TheComfortCorner | V.10

[OKULTRA]

im not cut out for any of this

[scottermite]

at least i won't be homeless. gotta keep it pushing. but i will lose it if i am pushed too far tomorrow. no matter how i look to an outside observer i still am the same useless and ill and terrible young man i once was. 'if you expect something from me you're heading for the biggest fall'... i just want to rot away in my little hidey hole until i'm nothing but a stain on the floor.

[bfdi]

i genuinely hate everyone. there isn't anyone that deserves me. the only reason pathetic npcs aren't acknowledging me is because im too great for their liking. they're scared to exist in the same space as me so they try to take me down. all collaborating together like a herd they are. of course. I don't deserve any of this. it's not my fault I'm too great for everyone else. im probably not talking about someone i call my partner. they're a player so they're not insufferable unlike every single one of those single celled organisms surrounding me. gee god forbid i show a little bit of my secret power to everyone else, they hide elsewhere like a bunch of scared forest animals. im on their domain yet they're so scared of me anyway. lmao....

[Cosmonaught]

why should i respect someone who doesnt respect me

[NiightCult]

im so utterly exhausted. just got woken up by being screamed at a few hours ago over trivial issues i don't want to get into. had to talk down my mother four hours about it, everyone else stood around while i was bawling and shaking and defending myself from lies that were told. what a terrible way to wake up. it's the middle of the day and i slept all of an hour. im so tired. I'm so so tired. one person backed me up and im so grateful for that but everyone else was a nightmare. this situation didn't need to be. i didn't need to be screamed at for hours then forced to stay awake. lying here trying to get some semblance of sleep since i don't wanna be around anyone but i feel terrible my brain is racing and ive no one to speak to about it. God. i hope today or tonight or whatever is better. i hope i can just chill out with my bf uninterrupted and have one night of peace and recovery after what i just dealt with. abusive households are so draining.

[Lexadaisy]

I’m not as physically strong as I thought I was. Moving house is really draining especially because we couldn’t afford to hire a company to help. Granted we aren’t taking any large furniture with us but clothes are SUPER heavy when you put them together in one bag/tote and my books… don’t even get me started on my books.

Also at the place we’re moving to, we’re battling fleas. They’re evil little bugs and despite having the cats treated I’m worried they’ll still get chewed up. We’ve been actively taking measures to eliminate the fleas but it’s a process that unfortunately takes a few months. Wish us luck!

[Cosmonaught]

can people be normallll abt autistic people with "childish" interests. and selfshippers too. someone having a roblox selfship pfp does not hurt you in any way shape or form

[bfdi]

i just hate the way things are

i hate that im autistic and therefore slightly annoying with everything i say but oblivious about it myself. i reread my own messages asking why i/my alter overshared. why i used that phrase. if that's the reason everyone avoids me like the plague. and you know what? it's 100% why. being slightly annoying is a crime to people all around the world. how dare i not have the perfect unawkward personality?

i hate having ppd and going insane over things. hah. you know the thing they don't tell you is that it doesn't matter whether im having an episode or not, these opinions don't go away. the "episode" is just how severely i react to them today

i hate having did and not being able to control my actions while everyone else says it's my fault anyway. did you know? i am unable to check dms or replies on most social media I'm on because my alters are very quick to get triggered and say something I wouldn't want them to say. it causes me.... anxiety. when i get replies.

i hate having adhd and being unable to experience joy in 99% of the situations. i am jealous of people who can be happy

and the most hated of all, bpd. i hate lashing out, i hate forgetting, i hate all of bpd. literally all of it is thanks to did

my other disorders I don't hate as much. but aren't those enough? what am i living for? im not ready for actual life. i want to live on the clouds of happiness and.. ah.. well.. i don't know it doesn't even sound like a good thing anymore...

hey, I don't have social anxiety but maybe it would be for the best if i had it. at least i wouldn't be so eager to interact with people if every time i did i would have an anxiety attack, therefore saving me from all these negative encounters

[Unilluminate]

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[DachasaurusZen]

Does anyone else get extremely paranoid when you try to fall asleep.