Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[niico]

dear a,
i miss you, a lot.
it hurts that you don't text me.
it hurts that you're ignoring me.
please.
what did i do wrong?
did i hurt you?
i'm sorry.
forgive me.
is it because i cancelled plans?
i had to. i was busy.
it killed me when i couldn't come
i wanted to see you so bad
i yelled at my mom for not letting me go
please.
text me back.
text me first.
text me so i know that you still love me.
i need my baby back.. please.

with the most love,
anne.

[regular;]

dear -,
i can't stop thinking about friday night.
you made it so... unimaginable; i truly couldn't believe my eyes.
every time i look at that picture, my heart drops. when i see you my heart always drops, but sometimes there are different meanings to it. the sight of you with another girl makes my heart drop, in the most painful way possible. but when i remember friday and return to my camera roll, my heart drops because i remind myself how much i actually love you.
it's hard for me to write this because love just takes control of me and ughh i just don't even know.
i know i'm not your only crush, but i will take anything i can get. and i'm not giving up again.
- a <3

[Jack Harkness]

dear j,

you might see this and i hope you don't but, if you do, please don't
bring this up. i just need to get this off my chest.
we've been friends for not even a year yet but it feels like i've kno
wn you for so much longer. i was sure that i would never feel like
this towards another human. but, i was wrong. i've never felt love(?)
like this. sure, i've had crushes, but when i'm with you or when i hear
your name, i feel this little flutter in my chest and my cheeks get red.
we've been very open about ourselves to each other and you know more
about me than my own best friend who i've known for eight years. you're
so pretty to me, too. and that's a lot coming from me - because i never
call anything "pretty" or "beautiful" meaningfully.
when we had that sleepover at my grandparents' house, i was so over-
whelmed and scared for no reason at all. i also felt happy and bubbly.
we got impossibly closer during those two days, and we went as far as
slightly cuddling each other. ( i think? )
i'm sorry if i acted very distant towards the end of that sleepover. i didn't
want to seem needy or touchy because i usually do stupid stuff when i get
close to people. i'm surprised my ol' best friend hasn't had enough of me yet.
i feel like i'm actually in love. and i'm scared. almost my entire family are
evidently homophobic and would not be pleased to find out that i'm in a
relationship with another woman. i was questioned after the first time we
hung out together. a family member of mine came up to me and asked if i
was homosexual/bisexual/pansexual. i denied it, because i didn't want to
add another thing about me that my family could hate.
just a couple of days ago you sent me messages late at night. i don't know if
you were just joking around or actually being serious, but i couldn't help but
feel a glimmer of hope. do you really love me like i love you? are you just saying
those things because you wanted to joke around?
anyways. writing this was pointless.
i know i love you.
-gabby

dear mom and dad,

you say you have no money and i always fall for it.
but i know that that's not true. you're just too lazy
to spend it on/for my sister and i. you think that your
friends will spend all of their money on us. what if
you have to pay them back? oh, no! there goes your
precious money!
dad, i know you have money. you get money every week.
mom, i know you have money. i've seen it. what do you
plan on spending it on? you've already paid your bills. are
you going to spend it on scammers like you always do, or
are you planning on taking care of us? hell - i already know
the answer.
my sister and i have been taking care of ourselves lately.
my sister is only ten. she doesn't need this.
neither do i, but i'm not important, right?
right.
-gabby

dear grandparents,

i don't want you take care of my sister and i anymore.
you've already spent so much money and energy for/on us.
we're getting through this by ourselves.
we love you.
-gabby

[hellebore]

HAPPY AMERICA DAY, YOU NUMPTY CRUMPET
Please don't ban me, this is banter. Ban...ter...tre BANASTRE TARLETON

Dear me, CALM DOWN
It's only the day we celebrate IMPORTANT HISTORY

[Swishy & Broken]

