Word count~ 2569 words Please pardon any spelling mistakes.. it's 2 a.m. ;.; don't care can't sleep. Also sorry if this isnt a pretty forum, I did work really hard on it though ^^
Basic StatisticsFull Name: Toffee
Toffee, a unusual but sweet name. Toffee is a English candy that is a beautiful caramel color and taste absolutely splendid! This name is my terms would mean most likely sweet, and tough just like the candy itself.
Nickname: N/A
How Did they get it?:
How did this beautiful creature got it? It's mother and father had seen the beautiful pup when born and the first thing that popped in the mothers head was..Toffee.
Age: 3 years
Date of Birth: 12/9/2015
Zodiac: Aquarius
Species: Paint tail Wolf
Gender: Female
Sexual Orientation: Demi-Pansexual
When did they realize this?: Toffee realized she was pansexual when she realized that she was attracted to all genders, sexuality, and personality.
AbilitiesIf they had an element, what would it be?: If Toffee had an element I believe it would be fire. The reason why i choose fire is because when looking at Toffee she gives a wonderful warm vibe.. you can;t explain the feeling but it's the peaceful feeling of sitting next to a crackling fire and the faint smell of fresh pine tickling your nose.
What animal best represents them?: To be honest she may be a wolf, but I have this timid shy nature coming off of her. I believe it would be either a rabbit or a doe.
Physical strength: Toffee is a female, she is not one to really fight but is also one to fight when necessary. She doesn't have excellent strength, but it's enough to defend herself.
Speed: Toffee majors in speed. Agility and swiftness was her type of thing as she loved to outsmart her opponents before throwing blows.
RelationshipsWho was their first crush?: Toffee is currently a single pringle ready to mingle, but she likes to take things slow and isn't one to rush. Other than that she hasn't really been attracted to anyone to much. Once again her attraction is to all genders, sexualities, and personalities.
First love?: N/A
FavoritesFavorite foods: Toffee loves coffee, not only does it rhyme with her name but she finds the taste spectacular and truly captivating.
Least favorite food: Toffee dislikes broccoli. She doesn't understand why, but she finds the taste quiet bland and with a hint of garbage.
Favorite colors: Toffee loves silver and gold.
Least favorite color: Toffee.. well she isn't a fan of pink.
Music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EB5KhdrUcd4 She loves the rhythm, she feels a part of it and she can't help but hum the tune as it goes.
Literature: Toffee feels a bit embarrassed, she absolutely loves the harry potter books.. she read them all but now is quite upset there are no more..
Smell: Toffee loves the smell of fresh balsam/pine. She can;t explain it, but she feels at peace and just feels like she could go prancing through the snowy forests.
Feeling: Toffee loves the feeling of leaves under her paws. They are so smooth and delicate..
Season: Toffee loves autumn and winter, and you won't see her deciding between the two of them because she equally loves both!
Place: Toffee loves the forests, mountains, nature in general.
Favorite Sayings: If you take the time to really look at simple things, you will come to realize how beautiful they are.
Physical CharacteristicsBody build: Toffee has neither a husky nor skinny body, she tries to stay balanced between.
Eye Color: Beautiful gold caramel brown.. They captivate you and give you a feeling of serenity. They give off a very nice warm glow as well which you can't help but sigh or hum in happiness.
Scent: Toffee has a mix of fresh balsam, which makes your spine tingle.. in a good way.
Voice:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KUpKXUSpfM ~ Alice Fredenham XD
Style: Elegant
Intellectual/Mental/Personality Attributes and AttitudesWhat would embarrass your character the most?: What would embarrass Toffee the most is humiliation or 'stupidity' in general, including injuries. She hates feeling stupid or being made fun of and it makes her ache all over.. The feeling is almost like a shot of adrenaline and fear mixing together as as some say the world is crashing down in front of you. She can't stand it..
How does your character feel about love: Toffee loves love, she watches a bit to much of romantic films and she loves the old timey romance movies. She is very enthusiastic about it, and has lots of love to give.
