TheComfortCorner | V.7

[B0N3D4D1]

Waking up feeling sick
Feeling guilty for even being sick
I hate the feeling but it never goes away

[basil!]

It's a bad day today

[Shire98]

I cant even comprehend what im thinking right now..
Why would I do this?
I would never have thought I would do it.. but I might..
What is going to happen when my parents see this?

I feel like Im just going to breakdown at any moment now, I can't take this anymore..
I have become scared of myself now.

I could really use a pm..

[Spearow]

Bleh just found out my friend has been lying to me. Why though? Such a dumb thing to lie about. <_> kind of hurts my feelings.

I have my first exams tomorrow, feeling crappy. Just worried about grades with it being my last semester. And my s/o forgot valentine’s day. Fantastic.

[yusakuna]

i usually dont post on here that often but because no one's here to listen to my whining i'll just post it here-

i just had the worst mood swing ever and i went from chilling around and organizing my binder to like freaking out to my friend and she keeps saying it's all chill and stuff but when she says that i just feel more worse about freaking out and suddenly snapping to my friend and like she says it's all fine and stuff BUT INSIDE I KNOW ITS NOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

anyway she didn't seem in the mood for me to like vent to her too and she seemed annoyed ahaha

it's been 5 minutes since thathappened and i still keep thinking about it im so dead inside aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

fyi i **still** feel jealous about that friend (best friend to be specific) and i just want the green eyed monster to go away ;v;

edit: we talked it out and apparently she was having mood swings too bc she was sick and she said that she was kinda annoyed that i was snapping at her for like such small things (i was annoyed with myself too i dont blame her) but bc i was really emotional i let it out in the closet or smthn and now i feel much better why am i so sensitive ughh

[ℋoney]

im crying in bed, i have been for the past few hours, my back pain got worse and i really don;t know what to do. i feel if there is no solution then it will drive me mentally insane. i have medication for it, but there's 4 25mg pills like, no it isn't a drug to give a high, its diclofenac. it just makes me forget about my back, it makes it better. the docters don't want to keep me on it forever, i don't want to be on it forever, i want to be fixed.

i was just laying in bed, i ignored it for a bit but it got intense, it felt like someone had grabbed the muscule - any last morsal of muscule in my leg - and just squeezed it. as tight as possible, but it would pop? it hurt worse to sit or lay than it did to walk and stand, but that still hurt. my whole leg hurt, a painful hurt, painful, very painful. i still feel it. its in my knees, it sends waves in my knees, and hurts in the back, no it isn't a stretching hurt, its painful. my whole leg, both my legs.

my mother chose to sleep, she chose her appointments, she chose her job, she chose else than her daughter. her daughter in pain, she chose else wise, she chose for me to somehow fall asleep with the painful hands around my leg muscles.

if anyone has had similar pain like this please do send me a pm.

[Spearow]

I keep having pain this evening, my anxiety is getting to me and i’m getting nauseous from the pain. I already tried pain medicine this evening but it only helped for a while, and the thought of taking more makes my stomach churn. I’ve accepted that there is no cure but i don’t know how I’m going to just deal with this forever

On another topic: Wish me luck on my test tomorrow. Ahh I’m all nerves this evening

[saint]

social workers ruined my life.

[ℋoney]

my mom just asked if she should sign me into a mental hospital.
she thinks im making up the pain im having, that depression is causing it. i dont have depression not anymore. no. i dont have it and i wont have it. im happy, its just my back.
when you back hurts it goes into the legs. im not loosing my mind, i might if i have to deal with this forever, but im not making this up.
it happened on a boat, i slammed into my sister. see there is a cause.
I cant talk to anyone about this, it hurts, im scared.

[sillies]

i quit at life