| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[obsolete dream]

i finally got to see him again, but something seems off. i dont want him to be upset ever ever again but i fail at keeping him happy, obviously.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

When will it end?
Never I bet..
I've been told "Oh it'll pass, they'll stop." or "Depression doesn't last forever!" not true
I've been aching for more than 7 years...
Waiting for her to come back
but let's face it, she's not ok?
she can't it's not possible...
Never can I see her again
I hate myself for that
Edit: I told my dad I love Wicked (the play) and he got mad at me because he doesn't like witches, so it's bad for ME to like Wicked...
He ruins all my fun 0-0

[I r o n.]

you dont know me.
im good.
im bad?
im a lier..
i dont blame you for hating me, ha..
im a b****, okay..
im horrible?
im.. ugly?
i have no feelings.
alright no. thanks for giving me a detention because i put a banana peel lightly on you arm, you.. well, wait, no, im a lier, i whacked you with a banana peel, ohhh, sorry, i must have forgotten how stupid i am.. just do what you want, tell me what to do. do i have a fudge? nope. kinda fun, y'know?

whatever, i dont mind if you bully me. -.- what hurts the most is that my self esteem is turning into "nobody gives fudge about me" esteem.

but it's not like you give any crap.. what am I to you? a puppet, i hope, because somebody controlling my emotions lets me feel like i shouldn't care about anybody.. wait, thats right, you tell me what to say, sorry..

[Daniel]

great

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

When will it end?
Never I bet..
I've been told "Oh it'll pass, they'll stop." or "Depression doesn't last forever!" not true
I've been aching for more than 7 years...
Waiting for her to come back
but let's face it, she's not ok?
she can't it's not possible...
Never can I see her again
I hate myself for that
Edit: I told my dad I love Wicked (the play) and he got mad at me because he doesn't like witches, so it's bad for ME to like Wicked...
He ruins all my fun 0-0

I just am breaking

[catdoqq]

its a disrace, I was misplaced but in the wrong time. yeah, go ahead and tell me I'm just a waste of space. I totally agree. you hate me? that's okay, I hate me too. go ahead, I'm a puppet. I don't have feelings. I totally never will! oh what's that? I don't have the capacity to love.


I'm done, goodbye.

[Lyren]

When will it end?
Never I bet..
I've been told "Oh it'll pass, they'll stop." or "Depression doesn't last forever!" not true
I've been aching for more than 7 years...
Waiting for her to come back
but let's face it, she's not ok?
she can't it's not possible...
Never can I see her again
I hate myself for that
Edit: I told my dad I love Wicked (the play) and he got mad at me because he doesn't like witches, so it's bad for ME to like Wicked...
He ruins all my fun 0-0

I just am breaking

I know this probably won't help but I have the same issue. Same amount of time too. (Though my earliest memories weren't happy ones) Just try to distract yourself. Go look at the dress ups, maybe trade some people. Post on the fun and games thread. Play a video game, draw, sing, anything to take your mind off everything. Keep your phone nearby when you're at home so you have a distraction if you have a break down. It doesn't stop the pain but it shortens the length and intensity of the breakdown.

[shim]

is very very sad and I would appreciate if someone would pm me and who will actually keep a conversation with me please..

[abxy]

its a disrace, I was misplaced but in the wrong time. yeah, go ahead and tell me I'm just a waste of space. I totally agree. you hate me? that's okay, I hate me too. go ahead, I'm a puppet. I don't have feelings. I totally never will! oh what's that? I don't have the capacity to love.


I'm done, goodbye.

You definitely have feelings if you can hate yourself. You might be aromantic if you can't love past being bffs, although I don't think you were being serious.
As said in a song,
"anything that is beautiful
people want to break
and you are beautiful, i'm afraid."
You have no reason to hate yourself. I hate myself and I have no reason to. So I know how you feel.

[Konata.]

When will it end?
Never I bet..
I've been told "Oh it'll pass, they'll stop." or "Depression doesn't last forever!" not true
I've been aching for more than 7 years...
Waiting for her to come back
but let's face it, she's not ok?
she can't it's not possible...
Never can I see her again
I hate myself for that
Edit: I told my dad I love Wicked (the play) and he got mad at me because he doesn't like witches, so it's bad for ME to like Wicked...
He ruins all my fun 0-0

I just am breaking

Assuming that you lost someone important, stop dwelling on it. You yourself are letting it all get to you. Don't let something like this happen. And for 7 years? I didn't know it was this bad. Don't worry, you can't live in depression forever. One day if you decide to move on, in the future you'll look back to that day and be glad that you did move on. Try, at least try. You can do it, we've all been there at some point. Your not alone.