[ArizonaT3a]

I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.
-Hollywood Undead ~ Bullet

"I could physically feel you losing interest in me. Our 3 a.m. conversations had turned into 3 minute chats. Everything was surface level, and it absolutely broke my heart because I wanted nothing more than to have you back in my life. I felt like screaming at you to just Speak to me, but I knew it was futile. Sometimes no matter how much two people want to make it work, it’s not meant to happen."

Sorry guys for some vent art, I am just feeling lonely and this friend that I used to love like a sister and spend almost everyday with has just thrown me to the side over and over. And she says she'll change whenever I tell her I just can't do it anymore, but she never does. I knew I was being turned into her last choice when two years ago she began to ditch me over and over and even when she was literally at my side ready to hangout with me, she would go to another friend. And I do understand that I'm not the only friend, but she was my only friend. I would wait until she was free or wanted to hangout with me and as time grew on we grew even more apart and I realized that we would never have the same friendship as we did. And it hurt me so much, she was the first person I had ever put my full trust into and I knew I would have to face the consequences of that sooner or later and it tore me apart. And even now the smallest hello from her gives me some hope that things will change but at the same time I know it wont. A lot of people tell me to give up on her but I do and don't want to give up on her, I miss her so much I miss hanging out with her and having these long chats and staying up late at night...But it's all gone, hopefully when I move I will find another friend to love almost as much as her.
And yes I love my girlfriend dearly and no I'm not saying I love this friend like my amazing girlfriend but this friend of mine was quite amazing too and I would always make time for her no matter what...

[GhoulishDes]

Hello, first off. This is absolutely amazing. I love this alot.

I'm sorry about what's happening between you and your friend. I know how rough that can be. I was devasted when I lost my best friend for the first time. I want you to know that, even though you don't know me- I'm willing to be here for you! If you ever feel lonely or just want to talk to someone I'll be just a PM away. Stay strong.

Shane Koyczan is bae

[ᴅ ᴇ s ᴛ ɪ ᴇ ʟ]

I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.
-Hollywood Undead ~ Bullet

I literally just listening to Bullet o,o I'm listening to Day Of The Dead RN

[TheScarletWillow]

[center]Sorry to hear that, shadow!! I know exactly how you feel, though.. *snuggs*[/cener]

[ArizonaT3a]

Hello, first off. This is absolutely amazing. I love this alot.

I'm sorry about what's happening between you and your friend. I know how rough that can be. I was devasted when I lost my best friend for the first time. I want you to know that, even though you don't know me- I'm willing to be here for you! If you ever feel lonely or just want to talk to someone I'll be just a PM away. Stay strong.

Shane Koyczan is bae

Thank you for both things, and yeah it's pretty rough. But I've come to terms with it after letting this sit for a couple years and hopefully I can move on ^^
And thank you for offering an ear and some support even though we don't know each other! <33 c':

I literally just listening to Bullet o,o I'm listening to Day Of The Dead RN

What a coincidence hehe x3

Sorry to hear that, shadow!! I know exactly how you feel, though.. *snuggs*

It's fine and I'm sorry to hear that too, thanks though. *snuggs back and paps*

[kanni]

Ok First Of All that is some craptastic art if you aren't already famous you should be. SECOND OF ALL i am so so so so so so so so sorry you had to suffer the fate of the forgotten. oooh I should make that into a roleplay....ok getting off track here. From what I can tell you seem like a nice person, and that means you didn't deserve to be left behind. It is true that sometimes friends drift apart, but if this "friend" drifted apart from you she clearly didn't know how cool you are. I know what it's like to lose a friend that's practically family, and its awful. But it does happen. And it gets better. THIRD OF ALL I got the homestuck refrence! I ALREADY LOVE YOU AND I DONT EVEN KNOW UR ACTUAL NAME....I hope your day goes well and you enjoy your summer. HUGS KISSES AND PAPS
(If you ever need someone to have 3 am conversations with that are totally random, I'm an insomniac :3 Hope we can be friends!)

[ArizonaT3a]

Ok First Of All that is some craptastic art if you aren't already famous you should be. SECOND OF ALL i am so so so so so so so so sorry you had to suffer the fate of the forgotten. oooh I should make that into a roleplay....ok getting off track here. From what I can tell you seem like a nice person, and that means you didn't deserve to be left behind. It is true that sometimes friends drift apart, but if this "friend" drifted apart from you she clearly didn't know how cool you are. I know what it's like to lose a friend that's practically family, and its awful. But it does happen. And it gets better. THIRD OF ALL I got the homestuck refrence! I ALREADY LOVE YOU AND I DONT EVEN KNOW UR ACTUAL NAME....I hope your day goes well and you enjoy your summer. HUGS KISSES AND PAPS
(If you ever need someone to have 3 am conversations with that are totally random, I'm an insomniac :3 Hope we can be friends!)

I'm sorry for responding this so late but this took me a bit to think of how to reply hehe, for some reason I got really hyper just reading your comment. X'3
But thank you so much, this really means a lot to me. I would be happy to be friends with you and have those insomniac talks in three in the morning haha, since I have insomnia as well. So already something to relate to, although it might not be the best thing to relate to but its still something! I'm sorry to hear about this happening to you as well, its a shame ;n; you seem amazing! Yes it does happen but it doesn't seem to get any easier sadly. Also you are a presh person just know that, so I hope your day or night goes well too and thanks I hope you enjoy your summer as well! <33
Returns hugs and kisses and paps