Nthanda took a deep breath as she looked at her reflection, or what she could see of it, in the glass shard she was using as a temporary mirror.
Her latest suitor had barely left before she'd received the news that her father was arranging another potential marriage for her, this one to some foreign king she'd never set eyes on.
It didn't surprise her, but she had hoped to be given a little time to at least prepare for the idea. This latest suitor had been quite persistent but she'd seen enough flaws in him that she couldn't bring herself to consider him seriously.
Of course now that meant she had to be agreeable to the next one, or else her father would not be pleased. And while she could stand to displease him, she didn't want to cause more problems for her siblings and mother either. They worried over her she knew and her father had a tendency to blame her mother or sister when she did something he didn't like. And that never went well for anyone.
So now she found herself thinking over what she'd have to do before traveling with her father to meet the king he had chosen to marry her to. Seeing as her father had chosen him she didn't hold out much hope he'd be anything like what she might want. But after all the hardship she'd endured here in her father's pride, perhaps this was her chance to get away from that and even be happy.
She had to believe she'd get her chance at some point. There was a light at the end of every tunnel after all, so maybe this would be the case for her. And really she wasn't asking for much, just a safe home and a lion who was at least considerate of her, kind when he could be, and loyal. All things she'd never seen in her father so could only hope she might find in whoever she married.
With that thought in mind she left the den to go find her mother and tell her of her father's plans. She doubted the older lioness would be happy about it, but she'd try to reassure her. She was doing this for her family after all so the last thing she wanted was to leave them worrying that she was unhappy or scared.
Besides, she doubted anyone could hurt her much more than she had already been hurt.
Her latest suitor had barely left before she'd received the news that her father was arranging another potential marriage for her, this one to some foreign king she'd never set eyes on.
It didn't surprise her, but she had hoped to be given a little time to at least prepare for the idea. This latest suitor had been quite persistent but she'd seen enough flaws in him that she couldn't bring herself to consider him seriously.
Of course now that meant she had to be agreeable to the next one, or else her father would not be pleased. And while she could stand to displease him, she didn't want to cause more problems for her siblings and mother either. They worried over her she knew and her father had a tendency to blame her mother or sister when she did something he didn't like. And that never went well for anyone.
So now she found herself thinking over what she'd have to do before traveling with her father to meet the king he had chosen to marry her to. Seeing as her father had chosen him she didn't hold out much hope he'd be anything like what she might want. But after all the hardship she'd endured here in her father's pride, perhaps this was her chance to get away from that and even be happy.
She had to believe she'd get her chance at some point. There was a light at the end of every tunnel after all, so maybe this would be the case for her. And really she wasn't asking for much, just a safe home and a lion who was at least considerate of her, kind when he could be, and loyal. All things she'd never seen in her father so could only hope she might find in whoever she married.
With that thought in mind she left the den to go find her mother and tell her of her father's plans. She doubted the older lioness would be happy about it, but she'd try to reassure her. She was doing this for her family after all so the last thing she wanted was to leave them worrying that she was unhappy or scared.
Besides, she doubted anyone could hurt her much more than she had already been hurt.