Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[city of angels;]

dear mom,

please hurry up with breakfast. I'm dying.

love,
your exhausted daughter

[Opalide]

dear friends
if you dont want to talk to me tell me to stuff off
dont sit there poking at wounds and using every excuse int he book to avoid me
it makes me feel useless and anxious like ive something wrong and its obvious its an excuse
please stop doing this to me

[kavv]

dear friend,

in the words of alex turner;;
I want to grab both your shoulders and shake, baby, snap out of it.

sincerely, a friend.

[city of angels;]

dear jenna,

You'll never read this. You'll never know I spent forever typing this out. But I'm writing in anyway, just out of hope, just out of the need to say something.

I screwed up. I've admitted that, you saw me admit it, you saw me learn from the mistakes I made. You and I both know, however, it wasn't just my fault the friendship splintered. Sure, a lot of it was, but you could have done some things differently as well. But I'm not here to point the blame. I'm here to express what I'm feeling.

I'm so torn between telling myself I'm over you and all I miss are our memories, and missing you like crazy. I think I miss you and our memories. But not the Jenna now. I miss the Jenna I knew in sixth and seventh and eighth grade, my best friend, my happy friend who loved the color pink and John and girly things and who didn't think she was crazy. I miss my best buddy who would role play all night with me, who would laugh at things that aren't even silly when reading books at school, who would pretend to be a wolf with me, who loved me and accepted me as my annoying self. Gosh, I miss that girl and I'm not sure where she went. I know that the world snatched her away. Heck, the world snatched me away for a while, too, but I came back. I wish you could come back.

Looking through all your old posts here on CS, it hurts. It hurts remembering times when we were so close, when we were close enough to be sisters. It hurts to remember times in your basement, laughing and playing Mario Kart. It hurts to see times when I knew who I was, before I flipped out on you guys. I hope you understand that it wasn't me who flipped out on you. It was some strange girl that I don't even know. I got rid of her now, and the regular me is back. If only you'd come back. I miss our times in band and playing Meep and making codewords. I'd give all the world just to go back to the moment before I destroyed it, just so I could change it.

I wonder if you remember things as much as I do. Do you wonder what would have been different had I not freaked out? Do you miss me? Do you think of our memories? Every time I read that little book you made me, I feel sick to my stomach. I betrayed you. I broke you. And a lot of times, I blame myself for who you've become. Maybe if I hadn't abandoned you, you wouldn't have felt so alone and so empty. Or maybe if it hadn't been for John, and if you'd stayed here and went to school with me. Maybe I could have saved you. But I didn't and I lost you and I'm very sorry. I miss you.

I miss us.

But I accept that I can't come back. I used my last grace and that's okay. You'll move on, I'll move on. Maybe you'll come out of the pit that you've put yourself in, I pray that you do. I pray you find new friends, better friends who love you like I did and still do. I pray that you learn to put me behind you, to forget our middle school years and to move on like they never happened. But I secretly pray that I'll also see you again some day, when a long enough time has gone by that our wounds have healed. I pray that when I see you again, it'll go back to the way it was before. Back before I lost myself. Back before I lost you.

I may move on, but I'm never forgetting you. I'll always remember my best friend, who made my middle school years the best years of my life so far. I'll always remember the times we shared, the laughs we had and the memories that we created. I won't forget you.

love,
your ex-best friend

[king.]

Dear mum,
HURRY UP I'M STARVING!!

Love, your hungry daughter.

[vendownton]

Dear cousin,
Stop coming to my house and stealing my food. I don't care if you have nothing left in your fridge and i live 2 houses down from yours. Its just wrong when you steal my cookies. I love those and you just eat them. Watch your homemade brownies my dear cousin, they will be gone by midnight. *evil laugh*

Your dear cousin,
美裎
(written in chinese so you know who you have been taking those cookies from!!)

