TheComfortCorner | V.10

[♥ mizu]

my knee hurts really bad. when i hit it, it began ringing and now i can feel it all the way down my leg. youch. :<

[DustyWeave]

This one teacher is playing with my grades and she's finna ruin my gpa. She marking things I turned in on time as missing and overall won't put in grades for stuff I did that'll boost my grade (it dropped from her saying I didn't do stuff that I did do). Hopefully the situation fixes itself and I wind up with atleast B- in that class because I need good grades for the colleges I want to attend come next fall.

[♥ mizu]

my christmas is ruined and it hasn't even come yet. :( dad is angry about my christmas list and his reaction was, "this is a nightmare". he said it's all stupid junk and he doesn't like any of it so it's not "worth his money". i spent hours on it hoping i could have a normal christmas. i know he's now a single dad but i'm so tired of him always being critical of me. christmas is about love and family and this whole month he's just been complaining about it. i thought maybe i could have a good time with my dad but he's just so mean all the time.

christmas is the one time when i can ask the people around me for things i want. i don't do this any other time of year. so i compiled a list of the things i truly wanted and i just feel so hurt. it's not even about the stuff he's just so mean.

i sent to him a week ago and he only looked at it yesterday. this happened yesterday and i'm still crying. can't go into it here but it triggered me and that's not his fault but i'm still upset. crying right now. i just wish i had a better relationship with my parents. i have a great extended family but i don't see them often and it would be scummy to ask them for things.

[grimora_the_original]

i just feel like if they were here everything wouldn't be so awful

[❦Acidic-Tea❦]

🩷

[OKULTRA]

i feel so awful for what i've done. i miss him so much. everything makes me think of him. he was everything to me. why did i throw away five years of memories to chase fleeting "experiences"? why did i ruin him for five minutes to enjoy myself? is this really what i wanted? am i so impatient? after everything he's done to work towards us, and i dropped it like that. am i really so shallow, like my father, like he said? why did i do this to us? why did i do this to him? he doesn't deserve this, and i can't even tell him that without hurting him further. i hate myself for what i've done. he didn't deserve any of this. i'm so selfish. i'm so selfish. my poor seba. i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry i couldn't just settle down and be happy. i'm sorry you ever had to meet me and let me destroy you like this. i suppose i must've destroyed us both all those five years. i dont deserve anything that comes of this in the end, if anything at all

i hope you're okay. i dont know that i deserve to know that. but i worry about you. i think about you in everything with a reflection. i hope you're okay with or without me

edit;
he hasn't answered me in a while after something bad happened to him and i really hope he's either just ignoring me or sleeping or busy. i'm terrified out of my mind rn lol. please be okay!

[Halsin]

everything that could go wrong with these orders has im going to scream
i just want my funky little merch why does it all have to go wrong
i hope the seller will actually,, send out the missing item at least

[B4ND1T]

I’m scared my relationship is becoming unhealthy in some ways. I can’t talk about it with anyone. I don’t know what to do

[icemagyk]

i feel like a normal person who has wandered into a breaking bad episode
why does this burden caused by the decisions of my family fall on me, i just want to live a normal life like everyone else
i'll write a crazy book someday lol

[halo]

i was born in the wrong family