whenever i admit to my mom that something gives me anxiety and i don't want to do it she always says "since when?" in her stupid sarcastic snarky voice. this is why i don't talk to you about my feelings, mom. you make me feel worse and then tell me im a crybaby and "oh don't be like that."
i came out to my mom and teachers as trans, it's so much worse than before i came out, and a teacher of mine and the school guidance counselor made it so much worse. i've been so deppressed and a bit suicidal, and no where to go. i can't talk to the guidance counselor because she's transphobic and an ass, i can't talk to my mom or family, and i don't want to bother my friends. oh and my mom checks my history so i can't go on lgbt support forums, i even have to erase cs from my history. i'm suffering in silence, and now it's affecting my grades. i've been feeling so awful, and couldn't bring myself to do the math homework other than what i got done in class. i now have a C, and there's a math test i'm pretty sure i'm gonna bomb tomorrow.
i feel so hopeless, i don't know what to do, i'd like a pm if you have a second to spare
i came out to my mom and teachers as trans, it's so much worse than before i came out, and a teacher of mine and the school guidance counselor made it so much worse. i've been so deppressed and a bit suicidal, and no where to go. i can't talk to the guidance counselor because she's transphobic and an ass, i can't talk to my mom or family, and i don't want to bother my friends. oh and my mom checks my history so i can't go on lgbt support forums, i even have to erase cs from my history. i'm suffering in silence, and now it's affecting my grades. i've been feeling so awful, and couldn't bring myself to do the math homework other than what i got done in class. i now have a C, and there's a math test i'm pretty sure i'm gonna bomb tomorrow.
i feel so hopeless, i don't know what to do, i'd like a pm if you have a second to spare