TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Reiji]

Feel free to pm me to vent things! I'm always open to chat and talk :0
I can't reply to everyone/on this thread/ because class is in 20 minutes, but my pm is always open.!

My friend today really brought me down.. we were in line for lunch when she is literally screaming about how much weight I've put on since three/four years ago. It just.. really made me feel awful about myself.. more than I already do. :'/ I know how much weight I've put on, thank you. I used to be extremely skinny and she kept saying how fat I was today... and now I'm just. agh.

I'm sorry but are you sure she's your friend? Friends stick together, they support each other, will always try to make each other happy. Discuss this with her, she isnt supposed to let you down and feeling bad about your body.

Fatshaming or any kind of body shaming isn't okay. You're beautiful, no matter if you're fat, you're skinny, if you're not fit, etc. Every body is beautiful and that includes yours. Be happy with who you are.

I hate being the strong one
I hate being the shoulder to cry on
I hate having to be happy
I hate being responsible
I hate it
I hate having people rely on me
I'm not strong enough to keep doing it
I'm sorry for posting so often I'm just stupid and weak

Thank you for being there for someone, but, be there for yourself. You save a lot of people just by existing, but sometimes, you need to save yourself and it's okay.

You are not stupid, you are not weak. You shared this with us and that proves you want changes, that's something only someone with enough strength will do.

I'm so done with life nowadays.

Same.
Life could prove itself, even if it takes time. Sure, sometimes it screws up and sometimes it hates us, but life goes on- after all, it's what makes life what it is.

i feel really ashamed about posting here but here goes nothing
so lately ive been feeling very self conscious.
before i was born my mother was into very... bad things, if you catch my drift.
luckily i was fortunate to come out decent, but i have been feeling very self
conscious because my mind works slower than others, and i talk fine but on
occasions my speech gets sloppy and my friends have made fun of me for it,
but all in good fun.

i just dont know how to deal with feeling better about it?
i feel bad for posting this here ><

Don't think bad of yourself no matter what your background is, especially if you can't help it. Not everyone is good at school nor could anyone be good at anything. I, for one, stutter a lot and my voice is very low because I don't speak a lot and when I do for a long time, my voice easily gets rough. Lots of my classmates make fun of me especially since I can't hear things well but they know that it's who I am and it's okay- I also am not very good at school, but I try to learn, ask questions and try my best. Try your best in life, friend! Don't be sad of who you are, improve if you can, be comfortable under your skin if you can't.

I know this is definitely not as important as other people´s problems,
but I´m so mad at myself for always procrastinating all of the time,
because it causes me to go to sleep really late which is now affecting
my grades. I had a math test today and I´ve been studying quite well
for about a week and I felt confident on it and everything. But you
know what? I was fine on the first two pages, and then lost my
memory how to solve certain problems/equations on the next page and
didn´t finish the next three world problems because I was stressing
myself out too much. The overall test is 72 points, making each question
worth six points. Considering I have two incomplete pages on my test,
I got at least six questions wrong. 6x6=36, so I get at least 36 points off
of my test, and I probably got a few more wrong as well. So I probably
get a D or an F and I´m so incredibly disappointed in myself. I want to
talk to my teacher how I studied and understood the concept, but once
I got the test- it´s like I forgot everything over stressing myself out, but
I don´t want to cry in front of my teacher because that is hella awkward.
I just need a hug ;-;

No problem is not important, whatever it is.

Procrastinating is a bad, bad thing and sometimes you can't help it. I always sleep at 3am and need to wake up at 9 so there's that. Exams are important but your health and wellbeing is also important: if you want to talk to your teacher, go for it, it's okay to cry, teachers will understand. Don't stress yourself over bad grades (this is coming from a student that doesn't even learn for exams haha), it's not good for you.

I can't give you hugs because I'm not comfortable with any kind of physical contact even online but how about a funny video? ♥

[lilac sky]

I have been battling depression, can't keep friendships, and I think I may have just broken a bone in my foot..... -_-

[dib membrane]

i'm sorry that i can't keep up anymore.
i'm sorry that i can't think of ideas.
i'm sorry that i can't be creative.
i'm sorry that i can't make up my mind.
i'm sorry that i can't spend time with you.
i'm sorry that i can't talk right now.
i'm sorry that i can't pay attention.
i'm sorry that i can't hear you.
i'm sorry that i can't.
i'm really really sorry.

[bravado]

im sick *sigh*
i have to breath through my mouth and take lots of pills and my throat hurts if i talk/yawn/sneeze/cough and i cannot sleep without waking up every thirty minutes
im so tired but now its one in the morning and i cant sleep no matter what i do

[OKULTRA]

i'm so disappointed in the human race. i don't want to be here. why couldn't i have been a goat

[agent 48]

It's hard when a friend laughs t you. It's hard when your parents yell t you. But today, I got hit in the face twice. It was chucked at my face by my older cousin by a year. She's got a really hard throw. I was in goal, she chucked it at me as hard as she could, making my glasses fall. That's not all. She caught it a second time, threw it at my face in the exact same spot just as I pushed my glasses back up. Ow. She started to laugh and her friend caught it before throwing it in the net.
I know she hates me, but does she have to publicly embarrass me as well? She's favourited by everyone (along with two other incredibly judgemental girls who hate my freaking guts but let's not talk about that) and is always trying to belittle me. I wish people would stop commenting, or just stop speaking all together. If we all couldn't speak, we wouldn't hear so much garbage and hate ourselves so much.