[Jazz Never Dies]

Dear the mods of Chicken Smoothie,
I am so proud of you all, especially Tess and Nick. I'm glad to be playing a very successful game that's been around for six/seven years now. I've made many friends now, found support, and now over the summer visiting an Icelandic friend after our familes turn on our cameras on Skype and we trust each other. You have beautiful art, very kind staff, and a very fun and supportive community. I am very proud to say that I use this forum that has been around for years. It has inspired me to make my own adoptable site, and to make it as successful as possible. However you did it, I'm very glad that you have a crap ton of members, and how many active ones you have. I'm so happy you've made it another year. You all really did a good job, and I'm so glad that you're still successful. I plan to be here for years to continue, and to help support you all. If you have a money issue and need to shut down due to it, I will be happy to donate a lot of money so you don't have to. Anything you need, and I'll be here, I hope you all know that. I'm sure you've never had a message sent like this before, so I hope you all enjoy it. Again, I hope you're all proud. Thanks so much for making this site possible for me to play.

With great appreciation,
~Kiara A. S.

[apollo.]

Dear guy,
Well, we're not friends anymore, and we haven't talked since that night. Not even a "hey" but I know you used to love these things so I'll give it a shot. I don't really know if I'm doing this right, but bare with me I'm trying my hardest.
Tbh dude, you were probably the best friend I've ever had. You talked to me all the time, and made me feel like I had a home, a place, you made me feel better. You made my self esteem go up so much. When you said I was one of your best friends, I felt amazing, when you called me cute I pretty much had a heart attack. No, you weren't hitting on me or anything, just giving an honest opinion to boost my self esteem and convince me to get out of my comfort zone, and do what I wanted.

Tbh, you deserved much, much better than her. Even though she's my best friend I have no problem saying that. She broke your heart, and left you alone and broken. I'm sorry I wasn't enough to help you through that, you resorted to well, the lowest you've ever been. Through all your flaws, you were a great guy. I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me. I wish I could have told you that you changed my life and who I am. I wish I could have told you that you deserved better, and that I'm sorry I rejected your dance offer. I am truly and 100% sorry. I want to text you to tell you this, but I just can't. I don't think you're the same guy. I want to tell you in person, but the time is never right. I haven't talked to you since, and when I see you you're surrounded by others. You deserved better. I'm sorry. If you ever attempt to talk to me I will tell you. If I ever get an opportunity I will tell you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for her and for me.
Love, that girl

[..comet..]

Dear Hippo,
You're supposed to be one of my best friends, but all you do is make me feel like I'm worthless. You're rude and you make me feel stupid and clingy, but I'm not, I'm just trying to be nice. You ditched us for our New Years Eve party, and that was just weird and it shows that you don't care about us. Well, glad I know now. You're just flakey and you don't care about anyone except yourself, and I'm so tired of trying to get you to like me or at least show any interest in being around me. Thanks for nothing.
Signed, Stanford

[duckymomo412]

Dear my best friend Kelsey,
you literally mean so much to me. i really would be sad if you left because you are the only one i have left. i lost rachel, kaitlyn, and i have almost lost zach. but you made me better. i am sincerely grateful that you listen to me. i can not have you leave. i would not stand it. i am so amazed you have been my friend and decided to stay with me. i never no what to do, then we talk and we can figure it out. i can just think of one of our memories and be happy. no one compares to you. you were there for me when gabby and sierra hurt me and. you were the one who stood up for me. you were there when no one else was. there is literally no way i can repay you for what you have done for me. my life is complete with you.

no one else compares to you. you are not my friend anymore. you are not my best friend any more. you are like a sister to me that can understand me. i can talk to you and you actually listen. i feel happy when i am around you. you always make me feel happy and that is sometimes hard. i hope we will always be happy. i am glad i hgave you as my friend because you are someone who understands my feelings.

you are the peanut butter to my jelly. the shampoo to my conditioner. the gas to my car. the toothpaste to my toothbrush. the nachos to my cheese. (i know these were corny) my point about this was that you mean the world to me and i would be sad if we were not friends anymore.


i hope in this year we can hang out more and talk more. you are a great person i am lucky to know you. i hope i can still be your friend forever. i lierally love you like a sister. you are amazing and pretting and cool and funny and heartwarming and sentimental and nice and fun to be with. i need you to be my BFFEALADAIABAEAFE because i need you. dont leave.