Crushes, Boyfriends and Girlfriends | V3

[Chasing Starlight]

My friends really don't like the guy I'm interested in.

They call him gay and make fun of him, when sometimes they'll do the same things he does (especially at work).. hypocrites.

Anyway, I know he likes me back, but we're both afraid to do anything. He thinks I don't like him, and I'm pretty sure it's because I denied it when someone asked me and he overheard.. but that was before I realized how much I actually liked him.

Hmm.

[Acidic]

Okay, two things.
One;
Me and J used to go through things. Once we'd be friends, next hate each other's guts, then I'd end up liking him.
So, during when he wasn't my friend anymore, i deleted his number. How stupid of me.

I made my friend really grossed out today :P
So, there was this poster of my crush as a girl in our school (they do stuff like this, as a drama sorta thing) and he was wearing a mask with false eyelashes, blush etc. he was also wearing a corset and fake breasts, (i know right xD) and I didn't know it was him, and when he told me, i was all like 'cannot un-see'.
Later in the day, i said to her:
'I was gonna say something, but it will really gross you out...'
'Tell me!'
'You know, J looks as good as a girl as he does a guy.'
'BLEEEEEEEEH.'

[greysilence]

Last stuff on John, in case you want to read.

Well, looks like there is ever more drama.

Wednesday, when I got to youth group, I didn't see him. Then he appeared out of no where. And we started talking, and my friend Alyssa was there with us.

John: So who are you going to graduation with?
Me: No one.
John: Oh, I see.
Me: Who are you going with?
John: No one.

And we were just talking a bit more, and Alyssa kept asking if he wanted to take me, and we both just sorta laughed every time she said it.

Then, we did sit next to each other. I made sure we did. xD Him and Alyssa were passing her phone back and forth, and I had no clue what they were talking about. I asked later.

Alyssa: I asked him if he would hold your hand, and he said he would but he has a girlfriend.
Me: WHAT. Who?!
Her: Some Alyse.
Me: -_-

He was telling me all this $h!t while he had a flipping girlfriend. Then I told Drew and she got mad too. She told me how Sunday he texted her saying "their kiss really meant something" and how "he really likes her". That just made me more upset. So I had to leave, and I just yelled bye to everyone in general. Drew was walking me out to my car, and John followed.

John: Who's leaving?
Me: Me.
John: Can I have a hug?
Me: Naah.
John: *following us outside* EFF! I DESERVE A HUG!
Me: *ignores him, gets in car and leaves*

He had been asking me for a hug the last two times, and of course I gave them to him. So that right there should have signified that I was mad.

So I went to school the next day (a.k.a. yesterday) and by then I was over it for the most part. He's not my boyfriend, he doesn't have to tell me every single thing, and everyone makes mistakes. Plus, I'm just a complete idiot that can't stop liking him.<3

So I went to science, my only class with him, and sat down.

Me: Do you know how hard it is to stay mad at you?
John: You were mad at me last night, weren't you.
Me: Yup.
John: Are you still mad at me?
Me: Sorta, not as much.

He looked completely MISERABLE the whole class after that. He didn't talk to me or smile once, and it takes a lot to keep a smile off of his face. So I texted him while I was at my track meet.

Me: Hey :/
Him: Hey, I am really sorry.
Me: You could have at least told me ya know...
Him: Yeah, I know, I wasn't thinking. :(
Me: It's okay, I'm over it...for the most part. I'm not gonna flip or anything though, it's just a bunch of unecessary drama. haha
Him: hahaha Okay.
Me: So why did you ask who I was going to graduation with?
Him: Just wondering.
Me: I seeee. Are you gonna ask anyone?
Him: I might, I don't know who though.
Me: Mmm.
Him: Are you gonna ask anyone?
Me: Phst, no! Girls don't ask guys out/to dances like that and stuff.
Him: Aaahhh, I see.
Me: Yup, guys do the asking. ;)

Then he never replied, but I didn't care.

