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by Raitza » Mon Apr 17, 2023 5:20 am
LittleMaple wrote:Doing hard things. Need someone to tell me it'll be okay. I need to know I'm not who I was 3 years ago. I need to know shes wrong, they're all wrong. I have changed. I am a better person. If someone has read this and can tell me something, anything to comfort me, I'd really appreciate it. I dont like reaching out but I need to because I'm scared. Sorry
Heya!
I don't exactly know what you're going through, but I do know something: people change. I believe you when you say you are a better person. You know yourself, so trust yourself, no matter what other people think or say. If they can't see the change in you, it doesn't mean that you haven't changed. Sometimes it's just hard to see the change in others.
Doing hard stuff is very exhausting and well.. hard. Give yourself time, give the situation some time (if you can). "This too shall pass." as someone once said, time heals. It's hard right now but you can get through it, I believe in you. It will be okay. <3
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by pandaa » Mon Apr 17, 2023 6:14 am
just got some horrible news, oh god. see it’s not even the fact he’s gone that hurts, it’s the way it happened. how it could have been prevented. poor little guy, i can’t imagine how he must have felt. im sorry nick. you didn’t deserve this.
edit: i still feel sick over it. god this sucks.
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by 67Phlox » Mon Apr 17, 2023 7:01 am
Straight up got told to parent myself, not in my echo chamber or anything. By a real, physical person.
I mean, I've been neglecting to do so for the past.. two years?
Well, if I don't actually commit this time, then I can just say goodbye to my hopes and dreams :')
Ahh, I am too used to a life without responsibility, I need to finally take some accountability - maybe then I'll chase after my goals?
Who knows, who knows! All I know is that I need to force myself, because motivation is just not cutting it lol
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by rileypillow » Mon Apr 17, 2023 11:24 am
My little one passed away this morning… I knew he wouldn’t make it and I’m amazed he made it this far, I was told he wouldn’t even make it past the first night he was sick. Poor little one, I hope he’s at peace now. I’m going to bury him tomorrow, and I’m wondering whether to preserve the little eggshell thing he hatched from or bury it with him.
I also have too many plants to care for, they got sick while I was away. ;-;
I had a terrible day again. I feel like I’m stuck in Groundhog Day but I don’t know where I went wrong. I’m treated like a waste of space and time, a burden to society, and I’m so socially awkward that I don’t have friends. And all the pointless arguments too.
I also have to see that guy tomorrow… I don’t have the energy left at all. I wish he’d just stop asking me about my pets all the time. I’m sick of it but I don’t have the energy or confidence to ask him not to.
I wish I could have a happy moment where I can just relax and be myself.
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by mourning dove » Mon Apr 17, 2023 12:01 pm
feelin like garbage and idk why. whole body is shakin. i feel so empty. so lonely. it feels like something is missing. im trying to watch videos and play games and listen to music to fill the emptiness but nothing works. i dont even wanna sleep anymore. all i can do is lay here.
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by CyberneticVampire » Mon Apr 17, 2023 6:34 pm
Again I'm wondering why I'm here. I feel so depressed I can't take it. I just want someone to love me.. someone who wants to talk to me and listen to me. It's all loneliness, all day every day. I mean I love my alone time as much as the next person but when it's every single second of every single day it gets to be too much. Plus it's my birthday next month and I know that's only going to show and remind me how lonely and unwanted I am.
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by CyberneticVampire » Tue Apr 18, 2023 5:30 am
Do people just enjoy hurting me? Saying they aren't like all the others then going around and doing the same thing anyway? How does anyone expect me to trust when the same thing always happens no matter what I do? I can't sleep cause I'm just so depressed and there's nothing I can do about it. I've been blocked, for no reason and have no other way of figuring out why. Why am I so bothered by being alone all the time when people just treat me this way? I'm so depressed I can't sleep and I just keep thinking about everything that makes me sad. I don't want to think about this crap anymore. But I'm just obsessing over it and making myself sick. I just want to know what I did wrong.. that's all. Why does everyone do this to me? I just want to hide and disappear. It's not like it would matter and I would just be saving myself the heartache of being blocked by someone else. Maybe I can cry myself to sleep. Who knows.
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