How does your character show affection/love?: Toffee shows love and affection with cuddling, doing helpful/nice things for their partner.
How does your character handle grief?: Toffee doesn't handle grief well.
What are they like when they cry?: The first thing they do is literally shut down, shut everyone out.. even herself.
What can make them cry?: Break ups, death, injuries, heartbreak, the usual stuff.
How does your character handle physical pain?: Toffee can handle physical pain pretty well. The only thing with her is that she doesn't really like telling anyone she is injured or in pain, she gets to embarrassed.
Emotional pain?: Not well, lets just say that. She has suffered many tragic things in her life, but she is a fighter. She hates emotional pain, but will tolerate it.
Is your character typically a leader or a follower?: Follower, she has never been the leader type. Sometimes people say followers are bad news, but she knows there are some who like the idea if being a leader. They think it's fun to have a high rank and be the boss, but she is willing to admit she is a follower and she can't see herself making a very good leader.
Are they 'big picture' or 'little details'?: Little details, she isn't a big person on the big picture "Oh I wanna be a millionaire or be the president" she also likes to take things slow in life because she wants to savor and relish every little detail given to her.
What kind of energy level does your character typically display?: Toffee is quite energetic, I wouldn't say hyper because that is a word very str0ong just like hate. She has energy to do daily everyday activities and more. She isn't overly energetic and nor is she lazy and exhausted, because that comes mostly around towards 10:00 p.m.
Describe their sense of humor: Toffee has a humor similar to my own. It's a strange humor that switches around from time to time. It all depends on how well she knows the group, she observes their personalities, observes their own type of humor, and adapts to it and it can switch from goofy, random, dark, and just the usual humor. She chooses to adapt her personalities through others because she is sometimes afraid they won't like her.
Emotional CharacteristicsWhat does your character want out of life?: Toffee is still unaware of what she wants out of life. She knows sometimes life can be selfish, hateful, and unfair and that sometimes scares her as she is somewhat fragile and will often quake a bit, but she knows it is something just like darkness she can't runaway from. So far all she can say about what she wants out of life is she wants to be loved, she hates loneliness and it's such a awful feeling. Her deepest darkest fear is not being loved, or not being liked is at that. She is afraid she will stick out or be the weird kid, it hurts her and she doesn't want that. She knows what bullying is like and how it feels to be hurt mentally and physically. She dislikes it greatly and she wants to be accepted by her peers. She believes everyone is different and that is what makes them.. well themselves. It creates their identity. She iss till yet to find her true identity, and is still finding more about herself.
What would your character like to change in his/her life?: So far nothing.
What motivates your character?: Music, she can't help but get goosebumps and her tails sways as her spine crawls and she just wants to sing! Have you ever just listened to a good song, and just want to do something helpful or good. For example around Halloween I was listening to ghost busters theme song and found myself vaccuming, cleaning the kitchen, couch, everything like that and I just felt so motivated and happy. It truly brightens your day. Quotes, quotes also help deeply because some quotes can be very motivational and give her power of being beautiful, happy, feel good about herself which she somtimes doesn't always feel so kindly or nicely of herself.
What frightens your character?: Death, darkness, demons, eternal loneliness, being unlikable/unlovable, hatred, fear itself.
Are they afraid of the Dark?: Yes, it seems like a childish phobia but in reality it is nearly one of the most common phobia among adults and children. She can't explain the feeling she obtains when she is in the dark.. she hate's to even close her eyes for a long period of time because she loves the light. The light gives her warmth and happiness in her day.. The darkness only brings what it is called.. darkness. A fearful panic attack sometimes hits her and she can't help but freeze up or want to run from it, but she has learned there is no way to run from darkness. It's always there.. and yet she has to tolerate it.
Death?: yes, very. Death is such a scary terrifying thought for her and she can't help but already tense up and shiver just from the thought. The thought of her life one day having to come to and end or someone's come to and end. She is aware that someones passes everyday and it's something not many think about, but it is truly a scary thought that she takes quiet seriously.
