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by pastelmoonx » Tue Oct 27, 2015 1:55 am
I have bad social anxiety but no one takes it serious at all and it really, really annoys me. So I tell people close to me that I have it and they're just like "don't be silly no you don't!" They think that I'm talkative to everyone, I want them to know that just because I can talk to them fine doesn't mean I can talk to people I don't know. Just because I am very talkative to my family and friends doesn't mean I don't have social anxiety, yes I am popular at school and I have a lot of friends but but I can't and I mean can't talk to anyone I don't know properly. I mean I never used to have social anxiety but I started to get it in year 8...I was so cautious of everything and I started to not being able tot talk to strangers.
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by Dismal. » Tue Oct 27, 2015 3:32 am
Do you ever have something so petty completely set you off? And its so stupid but has caused a domino effect? I find myself doing that so many times. Its this wave of self hate and regret and it honestly sucks.
|"You have no talents" | "you aren't very good at anything" | "you have no ideas in your head" | "anything good you've thought of could never ever be pulled off by you, you're not good enough" | "stop trying to do this anymore, you can't draw, you're just copy something you see onto paper, that doesn't count" | "why do you even act like you have a use? because you clearly don't????" | "Its laughable how stupid you look, assuming there is something positive about you." | "I have nothing from my parents to brag about, unlike my siblings, great job self. Great job being less" | "when my own siblings attack my intelligence my parents don't even stick up for me, are my assumptions true? Do they actually agree with my younger siblings?" |
I just
I am so tired of feeling so useless
I have no talent at all. What good am I to anyone?
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by Ploegy » Tue Oct 27, 2015 7:23 am
I'm so annoyed right now like how am I suppose to deal with one of my friends and my roommate arguing with one another over something? I keep being put as the middle person and I seriously hate it. Like I don't want to be a part of this drama so don't drag me into it. Plus it doesn't help that people online have been extremely rude to me recently over my interests. Can't I just have a break from this all?
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by shim » Tue Oct 27, 2015 10:25 am
These last three months have been terrible and I doubt November and December will be any better.
It never ends. Everyone says it gets better, but when?
I hate myself.
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by malkav, » Tue Oct 27, 2015 10:34 am
pffbt this constant haze of SADNESS and STRESS needs to get out
preferably now
a whole month of this is a new record, even for me
like. i really want to chill but every time i take a break i just become overwhelmed by everything i missed
but doing it makes my mood worse?
ew
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