Scandalous (moving RP)

[geinkotsu]

Kyrasael closed his eyes briefly with a sigh. “What would you want me to say?” He replied a bit harshly. Looking up at the leaf covered sky. “That I would stay forever?” he questioned. “Debt cannot bind anyone forever… I have stayed for just over seven months. I have helped you and sacrificed myself for your pack… that is more than enough… I apologize, but I cannot stay. And I will not tell you my reason for leaving.”

[-goldleaf-]

Cray was about to objecct again when he felt himself being flipped over and held to the ground by gentle yet stern paws, his cheek pressed into the warm musky soil. "Bye," Kirsten said with an ironic little smile as she held Cray in place, she knew that if she didnt he would probably have resorted to force, and she wasnt having an of that by her trees. "Dont touch my trees." she added in little more than a whisper. just the idea horrified her.

[s y n]

~Simbari~

Simbari sat, pawing at an odd-colored plant. She shrugged and stood. Feeling hungry, she brought back a picture of the place the carcass of the elk was. Swiftly she padded to it. The elk had been eaten a bit more by some other creature, but the meat was still tender and juicy. Simba loved elk, especially for breakfast.

[geinkotsu]

Kyrasael had honestly thought Kirsten would at least have asked why… told him to stay. Even if she did, her efforts might have been for naught. His eyes looked back at her and her brother. This is why he wished to avoid seeing them. To leave without a word or encounter. “I know I am being unfair… Kirsten… Cray… My life with your pack… was the only home I have ever really had. But I cannot stay… I would be putting your pack in danger for my selfishness. It pains me to go… but I must for the pack’s safety. Even if it might be my final repayment. Thank you for saving my life the first time we met. Though the pain is so fowl… that I wish I would have died that day.”

he turned away from them. “I will make sure not to harm your forest… I will stray far from here. Kirsten…” He closed his eyes… he wished to tell her. Kyrasael longed to speak his mind. But he could not say such things. “… please be careful.” he said, changing what he meant to say. And that was obvious from his long pause. Kyrasael walked away from them, disappearing through the bushes and trees.

[-goldleaf-]

Kirsten felt her level-headednesstake a blow as she heard him pause in what he was going ot say to her. another thing that bothered her was fealing like the last thing you ever heard from someone wasnt what they meant. she suffered silently for a split second before she leapt over her brother and slipped through the trees after Kyrasael. she could feel the impact of what each of his steps had done to the soft carpets of moss and the balances of dew on each grass blade. she had grown up here, she knew every pebble and every tree by touch, taste, smell. she came up silently behind Kyrasael and stopped to reach a paw out and brush it againts the tip of his tail, she knew that he knew she was there then. "Since im not going to see you again" she started, blinking her almond shaped eyes, "im going to need to know what you were really going to say."

[geinkotsu]

Kyrasael sighed when he thought he was finally off on his own. His heart slowly shattered in his chest, hidden away by skin and silky black fur. He should have kept his mouth shut… or at least gone about his usual personality around them. He didn’t want to be attached. He didn’t want to feel the burden of pain that came with it. Kyrasael lowered his head, nose sniffing the ground as his eyes trailing up to the trees.

But he was interrupted in his thoughts by something touching his tail. He immediately stopped and his head turned back. Kirsten… He stared at her with his golden yellow eyes. But his gaze fell away when she said to him that she wished to know what he wanted to say to her. What a mess… Kyrasael looked away eyes lingering on the floor for some time. “If that is what you want…” He whispered in reply. Kyrasael turned to face her, sitting down, head held high. But his eyes held hesitation, longing…

He held his silence for a while, as if to gather the courage or to find the words to string together. He gazed into her eyes that reflected like a pool of green jewels, his sights unfaltering. “Kirsten, ever since the day I saw you… I knew I would fall for you… and I have. It is the only reason I stayed so long… because I was selfish and wanted to stay. But I am afraid if I stay I will bring along with me my past and it will hurt you and the pack. My past is not a memory, it is a vile monster that pushes at my back and steers my path. I do not want anything to harm you. I couldn’t live with myself if anything happened to you because of me… Kirsten… I love you…”

Tears finally began to gather in his eyes. Memories and feelings he had locked away bubbling up to the surface. His love, his fear, his sadness, his hatred, the feel for revenge. All of it came crashing back to him at once. And his tears overflowed, falling down his face and dripping to the ground.

((Le gasp~! lol, I love this twist <3. OOooo, I wonder what I should twist into his past to make it as cruel and as gruesome as possible... *rubs hands together and plots mass evil in background))

[-goldleaf-]

((dangit, i acctually snorted my milkshake out my nose when i saw that post and my eyes like went striat to the 'i love you' part, *sniffle sniffle* my nose hurts))

Kirsten let out a soft surprised gasp. she blinked in surprise as he told her his confession. but when he started to cry she couldnt help but step close and first touch a paw to his chest hesitantly, her eyes fixed on the spot where she touched him and then looking up to his golden eyes. she wondered if she would be accepted to try to give comfort, for she wanted nothing more than to wrap him in a hug and let him cry into her fur. she moved the same paw up and brushed away his tears lightly, biting her lip gently with a small frown puckering her brow,

[s y n]

((*Flails* I have nothing to do 3x))

[-goldleaf-]

((i like seriously have to go to bed. dude its like... 3:23 am. im so frizzled right now, ahhh))

[geinkotsu]

((Ahahah!! Woo! I am awesome <3. Go get a klenix and get the burning sensation out of your nose. Lol. Oh, and, I must make a new character. Both for falling‘s sake and to further my own fun for torturing Kyrasael. Aren‘t I just peachy? XD))

Kyrasael softly nuzzled his head to her paw when she wiped away his tears. “I want to stay… I really wish I could… But I couldn’t possibly if it meant the risk of you getting hurt.”

(Short, inno)