S13: Khalida - Does your lion work well with others? Can they cooperate or are they bossy/conflicting towards others? Are they a lone wolf? What sort of personalities can they work the best with? Or clash the most with theirs? - 1 point
Well, Khalida can take instruction if absolutely necessary. But only if she respects or at the very least doesn't hate the lion in charge. If it's someone she can't stand, forget it. She tends to be prickly so that doesn't help her get along well with others in general, but to be fair her pride haven't tried overly hard to get along well with her either.
But if you ask her she'd most likely tell you she would rather work alone than with another lion or a group.
If she does have to work with another lion she tends to work best with lions who are quiet, no nonsense, and willing to just go about the task with no excess chatter or trying to be social. When she is working Khalida is there to get the job done as quickly and efficiently as possible and doesn't appreciate anyone not taking it seriously or goofing off and prolonging the time it takes to finish.
But even with someone who she can get along with well enough, most times she'd still rather work alone if possible. And she definitely does not work too well with young lions or cubs. She simply has no patience for their immaturity or constant need to be told exactly what to do and how to do it, sometimes several times over. It will drive her insane and she is bound to lose her temper with them before long. Of course, older lions who act as if they know everything just because of their age is no better and she has an equally short amount of patience for that.
(270/250)
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S14 - Khalida: 338/250 words - 1 point
"You are confined to the den." The king's harsh words echoed in Khalida's head as she ran back to her mother's den, bumping into a few attendants along the way but not stopping to hear their chiding.
When he finally reached her mother's chamber she was caught somewhere between hurt and angry. How dare her not let her join her siblings while they listened to the pride history! Why shouldn't she know it too?
With a growl she threw herself onto some of her mother's cushions, burying her face in them. He was so mean. He never had liked her. But why did he have to bother her for no reason?
She lifted her head, swiping a paw over her face. Her anger now overwhelming her she swiped up a cushion and tossed it as hard as she could. The young cub hadn't been aiming at all and the cushion hit a small box on her mother's dresser, knocking it to the chamber floor with a clinking sound.
Instantly feeling regret the cub stood and walked over, pushing the box a little with a paw. The lid had cracked and the contents spilled out.
Just as she was about to see if any of it was broken her mother walked into the chamber and Khalida spun around. "I..I'm sorry, I didn't mean to," she said, her voice coming out half sob.
"Shh, come here." Her mother held out a paw and Khalida ran over and pressed her face into her mother's chest.
"I was so mad," she said into her mother's fur.
"I know love. I know you didn't mean to do it."
Khalida felt twinge of guilt. "I know it was your favorite."
"It was special. But you didn't do it on purpose. And right now I'm worried about you, not that box. Are you okay?"
Khalida was so relieved that her mother wasn't angry she just shook her head. "I'm okay. I'll help you fix it."
"Thank you dear." Her mother hugged her gently. "Love you."
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S17: Khalida - Explain your lion’s biggest insecurity and how they try to cope with it. - 1 Point
As a cub/adolescent, Khalida's biggest insecurity was always her appearance, more specifically her wings. As a cub they were odd growths that everyone thought were some ill omen or curse, then as she got older an attendant was instructed to bind the growths as the got bigger and Khalida wasn't allowed to take off the binding no matter what. For her own good, they said.
the fact that her father refused to acknowledge her and even encouraged the pride to treat her badly didn't help matters, leaving her nothing to protect herself with except her own wit and strength.
She did try not to let it bother her, but the taunting and jeers of other cubs, and even some adults, got under her skin as a cub and as she got older angered her.
As she became an adult and discovered what her wings were her insecurity faded, but as a cub it made her stick to the shadows sometimes and hide away, unwilling to face the cruelty of other cubs and be made to feel as if she were less than them because of the lumps by her shoulders.
Distancing herself from everyone and feigning indifference were her best coping methods, even if they weren't always the best thing for her. A prickly attitude and harsh tongue also helped, or at least she thought it helped.
In the end it's hard to say if her coping methods really did help, or only made things worse. Either way she did get over the insecurity, developing a new confidence. She never lost the sharp side of her personality but no longer felt it necessary to use it to hide insecurity or fear.
(281/250)
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S21: Khalida - What is your lion’s opinion on destiny? Do they believe fate always has a plan or do they write it off as silly? Do they think themselves in control of everything or accept things that are out of their paws? - 1 point
Khalida isn't one to believe in fantasy, but she can't say she completely dismisses the idea of destiny. But unlike some lions she doesn't believe destiny leads to an inevitable happy end, instead believing it can be both a giving and a harsh thing.
She believes destiny and fate are a possibility, but also believes that the strong willed can change such things if they truly want to.
A long time ago she learned she had to take control of her own life and since then has refused to let others determine what she can and cannot do.
The idea of things being completely out of her control is unacceptable to her. She finds it hard enough to accept that the lives of those she loves aren't something she can always protect and keep safe. But whether she realizes it or not she feels that she makes up for that in some small way by taking charge of her own life as thoroughly as she can.
