful day, he met someone. A guy around his age. He bumped into him at the roadside by accident. Xenos crashed onto the hard pavement, scraping himself from the pressure. He heard nervous murmurs of apologizes above him, as a pale and long hand reached out to him. He took it and pulled himself up with the help of that hand. As he was about to scold the reckless guy, he stopped dead. With a bright smile and soft doe eyes the colour of calm waters, the guy in front of him looked back at Xenos.
"Sorry there, mate. Wasn't looking. You ok?"
"Ye-yes, I'm fine. Just a little scrape at the elbow."
Xenos heard his own anxious voice stuttering over words as he spoke. Feeling a bit shocked with his own reaction, he was trying to collect back my senses when suddenly the guy got closer to him. Inches away from his face, he stared at Xenos with those worried eyes.
"You really ok? You seemed a bit unstable there. Need some treatment for that wound of yours first?"
The words came out faster than his brain. He agreed to him. After a few shocking seconds again, the guy took him by the hand and dragged me to a nearby bench before Xenos could react. He then waited for Xenos to take a rest before fishing out some band aids and antiseptic. He started treating the wound carefully with patience. Once he was done, he let out a relieved sigh and stood back up looking satisfied with his work. Xenos looked at the band-aid on his elbow before staring at the guy. As he was about to ask something, he received a phone call. It was from his manager, urging him to quickly come perform his next show. With a small frown, Xenos ended the call and stood up while fixing his gloves. He thanked the guy and immediately prepares to leave. Suddenly, he stopped and turned around to the guy before asking,
"I didn't know your name."
"It's Zach. Zach Blacksmith."
The guy replied with a smile. Xenos thought that smile was beautiful. He flushed red of the thought and nodded at the guy before walking away with awfully hurried steps. His mind only filled with the word, Zach. And that was how he met the guy he truly loved.
He finally recognized that feeling. It was loneliness. Being the only person taking everything alone, with no one to give a warm hand or a hug. Like a pillar with no support, that was how Xenos felt before he met Zach. After that, it hit him on how important Zach was to him. So, he tried to find him. He waited at the same place the next day. After an hour later, he caught a glimpse of a familiar silhoutte. It was Zach afterall. With a puzzled look, Zach stared at him. Xenos felt dizzy from his gaze, he resisted the urge to look away and asked Zach the millionare question. Would you be willing to date me?
Xenos expected for the worst to come. He knew that this was too absurd for a stranger he just met, but he couldn't abandon the strong feeling he had for Zach. It drowned the loneliness he felt. Zach was a lifeline for Xenos. With shivering hands he fiddled with his coat, not daring to look up at the face of Zach. Will he meet the look of disgust? Or maybe anger? Even fear? He never expected Zach to be a homophobic guy. He didn't seem like one, but he shouldn't make assumptions for this situation. Its something he never faced before. As Xenos started panicking in his thoughts, he heard a reply.
"Yes."
With widen eyes, Xenos looked aghast at Zach. Zach's eyes were glinting with determination, and that surprised Xenos. Zach actually accepted. He felt like butterflies churning in his tummy, almost shocked numb by the reply. Is that it? Zach actually accepted my request without asking anything? Xenos felt puzzled by Zach. Did he lied? Was he joking? But Xenos knew Zach was serious about it when he stared back with determined eyes.
Wheezing with excitement, Xenos couldn't contain his happiness anymore. With quick steps, he ran up to Zach before giving him a big hug. Zach, taken by surprise got pushed a few steps back from the force. He chuckled before answering the hug with his arms. And that is how a sweet relationship began.
Xenos never felt so happy in his life. He managed to spend lots of time with Zach. After his performances, Xenos would give a notice to his manager before running off hastily. To meet up with Zach. Their time spent together seemingly increases as days go by. Xenos felt relaxed, content. That heavy feeling in his heart had disappeared, dissolving into nothing but a wisp of forgotten memory. Loneliness. He felt it no more. Now he had Zach forever by his side. Well, that was what he thought, before things started taking a dark twist.
Xenos met up with Zach one day when he received a message from Zach. It had a serious urgent tone in it. Xenos, surprised and fearful immediately took his thick coat and ran out from his workplace, ignorant of the angry yells from his manager. He struggled to put on the coat as he looked frantically from left to right in his small spree. When he reached the place Zach promised to meet him━━ Zach's house, a familiar place for Xenos. He went there several times to visit Zach and do all sorts of activities, like playing games and learning how to sew. Zach was surprisingly, good at sewing. From what Xenos knew, Zach worked as a clothes designer for actors and models, which was quite impressive. As Xenos stopped in front of Zach's door, he knocked it twice, clear and loud. When he received no response, he started getting nervous as he knocked several times, each knock louder than the last one. Suddenly, he felt a light pressure squeezing against his shoulder. With a yelp, he turned only to find Zach staring at him weirdly. Xenos gasped for a moment before hugging Zach, asking:
