TheComfortCorner | V.10

[pigeon.enthusiast]

I have my midterm today ouuughhh god last year this midterm killed me I can do it though I really hope I don't flop

I would like to update that I proudly did not flop!!! (the grade has not come out but I felt pretty good about it id don't knoww man)

[pink deer]

I'm so anxious and I feel like I'm gonna cry aaaa I have no idea why either!! I've just been so anxious :(( lots of stuff bothering me and I'm so mean to myself tbh </3 I've been doing a lot of livestreams lately though and that makes me feel better!!

[Clover_wolf]

ᵢ 𝓰ₑₙₑᵣₐₗₗᵧ 𝒹ₒₙₜ ₖₙₒ𝓌 𝓌ₕₐₜ ₘᵧ ₐ𝒸ₜᵤₐₗ ₚₑᵣₛₒₙₐₗᵢₜᵧ ᵢₛ ₐₙᵧₘₒᵣₑ.

[iHolli]

{ I just feel like I'm being left behind. again. like I had to trade my friends for money to survive. I don't get to spend much time with anyone now cause I'm always working, and they're just... moving on without me.
{ I don't blame them, but that doesn't make it hurt less, to watch everyone together while I'm left out of conversation. I have to tell myself they don't mean it and they still want me around... but it doesn't feel like it, most of the time. it aches being so lonely.
{ I miss my friends. I wish I didn't get attached to people when I know I'll lose them eventually. I'm tired of losing everything that matters. ♡

[☆soldier☆]

im. so tired.
i had a complete breakdown yesterday at school in front of people, i cried and hyperventilated. i haven't done that in a really long time. im trying not to cry anymore in front of people because all it does is make me look stupid and i went and completely screwed that up.
and i lost my school id. it was in my pocket yesterday and idk where it is now. so now i gotta go to the office to get a temporary one which is gonna make me look stupid AGAIN.
it's only october and im already burnt out from this awful year. i feel like im giving it my all but my "all" isn't enough. i feel like my brain and my heart are crying out for help but i can't show it because i don't want people to know that me, the straight a student, is on the verge of being a burnout failure-- oh, wait, i already AM a burnout failure.
i just. don't know what to do anymore.

[☆soldier☆]

i feel like im gonna burst into tears any minute
i want to go home.

[OKULTRA]

day 300 of unemployment because No one in this entire area will hire me. for some reason. what am i doing Wrong

[dratio]

I guess it's on me for putting all my eggs in one basket, but what was even the point of that appointment. I get sent to the department to schedule surgery, and I show up and the doctor says they don't schedule surgeries but will refer me to the department that does. So why am I even here bro. The toxic sludge in my organ is only giving me a 24/7 allergic reaction I've been dealing with for almost four months, no biggie. Please continue to waste my time, maybe the black sludge will turn into Venom and I'll feel whole again.

[♥ mizu]

it's actually crazy how every interaction i have with my parents turns negative. i can't even tell my dad about history class because he gets angry about it..? i can't even go to the bathroom? i can't even ask if it's too late for a shower?? he's always so angry, and she is too. i'm trying to keep my life together but being here is hell. these problems are so stupid and avoidable, why do they choose to be like this?

[Ioannis]

I hate it here. The only thing I’ve done in life is disappoint people, been left time and time again, have stuff dumped onto me by since i was born, been guilt tripped for it, subconsciously learned those behaviors. I’m fixing it but no one ever told me, not once. And now that they say I’m too much for them and they left,too. I can’t keep anyone. Everything is gone so quickly and I just feel like an obstacle for the people in my life and just being part of their past they have to get over until life gets better. Where’s my better part? When do I get to feel secure secure and safe with other people? Where’s my home? It just feels like I’m meant to stay in the dark all my life, never learning, never being accepted, no one stays, just lonely and pathetic for people to learn how much they hate everything about me so they can move on to other people. The only lessons I ever learn is to shut up and shove everything down and not even that works. I can’t even think without wondering if I said that would people leave me for it, too? I’m exhausted, sad, and tired of seeing everyone who leaves me become friends while I’m left in the dirt like a doll you don’t choose to to play with anymore. I hate it, I hate everything. My future is fantasy, and this is the forever hellish reoccurring present. Not to mention anyone I still know doesn’t speak to me in public like they’re embarrassed to be associated with me, thanks, that makes me feel great. Awesome. It’s be better if I was just a hermit away, hiding from the world. Hell, at least then the world would have an easier time hiding from me, that’s what it seems to want, at least.