I never wanted to be better than my friends.
I just wanted to prove wrong the people in my head.
The ones who told me I'd be better of dead.
The ones who told me that I would never win.Parousia listened as Rai called out in help. He was too excited to even care. He was ready, Reaper was ready, Rain was ready. Everyone was ready to fight...until a returning call echoed back to them.
"G** D*** it, not her again!" Reaper squealed in anger recognizing Vela's voice. "I thought we were rid of her."
So she was calling for back-up, well two could play that game, Parousia thought and let out a sharp whinny into the air. Calling everyone in his family. His sons, his daughters, his mares, anyone willing to fight for them.
I thought if I suceeded, I'd be happy and they'd go away
but first ting every morning, I'd still wake up and I'd hear them say:
"You're fat, ugly and stupid; you should really be ashamed. No one will ever like you, you're not good at anything"
sometimes I'd rise to the challenge
but other times I'd feel so bad that I could not get out of bed.
~ The Competition, Kimya Dawson
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It's raining and the stars
are falling from the sky
and the wind, and the wind
I know it's cold.Athena was grazing with Sum when she heard her father's call. She knew something was up and nuzzled her stallion for a moment. "I'll be back love, I need to assist my father. Something's wrong and I'm worried. Don't worry, I'll be back soon" she said and thundered off towards Parousia. She whinnied clearly to him and to her brother, hoping whatever it was wasn't too serious.
I've been waiting for the day
I wil surely die
and it's here, and it's here for I've been told
that I'll die before I'm old
and the wind I know it's cold
~ Shalott, Emilie Autumn
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Something getting in the way,
something's just about to break
I will try to find my place
in the diary of JaneDevarian was grazing with Echo when hea heard his father's and sister's call. He knew something was on the rise and he nuzzled Echo. "I'll be back in a moment. I'm just going to help my father. I'll be back. Take care." He said and turned towards the watering hole. He cantered down and to his father's aid.
As I burn another page,
as I look the other way,
I still try and find my place
in the diary of Jane
so tell me how I should be
~ Diary of Jane, Breaking Benjamin