I miss him so much. he just left my house and i was sobbing before he even left. Hes my best friend and my everything and I love him so much. Ive been with him fro almost 4 years now. Hes literally my best friend. I cant stand only seeing him every other week or twice one week and bo see him for a while.
Its so hard for me right now. I Just want us o fast forward to our future togather and be happy. Ive never hurt so much before. Babe I love you. Please just please help me help you. Im so proud of him and all hes done for me and us. Hes loved me so unconditionally.
I can not stop sobbing. I dont know what i did to deserve him but indont ever wont him to let me go...and thats my biggest fear. I dont wanna be alone.
please just ignore me and my self pity... Im sorry.