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[apollo.]

Today was the worst I just want a giant hug from someone.

My day started off awful when I couldn't sleep until 3 hours before I had to get up to get ready for school. Trying to stay asleep as long as possible I don't have any time to make coffee so I go to class really tired, and I can barely stay awake. I could see my teacher glaring at me, and I know she already dislikes me, but that probably just made it worse, I missed 90% of this lesson and if I ask her for help tomorrow she'll probably yell at me for sleeping in class or not paying attention.
At lunch, I get to hear about that sleepover I wasn't invited to, the one with my own extended group of friends. I mean, I would totally understand because the host and I aren't really friends, but she invited all of my close friends, and if anything she knows them less than she knows me. She actually invited someone's little sister over too, in total 7 people were over, but she didn't invite me. I'm used to hearing about big social parties I wasn't invited to, but this is with my own group of friends. It just makes me feel even more left out. I'm too unpopular even for the unpopular people.
My best friends boyfriend broke up with her today too, and I had no idea what to do to comfort her. I tried and I think I just made it worse. She started crying and I just felt awful and I had no idea what to do.
At the end of the day I just wanted to relax, but because my teachers a jerk she assigned us literally 74 (the guy next to me counted) textbook questions to be due in 5 days, and they're not all little one step questions, some of them are like 1 a) b) c), etc. all the way up to K or even T. I had to start working on those and finish up a project due today so I barely got any relaxation time. I wanted to go to bed really early, but I couldn't because I was rushing to finish the project, so when I was finally done, I go to put the laptop away, trip on the cord and break my dad's laptop. So he starts yelling at me and ugh it was just the perfect ending to the worst day. I feel awful for breaking it.
Plus I have work tomorow and I'm so nervous. Work is always a gamble, sometimes it goes by really fast and I almost enjoy it, and sometimes within a few hours I just want to cry I hate it so much. There's no one my age or gender there so I'm just really left out.
I just want a hug.

[sluiceway]

i scratched my face cause it was really itchy and it hurt later so i looked in the mirror
and woohoo now i have a small scar on my face
it should heal in like 10 days and i'm keeping it clean and everything
but god my anxiety is so bad why did i have to get a scar on my face of all places
and i stress eat
i ate 10 donuts yesterday
i'm lucky i'm too unhealthy to gain weight right now
but god im so ahhhhh
and stress eating isn't good when the scar is near my jaw cause ow
ahhhhhh this succccks

haha and its like
its not like i'm already house ridden or anything like that lol
because i actually idk wanted to hang out with friends i only get to see like once a month??!!
and i was gonna make plans this weekend but oh well nevermind

this sucks so much
can't wait to spend the next couple weeks home alone again
not that that's any different then usual

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

Today was the worst I just want a giant hug from someone.

My day started off awful when I couldn't sleep until 3 hours before I had to get up to get ready for school. Trying to stay asleep as long as possible I don't have any time to make coffee so I go to class really tired, and I can barely stay awake. I could see my teacher glaring at me, and I know she already dislikes me, but that probably just made it worse, I missed 90% of this lesson and if I ask her for help tomorrow she'll probably yell at me for sleeping in class or not paying attention.
At lunch, I get to hear about that sleepover I wasn't invited to, the one with my own extended group of friends. I mean, I would totally understand because the host and I aren't really friends, but she invited all of my close friends, and if anything she knows them less than she knows me. She actually invited someone's little sister over too, in total 7 people were over, but she didn't invite me. I'm used to hearing about big social parties I wasn't invited to, but this is with my own group of friends. It just makes me feel even more left out. I'm too unpopular even for the unpopular people.
My best friends boyfriend broke up with her today too, and I had no idea what to do to comfort her. I tried and I think I just made it worse. She started crying and I just felt awful and I had no idea what to do.
At the end of the day I just wanted to relax, but because my teachers a jerk she assigned us literally 74 (the guy next to me counted) textbook questions to be due in 5 days, and they're not all little one step questions, some of them are like 1 a) b) c), etc. all the way up to K or even T. I had to start working on those and finish up a project due today so I barely got any relaxation time. I wanted to go to bed really early, but I couldn't because I was rushing to finish the project, so when I was finally done, I go to put the laptop away, trip on the cord and break my dad's laptop. So he starts yelling at me and ugh it was just the perfect ending to the worst day. I feel awful for breaking it.
Plus I have work tomorow and I'm so nervous. Work is always a gamble, sometimes it goes by really fast and I almost enjoy it, and sometimes within a few hours I just want to cry I hate it so much. There's no one my age or gender there so I'm just really left out.
I just want a hug.

