TheComfortCorner | V.9

[iago.]

I'm unreasonably heartbroken because yesterday I went to my first ever convention in the hopes of meeting two of my favorite actors ever (Brent Spiner and John deLancie) and I didn't know what I was doing so I got there and they had already left. I got dressed up and everything and I was really quite sad about it. IDK. My word felt like it was taking apart for such a silly reason.

it could have just combined with the immense stress I feel right now as it's almost the end of my school year and I'll be moving to another CONTINENT sometime this summer

[BlueEyedKite]

I'm getting more and more anxious the closer Mother's Day gets. It will be the first Mother's Day since my mom died. I can't call, or visit, or buy her a gift she'll brags to everyone how much she loves it. I have a video saved of her telling my grandma how much she loves the necklace I got her last Mother's Day. The water color painting that went with it is hanging in my house instead of hers. I am so sad.

[Guest]

It's crazy how some creatures are WAY more resistant than others. We have 2 patients who are going through a lot and we all thought they were going to die a week ago but they're fighting for their lives as much as we are. Their will to live is insane.
I feel so bad for the cat, he is suffering a lot despite all our efforts. He isn't in pain because of the meds, but he is clearly depressed and his body isn't responding as well as he wants it to. At least now he is fighting back, he tried to bite me yesterday and that's a good sign. I hope he can make it. He is a good boy. We try to play with him and let him explore the place, but he is in such a bad shape that he just can't.
Even if he gets through this, it's unlikely that he will have more than 6 months to live, but i'd love to see him going home to enjoy his last moments with his family. He deserves his peace. We already told him that if he needs to go he can go, but we sure as hell will help him fight this with everything we have if that's what he wants.
The dog is a massive jerk so I didn't make a big connection with him, but he is a strong little guy. I guess all the hate he has towards everything is keeping him alive. Let's see how far his grumpyness and unwillingness to die goes.
I wish my favorite patients had this much will to live. We lost patients that were clinically a lot better than those 2 patients are and I ask myself why that happens.
Usually the sweetest patients are the ones who don't want to fight the illness while the meanest, most vicious ones can stay alive through pretty much anything. I wish things were the opposite. Some pets have so much love to give and so much happiness to spread and die just because they were too sweet to get healthy again. Why is it like this? Why can't they survive too?

[flooxii]

I hate you

[Sullivan Maurus]

I've discovered that the music I've been hearing for months is very much in my head and I'm grateful that my auditory hallucination is the same 5-10 seconds of a song that doesn't exist instead of voices. Still, not exactly fun!

[Guest]

I just found out that a patient died and I can't stop thinking about her parents. They accidentally ran her over with the car while leaving the house and I can't even imagine the guilt they must feel. Accidents happen, but still hurts a lot to know that you by accident caused your pet's death. I hope they're okay, they clearly loved her and did everything they could to help her. I wish there was something we could do or say to calm their hearts but there really isn't anything we can do to help.
We see stuff like this from time to time and it never stops being heartbreaking. I keep imagining how I would feel if it had been me and my dog.

[shinx.]

screaming crying throwing up the exma is TOMRORW and i am stressing i need a B but biology i suck at omgi'm so stressed to the point i cant do anything ahrjkelms

[67Phlox]

I keep coming back, because I used to have friends here. They all moved on, I shouldn't have taken them for granted. And I am in no place to make new connections either... guess I am truly stuck with myself for the rest of my days.

A pathetic call for help from someone who can't bother to re-learn how to stay in touch... Idk, perhaps I just needed to get this out of my system to get back to normal. So don't answer, please. I don't want to hurt anyone again. Besides, I'm not as active as I used to be haha pathetic

[Onion_707]

its so weird how you still try to talk to me considering... well... me.

If you asked me to describe a bad person, I would write an autobiography.

[flooxii]

you're so pathetic, you know.
why do you even try anymore? you know what you're going to get as a response, you jerk. leave me alone.