"Are you all right? You scared the hell out of me there. Why did you messaged me to come here?"
"Oh, that." Zach's face darkened and his eyes turned from playful to something Xenos couldn't apprehend. Sadness? Xenos tried to understand that meaning, but before he could finish Zach had already turned his head away from his gaze.
"Come on in, Xenos. I wanna show you something."
"All right..?"
Xenos gave a small uncertain nod and stepped in the house without thinking. The door closes behind him with a deep thump, but he didn't care much about it. As he looked around Zach's living room, Zach patted his shoulder gently and gestured him towards the room behind. The kitchen? Xenos tilted his head slightly with a confused look, but Zach went to the kitchen before he could ask. Xenos only could follow him with question marks lingering around him. When he entered the kitchen, the first thing he saw was unexpected. A large magic rune. Ancient symbols that cannot be interpreted slithers around the circle like poison vines, threatening anyone to go near it and get engulfed. The rune itself illuminated a soft subtle dark glow, like the darkness. The circle was not wide, enough for an adult person to fit in. An adult? Xenos, baffled by this sight decided to find his answers from Zach, but he suddenly froze. A cold object penetrated his skin at the side of his neck. Xenos felt the pricking feeling of foreign liquid entering his veins. He opened his mouth to shout, but a large hand loomed over and immediately sealed his mouth shut before it could release any sound. Xenos knew this scarred hand all too well, rough and warm. It was Zach's. Xenos wanted to ask Zach, "Why?" but he couldn't say anything. His body felt sluggish, as his senses slowly slip away from him.
Zach held Xenos up to keep his' weak body from falling, as he slowly put him down at the center of the magic circle. Xenos couldn't do anything except stare at Zach. His consciousness was already drifting away. Xenos was going to faint in any second, but he kept his senses at the edge, he wouldn't go like that without any answers.
"W-why?"
His words came out no more than a whisper, too soft to let anyone notice, but Zach did. His eyes widened with surprise, but he immediately stopped what he was doing and walked near to Xenos. He reached out to touch Xenos' face, but Xenos couldn't help but flinch under his touch, even at his state. It was out of fear. Zach's face paled a few moments as his lips tightened into a line, his eyes flashed a deep sadness and remorse.
"It's too late now. I cannot go back."
Zach shook his head and went to take a small knife nearby. With a now determined face, he cut a small scar across his finger, letting a drop of blood drip onto the magic circle. As if reacting to his blood, the circle started glowing brighter and brighter, until it was too blinding for Xenos to see. Xenos closed his eyes, feeling the magic activating and consuming him. Before he blacked out, he heard a small whisper from above.
"I'm sorry, Xenos. I love you."
And Xenos fell into deep darkness, with those words lingering in his mind.
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The Ending
Xenos woke up with a splitting headache. His eyesight was blurry and his body felt heavy. With a groan, he fixed himself upright, His limbs felt sore and unnatural, giving off a tweaking sound. Shocked, he looked down at his body. He... became a doll. His arms and legs are not made out of flesh anymore, something different. He struggled to stand up, as he looked around frantically trying to find something. When his eyes stopped on a large mirror nearby, he immediately ran to it stumbling with uneven steps. As his reflection looked back at him, his blood froze. He wore a wizard like costume, with a long cropped hat and ears that represents a wolf's. A white and blue striped vest, along with black tight jeans had finished up the costume perfectly. Not a wizard. A magician. His belt hung a mid-length stick, similar to a staff, with the colour of obsidian black and a star at the end of it. He looked again at his reflection on the mirror, complicated feelings stirring up in him. Suddenly, his eyes widen. He felt his heart sinking.His chest squeezed so tightly he felt that he couldn't breathe. Only someone. That someone would be willing to sew something like this for him. Memories from his previous human life started pouring in like a broken dam. Monochrome images of the past flashed quickly through his brain. And a word popped out as bright as a star in his mind, only to pain him that much.
Zach.
His body crumbled on the ground, as he stayed in a kneeling posture. Zach. Zach. Zach. Zach. The word repeats itself in his mind like an endless blessing and a curse. Zach had... betrayed him? Suddenly, a suffocating feeling sprouted deep in Xenos' heart. It felt so painful and heavy. So similar to that feeling he once had before he met Zach. What was it? Loneliness? But Xenos knew deep down, it was not loneliness. It was the feeling of a heart broken. Hollow and dark, different from anything else. Xenos raised his shaky hands to cover his face, as his lips shudder with helplessness. He felt hot tears streaming down his cheeks, as if they wouldn't stop falling. And he screamed. Screaming at the top of his lungs while covering his face. Screaming for Zach. Screaming for the world he can never return.

