Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[LadySonder]

Dear D,

It’s been a while since I thought about you. I still have the sheet music you sent me, because you loved to listen to me play my violin when we visited you in the nursing home.
I miss you a lot. I’ve played your song, “Amazing Grace,” a couple of times for you, even though it was just me alone in my bedroom.
I still have the photo of us on my billboard. I think Grandpa took our picture. That was so long ago.
I knew you were old and were going to pass away someday, but that didn’t make it any less sudden. I cried when it happened, but I’d rather have visited you than refused to get to know you at all, even if it still hurts to know you’re not here anymore.

I miss you, D. I hope that you’re at peace now.

From, “LadySonder.”

[milion167]

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[CryptidHunter_425]

Z, you are important to me, but I see you as a brother. I see you the way I see E. E is like an older brother to me, you seem like an older brother, not a lover.

C, O, E, and you. All of you are my brothers. You're wonderful, you're strong, you deserve a lot, much more than just me. Please don't make me lie to myself and to you. I don't like lying. I hate lying. I just want you to be happy, but I don't want to lie about everything.

[Monotoad]

to all of you,
i miss when we were friends, and would hang out together
but i think leaving this group has helped me a lot more than i had realized
we had very differing views on things, and i still dislike the things that some of you did
i've found a place much nicer and more accepting
getting away from s was a lot more important than i realized
i can finally work through all of the things they said and did, and probably two or three years later, i'm still processing everything that happened
i'm not recovered from it all yet, it's certainly a process
i hope that someday, i won't think of myself using their views
i hope that they get better and become someone worth spending time with, you all seem to like them
i don't know if you all realized just how badly the things they said and did affected me, it never really seemed to matter

i hope you all are doing well, but i hope to never talk to some of you again
to j and g, i'm sorry, i wish i could've been a better friend to you two

i think you'd be happy to know that i'm doing better
i'm happier, i having a loving partner and a loving date-mate, i have two fairly close friends, and i'm relearning what healthy relationships look like
the past few years haven't been kind to me, but i'm making it through
things are looking up, and i hope things will go well for you

[sea glass.]

dear b,
im really sorry if you're upset because i was crying last night. sometimes i can't really explain my emotions other than the fact that life is really heavy & i have so many fears that usually revolve around losing people. i've lost a lot of people in my life. i realize that if i hold on too tightly i might lose you & im trying not to. i hope i will never be too much for you.

[Shadow17]

dear p,
i hope you’ll be better off without me, because i’m tired of fighting for you. have fun

[triceratops.]

to m
i will never understand why you changed.
i will never understand why you left, or why i got no explanation.
i still hold love for you
but i never want you to see that love again.
i hope you're doing well, i hope your family is doing well, i hope your pets are doing well.
i miss you endlessly, but i have yet to look back at our old pictures. i always remember something new about you each day.
i wonder if you think of me like i think of you?
i know i will never know, nor will i ever get closure, but i like to imagine getting a genuine apology sometimes.
i miss you, but i never want to see your face again despite the love i have for you.

[breadstick]

,

you confuse me more and more every day and i'm still not sure where we stand, or where i want to stand with you. i want things to go back to how they were before, but i don't know if i can let go if we're barely talking to move past it, and i'd be lying if i said what happened didn't really mess me up for a period of time - and i'm still feeling the effects right now. i have to ask myself seriously if i can move past it if we're going to just ignore it, because our friendship is never going to have the same amount of effort put into it. i've tried, i really have, but you're just not giving me anything and i feel like you should be if you truly still wanted me in your life.

but i miss you. i love you. and i wish you'd talk to me more.

cass

[arabella !!]

hey ,,

nothing can diminish the love i have for you.

you're many fond, tender things.



i'm sorry

[Cerberussi]

you know, i really did think i loved you. but. again, now that i'm no longer under your wicked spell, i see that it was just you taking advantage. when i cut you out of my life in march, you called me crying, and i genuinely felt nothing. you treated me like a dog, like i was something you owned. you loved the obedience and loyalty but hated getting bit, hated that i barked. you got jealous over my cousin. you got jealous over my own silence. sorry you could never feel at ease with yourself. this paragraph is the last time i'll ever think of you. good riddance.