*hugs* just hold on

[נוריאל]

May I be pmed?
It's alright if none of you are interested.
I just need a little cheering up.
I don't feel like I'm worth anything, or like I'll amount to anything.
My boyfriend isn't helping like he usually does. :/

[shim]

Tfw your mom likes the dog better than you and your cats c:
I'm a second choice to everyone I love it.
rip me ill be in the corner

[debris]

i
i can't anymore.
my best friend has been the one keeping me in control and less shy, but now she's moving away and i'll only get to see her a couple times a year. the results of her moving will probably be a) me being bitter towards everyone, b) retreating back into my little bubble of loneliness and shyness, c) just being a hot mess or d) a mixture of all of these. there is no one i will talk to besides her, and my boyfriend isn't a help at all since he's in a different class than me everytime we're in the same place. i guess i'll just go back to being the only one who doesn't want to play, the only one who doesn't want to sit with everyone else, the only one who wants to practice her music alone

[EncyOf]

Tfw your mom likes the dog better than you and your cats c:
I'm a second choice to everyone I love it.
rip me ill be in the corner

I feel you.
But,
even if you don't think it,
you're someone somewhere's
first choice. Their favorite.

[chooch]

I think I'm having a heart attack

Almost there my dad thinks it is walking pneumonia.

Okay, great. No matter what the issue is, you're getting help which is the most important thing.
Have you been admitted to the hospital yet and been taken care of?

@ blubear: You have your PM disabled, but I needed to let you know that I was still here and still care.
I am so relieved that you made it to the hospital okay, and that you got checked out and were fine. Please stay safe, and if you feel the symptoms again, listen to what the doctors said and go back, please.
If you ever want to talk to me in private, you can enable PMs and send me one so I can reply back.
Thank God you're alright!

[size=85]thank you so much for your help, it means a lot. Thank you for your help.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I'm going through alot right now
I wish i had someone to hug

[my sweet piano]

i
i can't anymore.
my best friend has been the one keeping me in control and less shy, but now she's moving away and i'll only get to see her a couple times a year. the results of her moving will probably be a) me being bitter towards everyone, b) retreating back into my little bubble of loneliness and shyness, c) just being a hot mess or d) a mixture of all of these. there is no one i will talk to besides her, and my boyfriend isn't a help at all since he's in a different class than me everytime we're in the same place. i guess i'll just go back to being the only one who doesn't want to play, the only one who doesn't want to sit with everyone else, the only one who wants to practice her music alone

*massive bear hug* I'm sorry about your friend. Do you have Skype? If so, you could Skype or facetime her, or even text her if you feel good enough with that. Again, I'm sorry about that, here's a cake *digital cake* ;u;

My own rant here, you can ignore:
I just left a friend group that I was in most of my time at this school because they're getting into just too much drama and harming themselves and others. Things aren't the same. I've been trying to keep myself away, and the other one I just don't seem to fit into, I'm just a backup. I've been trying to distance myself to give myself some time to get myself new friends, but I find myself in my own ways. I feel so dependent, like I try and go alone but I am just hoping someone will see me and come up. My friendship is becoming a mess. Also, I have to read 8 books in 2 weeks.