Additional Notes on This Character: N/A
Theme Song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EB5KhdrUcd4 This song makes me think of this beauty because, she seeimgly is like a fragile bird that only wanted to fly away, but her emotions hold her back and throw her back down to the wire. A bird with clipped wings that cannot fly, but someone can release her and let her be free. It's so strange how I put this, but it's truly how I see this character. Sometime sher emotions hold her back..
Why do you deserve this Paint?: To be honest I think anyone is worthy of such a magnificent creation. I can't explain it, but when I saw this beautiful caramel themed sweetheart I just kind of felt deeply and emotionally attached to her/him. That doesn't mean I will turn into a raging monster if someone else wins this beauty, but simply more like a pleasurable sadness, because I will at least know she will be owned by someone who could show just as much affection and attention to this character. I am well aware it is a digital drawing, nothing real but sometimes when I write this stuff I get a bit emotional because it feels almost like this beautiful creature is alive.. Either way whether I win or not I truly did have many pleasures writing this even if it is super late. I can't help but see myself in the creation. When I see her my heart races and I can;t help but want to strive to claim her.. it's like a impulse I cannot control. It's embarrassing because I feel like I am not good enough to win this beauty, I see my competition and my heart drops as I see that it is quiet clear I will not be the one to develop her as a character. Though I look at myself as my hands become sweaty with my slight anxiety that I am not good enough. I hate that I do this to myself, as I am a very competitive person.. I force myself yet and throw myself back onto my computer. It's like my mind is attached to her, my heart is as well and it sounds so strange and weird, but the connection I feel is beautiful with this character. The fur seemingly so silky smooth, the hair so soft and neat yet wild and creative.. showing almost like she isn't afraid to be herself, it makes my heart just jump when I see her and all I want to do is reach in and hug this creation. The artist did fantastic on creating a sense of attachment and emotion to this beautiful creation and all I can do is long to claim her, but I know there will be competition. I was not very smart with my post as I see now, I know that I wasn't good enough and need to strive for better.
I took the time out of my day, not that I was doing much anyways, but the uneasiness of loosing this beautiful character hurts me as the strings of my heart are pulled and I sit here practically having a panic attack. It sounds strange, but the emotion I feel is great and I don't know how to stop myself from pouring out how I feel for this creation. This isn't disgusting or weird, but I just feel like this creation is a piece of me. I understand if someone claims her, but I wouldn't be able to stop myself from becoming quiet upset about it. I will gladly stand by and congratulate whoever wins her, for I still had many luxuries writing this. Every moment my hand aches I don't care, this isn't labor.. Typing paragraphs isn't labor! Pathetic for me to think so, but I do not care and I simply just want to strive to be the best.. impress you.. impress you. It seems selfish, but I can't stop myself from the impulse to claim her. I don't have much time, tomorrow is the deadline, but I promise to redo everything I have written and create something more out of it. I have pondered this moment at night, I couldn't sleep because this is all I could think of.. "What if someone else is..
better.. I feel as if my heart strings are being torn apart, but it is something I have lived with for so long. I am not begging, my devotion and application towards this beauty will not be crappy as I beg for you to accept me as her new owner, no. I will make sure I am worthy of this creation. This all sounds so cheesy and I can't help but laugh at myself because.. well anyone would look at me and be like "All this for a simple colored line?" It's not a simple colored line.. it's much more. Much more than I ever thought, I have never felt so attached to such a thing but now I know how it is to be attached and literally want to do anything just to save it.. save it what am I saving I like to question myself? I am not saving anything, but instead I want something.. it sounds so selfish and I hate it, but it's truly want well.. what I want. I give you my oath to care for her if I do win, give her own page, art, and of course love her dearly. I will develop her more and more and of course share my undying love with this breed XD Ugh just wanna hug her. Thanks A TON for reading this I love how you put a lot of thought into her design. It's truly magnificent.
Character in all:
Art;; Completely embarrassed of this monster piece. I wish i could art better either way here is a very unfinished piece of Toffee, if I am to win her I will finish it but I am not gonna get to carried away XD
~Feb: 14 My B-day!~ 
