I would like to adopt!
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Name: Ayla
Species: Casmera Smili
Personality:
Ayla is young, but not as playful as most Smilis, her troubled childhood made her old beyond her years She does still love to play as if she’s making up for her lack of playing during cub-hood. She grew up thinking she was an invisible, worthless cub, and therefore has little self-worth. She is shy, often hides away from the others, and pleasant, loving to just sit and talk for hours. Secluded and lonely, she never did learn to playfight when younger, and now even the hint of violence sends her into a panic. On the other hand, she can get angry very quickly. She’s quick to learn and quite fleet of foot, though, like most Smilis, cannot run very far. She loves girl-cubs but, apart from herself, has never really been around them much. She doesn’t talk much, preferring to stay the quiet one in the corner, but wished that others wouldn’t tease her and the other Smilis who are slightly different.
They are excluded from everything but the boring jobs, and Ayla wishes she could be one of the hunters.
All you have to be is good at hunting.
And in Ayla’s case, she hunts very well.
Likes: The joy of the hunt, the adrenaline rush makes her happy, her best friend Deegie, sunlight, the desert/plains where she used to live, it was always calm, trees, hunting, eating, owls, other ‘different’ Smilis, peace and calmness, being free.
Dislikes: Cannot stand violence to other Smilis and fighting, it terrifies her and reminds her of the loss of Rush. She doesn’t like male cubs, they remind her of Dalan, hates water in any forms, dislike the forest, it’s too dark and crowded, hates the whole teasing thing about her markings. Doesn’t approve of fighting amongst yourselves, thinks it silly. Really hates Dalan, and quails.
Background:
I am lost… Alone… but I am always lost and alone, always living in the dark, though my home is in the sun. Always wandering, always bound.
But one day I will be free. One day.
I am Ayla. Who will accept me?Ayla’s mother and father were Casmera Smili, living deep in the forest of the Philippines.
Her mother was a beautiful but cruel blue-black Smili called Deep, and her father, a kind deep brown called Swamp.
Deep was pregnant and living in a roughly made burrow in a dried up riverbed when the floods came. It had been a period of drought and famine, and suddenly it burst.
The river began to fill again and swept Deep from her burrow, away on the roiling tide of murky water. As she was swept away she saw Swamp returning from his hunt.
The male screamed for his mate and plunged in after her, but he couldn’t swim any more than she could, and he disappeared under. Fitting, in a way, that the water that had taken his mate should also take his life.
Deep herself was desperately struggling to escape the current, her heavy fur weighing her down and dragging her under. She roared in frustration and tried once more to get free, but to no avail. She fell unconscious and was dragged downriver with the tide.
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Deep’s body was carried downstream by the strong river current, and eventually washed onto the shores of a place very unlike home. She lay still on the sandy bank, then suddenly, miraculously, her eyes flickered open and she coughed, emptying her lungs of the dirty water. Looking around in horror, and wonder, Deep got to her feet.
She had been incredibly lucky to survive the floods, but now she was really stuck.
Somehow she had been washed up onto the shores of… A desert?
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2 weeks passed, and Deep had pretty much adapted to hunting on the area of land she thought of as a desert, but was more like the plains. She hunted at night, as her dark coat was not suited to the harsh heat of the plains during the day.
She grieved for her mate, though his body did not wash up on the shore, and her sooty owl guardian, Colai, who had not been there when the floods came, and was therefore unable to follow her lifelong friend.
She lived simply, and over time she became less cold and cruel, and longed for someone to interact with, so when her time came, she was ready.
It was a difficult birth, but a worthwhile one, and Deep was soon the proud mother of two young cubs, a male and a female.
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When the cubs were 6 weeks old, as they began to walk, they began to get their true colouring, and markings, and by 8 weeks their pelt colours and markings had fully developed. Deep noticed that, far from the blacks/browns/blues associated with their sub-species, both cubs had inherited their colouring from their new surroundings.
She doted on the male; a handsome cream Smili with tan markings like leopard spots on his lower legs, and a mask shaped like a clover framing his electric blue eyes, and named him Dalan, but when it came to the younger cub, the little female, Deep was horrified.
Sure; the young cub was an amazing beautiful and unusual shade of pale yellow, with white coloured paws, underbelly and areas of her tail and muzzle, but the area around the cub’s startlingly greeny-yellow eyes was nearly blank, apart from some beautiful yellow flower markings coming from the outer corners of her eyes.
Deep despaired over the plain markings of the cub she’d named Ayla, knowing that sit was easier to be unique, be really different, and that she would have a hard life, and possibly not find a mate, so focused her attentions on Dalan, Ayla upset her too much.
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Growing up as the ‘invisible’ cub in the family was hard on Ayla, who was very friendly and curious, but after several cases of her mother ignoring her in favour of Dalan, not only did Ayla begin to teach herself to be invisible, stay out of the way and bother no-one, but she also began to dislike Dalan, and indeed, Deep.