And today in science as soon as I sat down he gave me a big smile and said hi. I was just like "...hi." And we talked just about the whole science class like we usually do. C:

So we've had yet more rough spots, but we're getting through them. I have no clue if we're going to graduation together or not, let alone if we're ever going to go out. And I didn't mention anything to him about what Drew had said. :S I'm just going to leave that be for a bit. Hopefully things will get better with me and him. ^w^

Ugggg, sorry guys, I always do super long posts. -_-

[-Firesong-]

So I need some advice on how to deal with a jealous ex of my boyfriend's.
[Buggy= boyfriend of 1 year
K= ex girlfriend of his, they dated for 5 months
Jess= my best friend, also a friend of K's]

So K is being a stalker, like normal. She's messaging Jess about Buggy. [My post explaining what happened Thursday is at the top of this page] She really wants to know why I wasn't at lunch. She wants to know if me and Buggy are fighting. And she wants to know how far we've gone. She's also being a stalker and trying to talk to him, and flirt with him.
Thursday, when I skipped lunch, according to Buggy, her friends flooded his table and started saying they were sorry we broke up. But we hadn't broken up.

What I want to do is talk to K on Monday and tell her to back off. But we haven't talked since last April, when Buggy asked me out.
Any advice on what to do? This sort of crap has been going on ever since Buggy and I started dating, and I'm sick of it. Should I just put up with it until school lets out or confront K?

[Valentines]

So, I'm sad guys.

I had to say goodbye to my boyfriend earlier. I don't know when I'll get to see him again, and after being together practically everyday I feel really lonely and empty.
The reason for all this is college ended, and while he only lives 2hours away, he's going to boot camp, I have a job, and some other stuff.
My favorite stuffed animal smells like him(he sprayed my favorite of his colognes on it this morning and it's been at his house all week, and smelling it earlier actually made me cry, I've stolen one of his shirts, a jacket, and a pair of his bball shorts, and he has one of my jackets, and I've given him my favorite necklace.

I'm so scared he'll put me on the back-burner :c I'm terrified of losing this relationship, everything feels so natural and even though we've barely known each other for half a year, he feels like part of me :C

Sorry guys, I just had to vent and get this out of my system.

[KimSueKimmy]

Ok the guy I really like is always ignoring me. But when ever I talk to him he looks straight at me. But when we're with the whole cast of the musical, we kinda grab each other's gazes and I love it.

What should I do though. I don't know if he likes me as a friend or anything. Help?? *said in a wimpy way*

[TannerKin]

Um.. Is it bad that i like an anime character more than a real guy?

[~IronRose~]

So, the dance is coming up and I hope I get to go with who I want to, C, but he wants to go with someone else, we'll call her J. And J is dating someone else, and I think their relationship is going good. Therefore I might have a chance, but idk.

[Three]

There is a boy who asked me out. I don't really like him, but I don't want to be mean and say no either. Then I also like another boy, he's one of my friends and we do a lot of things together, but he already has a crush on someone else. I don't know what I should do!

[Zeee]

{ key }
h = my bestie - female
b = crush, not to mention a wonderful best guy friend - male
o = former crush - male

{ please read, i'd like some help }
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h got surgery, and she's coming back on monday. b said he'll die if he sees her (he acts like he hates her), but i don't think so... i think he likes her, and that makes me just.. diibgsrzdo;ghpdig.
does that make me a bad person? to wish if that b asks her out that she'll either say no (we both like him, so that's unlikely), or it won't last that long?
:c
i think he likes me, but he's been shy the past few days that h has been gone. once she gets back he'll probably be all talkative... because h will be back... and that hurts me a little.
h asked me, bestie-to-bestie, that if she dated him i would be mad. to be honest, i said yes and i told her truthfully that i wouldn't wish to be her friend anymore.
she nodded and just continued, like she'd do the same.
hum? just... is it that, do you guys think he likes h or me more? i think h... but... it hurts alot to even have a thought that he loves her. :c

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it seems as if o is trying to impress me. he's talking to me a little more than usual, and telling me things he wouldn't tell 'just a friend'. but... i don't really like him anymore... :c
it seems like he knows i don't like him anymore, not that i think he knew i ever liked him.
what do i do, to tell if he likes me?