TheComfortCorner | v.6

[lekawaiio]

someone please pm me

I cannot stand being alone

no,not anymore..

[shim]

May I get a pm too please?

[Qottonn]

I hate posting here. xD I feel like I have no reason to.
My 'emotions' are just stupid and I don't deserve help but.
I'm falling apart at the moment and I honestly have no idea how to stop it. Yay.

[Stirbargen]

i hate feeling this helpless
i don't have the right to i have so many people here for me but at the same time i feel like a burden
i left my moms house because of her having called the police on me and i ended up boarding a plane in the middle of the night to live with my girlfriends parents and now i just sit around all day on the computer or eating and i cant even get a job yet because im not a legal resident of this state and plus i dont have health insurance nor am i actually helping the household im just a kid that these two adults got dropped off with because of my girlfriends insisting
plus my mental health is terrible so even if i could get a job technically it probably wouldnt last too long because i spend a lot of my time either crying, hating myself or having a terrible memory
i dunno
i just
feel like im burdening everyone around be by being useless the most i can do around here is empty the dishwasher and sometimes i do that wrong i ended up breaking a plate but they act like its fine but i just
im paranoid that everyone hates me and sitting around all day makes me even more anxious than i already am

[Screemnigcheesepuff]

Could i please pm someone?

[caf.]

Could i please pm someone?

pmed <3

[fika.]

I hate posting here. xD I feel like I have no reason to.
My 'emotions' are just stupid and I don't deserve help but.
I'm falling apart at the moment and I honestly have no idea how to stop it. Yay.

feelings are feelings,
you cant help what you feel.
they aren't stupid and everyone deserves help!
it's okay,
just live through life one step at a time.
don't rush into things, and don't rush through things.
make a schedule if you're too caught up with time.
i hope things work out <3

i hate feeling this helpless
i don't have the right to i have so many people here for me but at the same time i feel like a burden
i left my moms house because of her having called the police on me and i ended up boarding a plane in the middle of the night to live with my girlfriends parents and now i just sit around all day on the computer or eating and i cant even get a job yet because im not a legal resident of this state and plus i dont have health insurance nor am i actually helping the household im just a kid that these two adults got dropped off with because of my girlfriends insisting
plus my mental health is terrible so even if i could get a job technically it probably wouldnt last too long because i spend a lot of my time either crying, hating myself or having a terrible memory
i dunno
i just
feel like im burdening everyone around be by being useless the most i can do around here is empty the dishwasher and sometimes i do that wrong i ended up breaking a plate but they act like its fine but i just
im paranoid that everyone hates me and sitting around all day makes me even more anxious than i already am

you aren't a burden!
if you are, your gf's parents wouldn't allow you to stay with them.
no one hates you <3
if you feel so caught up, maybe go outside
for like, a long walk
a really nice long walk
with earphones in blocking the world out.
you can gather up your thoughts and figure out what to do.
good luck <3

[Thalassic]

You know what hurts? When a family member sooner notices that something's wrong with a collegue than their own child.

My mom was telling me about a professor she works with, and saying things like "he keeps going but you can tell that he's tired and pale and struggling, you know? You just kind of notice those things in people" and I'm just sitting there, wondering how she or anyone else has not even noticed that I haven't slept properly in years, I've become weak and pale myself and am losing motivation and the will to do anything, and they just kind of..
No, you don't "just notice that".

Sigh

[ever changing]

I'm so furiously angry right now
I'd appreciate a few pms.

[AuraDragoness]

So my younger brother had the sudden inspiration to start doing Gaming Livestreams as his job.

He plans to stay up from 9:00pm today until 5:00pm tomorrow (Pacific Time)

Why is this such an issue? Because he's basically going to ignore us, his own family, for 20 hours just to get some 'followers' for his livestream channel and, because he never even gets exercise, is probably going to harm himself by staying up so long.

One issue my brother has is the ability to know when to quit, once he gets his mind set on something he is adamant on doing it, regardless of what we say. He seems to think that this job of his will get him thousands of dollars a month, that is true, but people usually take years trying to get to that point, he seems to think he can get that far within a few weeks.

Now I have no friends IRL as I am socially awkward in public and out of fear of getting backstabbed again. My mother works, my father is trying to finally fix up our house so we can sell it and my older brother is in collage...needless to say, I am a lonely person sometimes.

My younger brother is the only one I can spend time with anymore (save the few times my older brother has free) and if he gets too deep into this then I will have nobody at all.

My family is important to me, and we had 5 years of our life that we could have spent together...taken from us. I want to spend as much time with them as I can but it keeps proving so difficult.

...it might be selfish of me and it hurts to say it but, I hope my younger brother's gaming 'career' doesn't take off.

I don't really have much else to say about the matter but if anyone wants to help me through this then feel free to send a PM.