The favouritism continued throughout her cubhood, and slowly Ayla became more and more secluded and lonely. Her bubbly, friendly personality was longing to be let out from behind the façade that was her hard and cold ‘invisible’ cub personality, but there were no other Smili around, which was probably a good thing as Ayla would have been a bully magnet for other cubs.
One day, Dalan came back to the den with a friend, a small but colourful quail which had ‘chosen’ him. Dalan named it Cal, and it was his constant companion. Deep allowed the friendship, recognising the signs and realising that the small quail was her precious son’s guardian.
Still no bird chose Ayla.
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When the cubs were 6 years old, Deep began to encourage them to leave her den and go their own way, eventually throwing them out and leaving them to hunt for themselves.
Caring was not her strong point.
Ayla, who loved hunting, went out hunting immediately, and hadn’t gone far when she saw a small, peculiar sand-coloured bird sitting on the ground, apparently asleep.
She pounced at it, snarling, but the bird, a young elf owl, vanished from between her paws!
Startled, the young Smili leapt back, yowling in surprise and frustration, and looked at the ground, wondering where the small fluffy bird had gone. It soon became apparent that the elf owl had hidden in a hole.
Ayla thought about staking it out, but soon became bored and walked off to lay in the shade, where she closed her eyes.
The sand coloured elf owl flew over and sat on her back, and she flicked her long tail at it, but it didn’t fly off. Opening her eyes and turning her head to look at the confused looking owl, she stared at it.
The bird’s eyes met hers, and she knew she was ‘chosen.’
After returning to her hastily made den with the small bird, whom she had decided to call Deegie, fluttering beside her, and stared up at the skies, wondering…
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4 years later, Ayla was fully grown, as was Deegie, and wanting to see more of the world.
She’d never met any, non-family, Smilis, and was very excited at the prospect of finding a mate.
And so, on the anniversary of the day her father was lost to the river, 6 weeks before her 11th birthday, Ayla went and saw Dalan and Deep [and Cal] for the last time, then the pale-marked Smili and the sand-coloured elf owl set out to return to the forest.
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The Current story:Ayla plodded through the thick mud, wondering if she’d ever reach this ‘forest’ place she was looking for. Just ahead, Deegie was flying occasionally hooting back to Ayla,
“Just a little bit further!”
You’ve been saying that for 3 hours. Ayla thought, rolling her eyes.
This better be close, I hate mud.Finally, Deegie was right, it was just ahead, and Ayla and her companion raced into the trees, so relieved to finally be out of the sun that they didn’t see the tall dark brown Smili ahead until they crashed into him.
The male snarled and knocked Ayla to the ground, holding her down with one paw.
“What are you doing here, jungle scum?”
Ayla shrieked out in fear and twisted desperately, trying to escape. Jungle? He thought she was Jungle? It must be her eyes, the green-yellow eyes of a Jungle Smili.
No! No! I’m not Jungle! Please don’t hurt me, I’m not Jungle, I’m Casmera, my mother, Deep, she was Casmera!!”
She screamed, petrified with fear, she had never been in a predicament like this before.
The male recoiled as if struck. “Deep?” He choked, looking at her curiously, but he obviously didn’t believe her. “Right then Casmera, where’s your friend?”
“Over there…” Ayla sobbed. “Deegie, come out, please Deegie.”
A furious Deegie shot out of the tree and attacked the male Smili, shrieking in her shrill language. “How dare you? HOW DARE YOU?!” The angry owl screeched.
The male ducked and covered his head with his paws, releasing Ayla, who scrambled to her feet, and gestured for Deegie to follow.
“Okay, okay Daughter of Deep, I believe you, call your bird off!” The male said, looking up as the bird sped off.
Ayla was gone.
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She had leapt into the trees, swinging and running along branched, almost paralysed with fear, but unable to stop running. She couldn’t see Deegie, where was she? Was she okay?
Finally she collapsed, falling to the ground from a low tree, completely exhausted and still shaking.
Deegie flew hard and fast, but the male kept her in sight somehow, puffing and panting as he jogged after the swift bird. He was not made for running. He decided, and turned back, just metres from where Ayla was sleeping.
The little bird had known she was being followed, but thought nothing of it, she knew the male would turn back. No, it was Ayla she worried for, having not grown up with other Smili, Ayla never did play-fight, and even the smallest hint of violence seemed to upset her greatly. The owl flew faster, determined to find Ayla, and nearly overshot the place she was sleeping, but flared her wings and settled down beside her.
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The meeting with the Smili had shocked Ayla and left her very nervous, but she still wanted to continue on, so her and Deegie slipped further into the forest.
