My chosen dad is in the hospital. It’s serious, but it’s fixable. But I’m scared, regardless of solutions. I can’t imagine not having him in my life. I wish I could be there with him right now. I hope I’ll get to go see him soon.
And as much as I don’t want to be, I’m a little frustrated. I haven’t heard from him since Thursday. I reached out to our mutual friend today and found out he was in the hospital. I’ve been getting all of my information through her. I wish he’d talk to me too. He just wants to handle things as much on his own as possible. He’s ignored our friend’s calls. He’s exhausted. And I would imagine he’s trying to keep me from worrying too much. But selfishly, I wish I could get a response to my texts, because now I’m worried I did something wrong. Things just feel really scary right now. I love him so much. I want him to be okay.