[ Jinhui • A collection of stories ]

[J-Hope]

Stories from Jin
I will develop his history & relationships here mmM

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[J-Hope]

Art by Winter & Fireflii

She got me going crazy

Glass is pure right? Everyone starts out like glass; pure & free of hate. We are all translucent. That is, until it is smeared or shattered. ( Wip )

Jin is actually not his real name. The name Jin was born with is unknown. Whether it is because Jin truly forgot, or he simply does not want to remember, is unknown.

Although Jin is very calm & understanding, he was not always like this. Jin was born in a small village on a very special night where the local kalons call "Night of the Red fireflies." Although Jin was a very beautiful kalon, people in the village never really accepted his third eye. As a child, Jin's mother had always reminded him to ignore angry taunts & to never take any of it to heart. Although many of the smaller kalons taunted him for it, he never really took any of it to heart. Growing up, he never had many friends & he was too shy to go out & make any. When Jin moved out of the village & into a city, he made sure to cover his insecurity with his hair. But his hair didn't hide his eye too well, & soon he was pushed away again. Soon, Jin's mother had passed away & he was on his own, Jin's thoughts began to change & he soon developed a quick temper & basically cried over everything. A group of Jin's classmates that taunted him endlessly soon made a bet among themselves to see who can grab his eye first. It started out as a joke, but soon it got serious when one day they all chased after Jin through the woods. Jin soon loses his sanity & the group of kalons -mysteriously- disappear. Since then, Jin was well known for being extremely violent & no one dared to cross his path anymore. A few years later, a monk encounters him & decides to talk to him. Although Jin was very surprised by the monk's acceptance & friendliness, he was very cold to the monk at first. The monk continued to visit Jin for a period of time & Jin realized that the monk's heart was pure & slowly opened up to him. ( WIP )

[J-Hope]

• Background || Past life •

- this is a really big wip, sorry ah -

你 不 爱 我 。

"Why do they look at me like that, mother?" I glanced up at her. I didn't know. I was too young to know about hate. Mother stared at me with tears in her eyes; I didn't like it when mother was sad. "Because, you're beautiful, & they may try to force you to think otherwise, but you are beautiful." That was all I needed. Nothing was important to me as long as I had my mother's love.

为 什 么？

"Ha! Keep an eye out for me, will ya? Freak." I cowered against the wall. They were so scary, I was so weak. Why did they hate me? It wasn't because I was beautiful, but it was because I was different. Reality hurts, especially when it slaps you with an open palm, I guess. But it's alright, I was already used to it. You just have to keep your mouth shut if you wanted to stay alive. I refused to look into their daunting eyes. I already knew what I was. I already knew that I am a monster.

你 为 什 么 不 爱 我 ？

Why were they chasing after me? why? I couldn't see ghosts. I couldn't see anything through my third eye. I didn't ask for it. Why wouldn't they leave me alone? Sharp rocks cut through my paws as I frantically ran through the forest. I made a sharp cut to the right & hid behind a large fallen tree. They were coming... closer... They wanted my eye. To them, it was priceless. But to them, my life was worthless. Why do I have to be good? why me? My heart pounded as I heard their taunts.
"Comeee hereeee little mutant. Just give us your eye.. it won't hurt... much"
Mother told me to ignore people who stared & laughed, to stay calm. But mother wasn't here anymore. Why do I have to let them hurt me like this? Why do I have to be good. I felt a slight trickle under my paw & I lifted it. Small insect parts lay scattered under my paw. I stared at it for a moment, & suddenly, I felt rage filling up my body like hot boiling water.
Why do I have to be good?
Why do I have to be good?

誠 實 做 自 己 有 時 候 很 難 。

"Why so much anger, little one?"
I glared at the monk who was laughing. It wasn't a taunting laugh, it was... well, a happy laugh. I guess that's what you call it. He seemed to be made out of happiness... Something I knew nothing of. I was nothing near that. I end lives. I am death itself. "What's your name, little one?" The monk prodded again. I could've snapped his neck right there, he was annoying. But I didn't. I couldn't of done it. There was something about him that shined like the stars. "I don't remember," I replied, avoiding eye contact. What was my name? I don't even remember. All this hate had hid it from me. "How about... Jin?" The monk smiled. I looked up at him. The hell is up with him? "What a weird name, I don't like it. I don't need a name, thanks." I snapped before turning my head & looking away. "It may not show now, but you are as pure as gold. I know it." His words caught me by surprise. Pure? (Wip_

对 不 起 。

[Taehyung]

• M E W •

"Hey watch it!" I snapped at the dark haired boy who had just run into me. He suddenly stopped & turned to glare at me with his blood red eyes. Was that a challenge? I tensed. If he wanted a fight, I'll give him a fight. "what are you looking at? Grow a pair of eyes." I snapped. My words seem to agitate him more, the boy's body tensed & his gaze hardened, I suddenly noticed a third eye staring at me. I might've been too rough on him, oh well. Before I could open my mouth to throw another string of insults again, the boy had left. I sighed as I turned around to leave. what a strange, strange boy.

• I ~ S T I L L ~ L O V E ~ Y O U •

A few weeks later, I saw him again. I mean, he wasn't too hard to forget since he had three eyes. I wanted to talk to him, I liked his rebellious spirit. I also low-key wanted to make up for what I had said to him a while ago.

[J-Hope]

Res for Manu & Jin o:

[merraki]

res for manu's pov ! ♡