There were several more meetings like the one with the male Smili, but Deegie always attacked the other Smili, giving Ayla time to escape. It was making Ayla very twitchy, almost paranoid, she felt like she was being watched constantly, but, as they say, every paranoid is right at least once in their life.
She felt it when walking through the forest, slipping between trees silently, like an orange ghost, a very strong feeling she was being watched, and she instantly looked up at Deegie to make sure she was still hovering overhead, then around.
Standing, almost hidden in the shadows of the trees, was the brown male.
Ayla froze, one paw off the ground, though she knew he’d seen her.
“You know you’re pretty conspicuous with that lovely coat of yours.” He smiled, approaching. Ayla hissed and crouched, glaring venomously at him.
He stopped. “Sorry, I guess I should explain. I needed to follow you, because you said you’re Deep’s daughter, but you don’t look anything like her because Deep is-“
Ayla cut him off. “Blue-black, I know. How do you know my mother?”
“I don’t.” The brown male sighed. “But I know your father.”
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“My father?” Ayla hissed, certain the stranger was lying now. “He’s dead. Drowned.”
“No, Deep was the one who drowned.” He frowned.
Ayla rolled her eyes. “What am I, a ghost?”
“But I assumed… I thought you were from a previous litter!”
“Do I look older than 14?”
“No but… How?”
“Take me to my father and I’ll tell you.”
“Fine.” The male sighed. “By the way, my name is Bulrushes, but everyone calls me Rush. May I inquire after your name? And do you have any siblings?”
“Ayla.” Ayla parted with the piece of information unwillingly. “And my brother’s name is Dalan.”
“Ayla… Pretty name for a pretty female.” Rush smiled. “And who’s your friend, and has your brother been ‘chosen’ yet?”
Full of questions, isn’t he. Ayla thought, with a mental eye-roll. “The owl is Deegie, but you already knew that, and yes, my brother has been chosen, by a Gambel’s quail called Cal.” She replied. “Can we move now?”
“A quail?” Rush sounded amused, but he led the way down a faint path of falttened grass, to a large area outside a cave, full of Smilis.
“hey Rush!” Several cubs called. “Who’s the weirdo?”
“Boys!!!” Rush yelled, sounding horrorstruck. “Where are your manners?”
“Manners don’t apply when talking to Pale-Faces, they aren’t even proper Smilis!”
Ayla turned her head to the side to hide the fact that she was crying, what the cubs had said had really stung. Rush pulled her on hastily, towards the cave, but muttered in her ear. “I’m sorry about that, I don’t know what’s got into them.”
“I do.” Ayla said bitterly, “They’re boys.”
“Hey, there’s nothing wrong with boys!” Rush laughed.
Ayla said nothing, and Rush skipped the subject.
“Here we are.” He announced grandly, before peering inside the massive cave Ayla had seen as they entered the clearing. “Swamp? There’s someone to see you!”
“Enter.” A tired voice called, and as the two walked in, Ayla saw her father for the first time, an old-looking dark brown who was lying on a slab of stone at the back of the cave.
“Hello Rush, who’s this? He frowned, looking very similar to Bulrushes.
“This is Ayla.” Rush stuttered, looking frightened, or maybe embarrassed, or maybe both. “She’s Deep’s daughter.”
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“Rubbish!” The old Smili snorted. “Deep’s dead! She drowned.”
“So did you.” Ayla muttered, scared.
“No, Deep was swept downstream, my friend fished me out.” Swamp snorted, gesturing to a sea eagle sitting beside him.
No wonder Rush had scoffed at the quail.
“And anyway, one as noble as Deep would not have given birth to a pale-face.”
Ayla gasped at her father’s words, then turned and ran, sobbing, from the cave.
“See Rush?” Swamp said, looking pleased with himself. “I soon found [b[her[/b] out. Deep’s daughter indeed, she’s obviously a Pale-face Jungle Smili who wants attention.”
Rush was fuming.“You STUPID idiot!” He roared, storming out of the cave and expecting that Ayla was long gone. Instead, he heard a quiet scared voice. “Rush?”
He gasped as he saw several angry looking warriors approaching Ayla, who was backing into a large boulder. “No!” He yelled, running towards them, but the head warrior just smiled. “Don’t worry Rush, it’s just some pale-faced Jungle scum.”
Ayla whimpered, she looked absolutely petrified.
As the warrior lunged, Rush threw himself between the warrior and Ayla.
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“RUSH!!!!!” Ayla screamed, as Rush fell to the ground, “RUSH! Oh please, NO!” She crouched next to him, crying. “Rush, please be okay! I’ll help you, I promise!”
Deegie pulled at her mane. “Ayla, you can’t help him now.”
Ayla didn’t want to leave, but the warriors were beginning to get over their horror, and she had to run, and so, still crying, Ayla fled from a place that could have been home, and the body of the one she had began to love.
Would she ever find home?