When things that are important to her seem to be out of her control it frustrates her, in the case of her siblings and mother even scares her at times. But like with anything else, she doesn't let it show. She believes that showing fear and worrying over what fate might have in store only increase the likelihood that things will become out of paw and go in a direction other than the one you prefer.
Sometimes she thinks lions who believe in destiny and fate just don't have enough courage to try to change things, believing nothing they do will make a difference, or perhaps using that as an excuse. And that is something she doesn't want for herself and dislikes seeing in others.
(291/250)
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S22: Khalida -
What was your lion’s biggest educator growing up? Other pride members, trial and error, their own failures? What motivated them to change and grow? Were they driven by their own ego or by what others thought of them, or their own desire to learn and get better?- 1 point
As far as other lions, Khalida's mother and the old guard, Bucephalas, were her biggest educators. Her mother saw to it she knew everything a princess needed to know, and some of the things that others didn't believe a princess did need to know.
Meanwhile the retired guard Bucephalas taught her how to fight as well as any member of the king's Guard and how to be disciplined. She appreciates all the lessons the old guard taught her, both physical and mental.
And she will always be grateful her mother saw to it that she understood the finer points of being royalty, even if she doesn't necessarily appreciate having to execute them.
What drove her to better herself began with anger and determination. Her father's unfairness toward her early on angered her and made her want to prove to him that she was everything he never believed she was. It wasn't a matter of pleasing him or making him proud, but rather proving herself better than what he had always told her she was. And maybe a small part of her wanted to prove herself better than him too.
As she became an adult she just wanted everyone to see that she was more than what they had made her to be and she is determined to make them all see it, even if they don't want to.
Her failures or hardships have only made her all the more determined and at this point it seems like nothing can tear her down or dissuade her. In their attempts to make her weak, her father and the pride members who follow his example in their treatment of her only made certain she would rise to become more. And they don't even fully realize it yet.
(294/250)
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S23: Khalida - 329/250 words - 1 point
"Aren't they beautiful?" Nthanda breathed.
"What?" Khalida asked.
"The stars of course silly."
"Uh, stars? What's so nice about those?"
"Well, they're so...bright. And pretty. No matter where you are you can see them and they light up even the darkest night. It's just...I don't know. Nice."
"I mean, I guess." Khalida shrugged, looking up at the starry sky.
"What do you think of them? " Her sister asked.
"I guess they're...nice. I mean they make it hard to sneak when they glow so bright."
"Hard to sneak?"
"Yes. They're alright. If you like them. I don't think they're too special though."
"Mother says some lions believe they are the dead watching over us. Or night spirits."
"Sounds like a bunch of nonsense to me," Khalida said.
"Don't you think it's even nice to imagine them being something special?"
Khaida shrugged. "They're just there. I don't need them to be special. But if you like them go ahead and do that. If it makes you happy."
"It does make me happy. I just wondered what you thought."
"I don't see the use in wondering. It's not as if it changes anything anyway. And there are no ancestors I want to know are watching me so I won't take comfort in it if that's what they are. If they are nothing more than lights it's fine by me. Sometimes I prefer cloudy nights when they are hidden anyway. Seeing them brings me no comfort like it does to some. There best use is telling what direction you are going in, I think."
"Well, that is practical."
"Yes I suppose so. Only romantics and dreamers see things in the stars."
"Is that what you think I am? A romantic or a dreamer?"
Khalida was quiet a moment then said, "I think you're an optimist sometimes. I just hope that won't end up being bad."
"Well, we'll see."
"I'm sure we will," her sister said softly, looking up at the stars again.
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S24 - Khalida - What kind of sleeper is your lion? What position do they sleep in? How do they usually wake up? Are they a heavy or light sleeper? When do they usually sleep? - 264/250 word minimum - 1 point
Khalida is definitely a light sleeper. She is always trying to be as alert as possible when awake and that doesn't easily go away when she goes to sleep. The slightest unusual noise or disturbance can usually wake her, but she sleeps fine through the usual night sounds of birds or her pridemates moving about in their sleep.
Most times she sleeps curled up, almost as if protecting herself from some unseen threat. She also sleeps facing the entrance to her den, never with her back to it.
It isn't uncommon for her to be tense or rigid as she sleeps, but of course usually no lion gets to see her sleeping so very few actually know this. The reason for it might be her always being so aware of her surroundings. Or it might be the dreams, or even nightmares, that interrupt her sleep.
Khalida tends to wake up early and not waste time lounging about before beginning her day. She has plenty to do and thinks oversleeping is a waste of time. When she wakes she is calm and quiet about it, liking to slip out silently without disturbing anyone so she can go about her day without being pestered or followed.
She goes to sleep at night, often later than the majority of her pridemates, and gets up as early as she can manage, usually before sunrise. She's never been one to take naps and tends to stick to her usual sleeping schedule with little to no variation day by day.
To her sleep is a necessity and not a luxury.
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