Dear M,
I wish I wasn't so meek that I have to put this stupid letter online, somewhere were you'll never see it. You know I like you, and you even decided to cuddle with me. It makes me feel like you just wanted to play with me and my feelings, to give me this hope and then just ruin it all. You know you're the reason I left J, but you don't know how badly I need someone. I need someone to tell me I'm not awful or annoying, and you'll never do that. You're too distant, too busy, too .. not there.
I know you don't like me. I know you have no plans for being with me. So why would you play with my feelings like this? I wish you understood how hard it is for me, to think that every person I know rejects me. From you, to me convincing myself of J doing it, to even my "friends" who I can't tell everything to.
You're the only person who knows everything, everyone else has fragments, just tiny splinters of what happened. Maybe I freaked you out, maybe you think i'm just there to replace A for now. Until you feel better. Maybe you do hate me, and I'm just childish enough to have hope that you like me somehow.


Dear J,
It isn't your fault, you really were so pure and amazing. I'm just awful, I didn't mean to hurt you like I did. I hope you get over me .. so then I cant hurt you again. It's not fair, and It's not right that I like M. It's not right that I just threw away how you felt for myself, so please.. be happy soon.

[chateau]

dear sis //
why do you have to invite your friends over on a family tradition thingy ???
i really liked how it was and i was just gonna have
one friend over that we both like but nOpe
your friends scare me
boo
it's a no from me

dear yOuUuUu //
hey there i think i'm over my head but i love you

[ThunderCedar]

Dear sleep,
I wish I didn't need you. Please leave me alone. I've had enough of you. I'm sick of being tired all the time. I wish you'd only come around when you're really needed. Actually I wish you'd never come around. I hate you. I want to live my life but you're constantly in my way, trying to pull me down. And I'm too weak to fight you lately. What's funny is you seem to know it. When I was a little stronger, you didn't pester me half as often.

Please go away.
You're stopping me from being happy.

[Xaeli]

Dear J,

I told myself that I would never fall in love again, I told myself that I would never put myself through the pain and cruelty of love ever
again. Well look at me now, and look at what you've done to me. You've got me stumbling over my own two feet and choking on my own
breath every time you even cross my mind. You haunt my dreams and grace my reality. You're voice is enough to make me smile with a
brightness to challenge the sun, and your truth is enough to make me drown myself in tears. You're literally one in seven billion, and I
consider myself to be the luckiest girl alive to be one of the lucky people who get the honour of knowing you. You are the best thing in
my life at the moment and I can't be thankful enough for everything that you have done for me, you managed to come along right when I
needed someone to lift me out of the mud, but at the same time you also swept me off my feet. You're a blessing in every aspect, even
if you can't see it in yourself, you are the kindest, most humble, generous, thoughtful, caring, talented, beautiful, loving, comforting
person that I know and probably will have the pleasure of ever knowing.

But love is still cruel. Love is still a game not made to be won by everyone. And here I am, the failure.

I know that everything I feel about you will never be reciprocated nor even thought about because of reasons that make us an
impossibility amongst a world of circumstances. You will never be able to see the creases in my smile, or the way my lips swell when I
cry. I'm only a ladybug with broken wings and you are the blossoming rose surrounded by vicious thorns on the other side of the garden;
a dream, a taunt, and a cruel reminder that life is not as simple as I wish it was.

Perhaps we may be a possibility in another life, or with another set of circumstances. But in this reality, despite how hard I may try, this
love is only another fragile object waiting to be crushed. Though this may put me through so much pain that I feel like my chest is ready
to concave at any minute, I still thank you for being someone in my life. You mean more to me than you will ever know.

A simple letter from, no-one important

[vampz]

dear d,
ouerhgguigh heck i really miss you
please come back !! i have hope
you will, and i promise i'll do better
this time

love, juyon

[ryan!]

dear me,
you know what you're doing, and you know what you have to work on. it can only go up from here.
don't put a ceiling on your dreams.
power to the local dreamer. i'll be there one day and i'll think back and realize that everyone else wanted it too...

love,
yourself