I'm Sorry, Xenos.


Fragments of Memories
I focused on the guy sitting in front of me. As my eyes trailed from his tousled dark hair to his serious eyes, I thought, How lucky am I? Having a loving boyfriend and a happy life, what more could I have? Yea, this guy here is my boyfriend, Zach. I don't know if this will or had cause an uproar to those homophobic people out there, but Zach and I don't seem to mind. We continued moving on our relationship. Our bond became more mutual. Now, I'm just lazing around at his house with him. We are taking a rest after our big challenge of gaming (honestly its just Super Mario. But hey, that last final level was hard!) I lost to Zach, so following the promise I made, I stayed at Zach house until midnight. It's half past 10 now and the sky was already long dark. I took a seat at the couch and laid upside down like a puppy basking. Zach had sat in front of his sewing machine and working on something which seemed to be like a wizard hat sort of. I stared at him busy sewing on with those agile hands of his. Housewives would be so jealous of him. I thought silently in my head with satisfaction rosing. But he's mine. Happy, I can't help but chuckle. Zach raised his head at me with a questioning look, halting his working process.
"What are you laughing at?"
"Nothing. Pfft."
I tried to hold my laughter, but seemed to have miserably failed. Zach rolled his eyes and can't help but he doesn't hide the little smile forming around his lips.
"What are you sewing?"
Zach froze at the spot as his face darkened. His expression changed so quickly I felt slightly shocked.
"Nothing much... You don't need to mind my business."
Zach answered coldly. It wasn't like him at all.
"What's wrong? Did I made you angry?"
I sat up immediately and stared at him with worried and depressed eyes. When Zach saw that, his eyes were replaced with remorse and softness, the Zach I used to see.
"Sorry. No, you did not. It's... my fault. The stress from work suddenly got into me." He rubbed his temples with sad smile.
After hearing that, my heart lightened a bit, and I heaved out a relieved sigh.
"I almost thought you were starting to get bored of me. As if... you wanted to leave me."
I pouted, but at the corner of my eyes I caught Zach's pained look.
What? I raised my head to look closely, but he had already turned away to sit back on his chair and continued working on the hat. I bit my lips with frustration, not knowing what to do. The situation became awkward. I sat on the couch with my legs crossed as I contemplated on how to start another conversation with Zach, but became shocked when he was the one who started one.
"What theme do you like?"
Aloof, I froze from the sudden random question.
"Umm, I love stars, moons and dark colours. Technically night sky themes."
Zach raised his eyebrows with interest.
"Never knew you were the kind to like those."
I blushed and turned my head away, trying to dodge his gaze. After a few seconds, I heard him chuckle softly. I turned my head back to him and realized he was chuckling at me with a wide compassionate smile. Almost infectious, I laughed together with him. The situation turned around just like that. We were back together like usual, but what I didn't realised was that Zach had softly murmured something to himself, too subtle to be noticed by me.
"I should go buy some star and moon accessories tomorrow."

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Credits & Afterword
First of all, thank you for reading till the end of my (extremely)long story. I apologize for that. ;v; The idea just keeps pouring in.I really love this boy and would wish the best for his owner in the future. Art, coding and writing all done by me. Thank god I'm able to access a laptop from my sister. Nonetheless, I poured all my best efforts in it already and can do nothing but wait. Thank you, once again, (especially you finch senpai , for this beautiful boy). Also, all the best to the others and good luck! You guys have done well.

[*Psychomi*]

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