[nana]

I feel bad because it seems like most of the cs hate me when they don't their just doing their job. And most of them in a completely nice and kind and supportive way. I just keep seeing to get into trouble with this game. Doing this or that. Honestly most of it I didn't mean to do, or didn't even think about doing. Or even thought it would get a good impact but it didn't. I'm always good at that. I'm always good at screwing things up. It's sad that something some woman and her brother decided to make bsck in 2008 has such a big impact on my life. This game is like my bestfriend. If I lost it, I would honestly go insane. For couple days atleast. I try so hard not to break the rules and get board warnings. Even the staff have mostly just given me messages telling me not to do something cause they know I'm so close to getting banned. I screw up so easily I could get banned over and over and honestly don't think I'll learn. I'm not doing it to be rude, or to be snarky to the staff. But I'm gonna share something. I just need to rant a bit. I've always been.. retarded is the best word. I have autism. Well not exactly autism but it's a super long word I never know how to spell. But it does a few things to me. Have horrible, and I mean horrible memory, make me pretty stupid, i can't... learn like other people do. Somebody can't tell me not to do something and say they will do this and this if I do it and I'll end up doing it anyway. Usually because I simply don't remember. I don't remember anything. I'm so tired of getting bad grades because of it and I'm tired of being yelled st that I'm stupid and I'm tired of getting yelled at that I'm rude because I do something people tell me not to! I'm tired of forgetting everything. I'm tired of making mistakes. And I make... so so so many. So many. My depression keeps getting worse and I keep making even more. I'm waiting for the day for me to get that message from my best friend that we cant be friends anymore. Just like everyone else. I'm waiting for the day I log on and get told I was banned. Just like before. I'm tired of being so stupid that... I can't do such simple things. I'm... im so physically and mentally tired.

So sorry. You don't have to read or reply to that. I just needed to write all my feelings down. Well most of them. Thank you.

[rainbowwrowell]

I feel bad because it seems like most of the cs hate me when they don't their just doing their job. And most of them in a completely nice and kind and supportive way. I just keep seeing to get into trouble with this game. Doing this or that. Honestly most of it I didn't mean to do, or didn't even think about doing. Or even thought it would get a good impact but it didn't. I'm always good at that. I'm always good at screwing things up. It's sad that something some woman and her brother decided to make bsck in 2008 has such a big impact on my life. This game is like my bestfriend. If I lost it, I would honestly go insane. For couple days atleast. I try so hard not to break the rules and get board warnings. Even the staff have mostly just given me messages telling me not to do something cause they know I'm so close to getting banned. I screw up so easily I could get banned over and over and honestly don't think I'll learn. I'm not doing it to be rude, or to be snarky to the staff. But I'm gonna share something. I just need to rant a bit. I've always been.. retarded is the best word. I have autism. Well not exactly autism but it's a super long word I never know how to spell. But it does a few things to me. Have horrible, and I mean horrible memory, make me pretty stupid, i can't... learn like other people do. Somebody can't tell me not to do something and say they will do this and this if I do it and I'll end up doing it anyway. Usually because I simply don't remember. I don't remember anything. I'm so tired of getting bad grades because of it and I'm tired of being yelled st that I'm stupid and I'm tired of getting yelled at that I'm rude because I do something people tell me not to! I'm tired of forgetting everything. I'm tired of making mistakes. And I make... so so so many. So many. My depression keeps getting worse and I keep making even more. I'm waiting for the day for me to get that message from my best friend that we cant be friends anymore. Just like everyone else. I'm waiting for the day I log on and get told I was banned. Just like before. I'm tired of being so stupid that... I can't do such simple things. I'm... im so physically and mentally tired.

So sorry. You don't have to read or reply to that. I just needed to write all my feelings down. Well most of them. Thank you.

I have ASD and a brother with autism.. It's hard because we try but sometimes because of our brain developing differently, we wont learn.. I dislike have ASD but I got used to it. Tomorrow I'm putting a note in my sig explaining it all. I dont wanna rant. But talk to a doctor about depression. If you have a dog play with him and it helps

[Arya22]

Please... I really need someone to pm me. I've done something and I feel so so bad about it but I'm scared of telling these people... I don't really want to say it here since it has to do with a few CS users as well and I don't know what to do... Please, I need to talk with someone...

[Samael_3]

PM me, I would love to help with whatever you're dealing with! I'll try to answer your responses the best I can. I'm not too good of a helper, but I would love to at least try to help you.