im completely heartbroken. I lost it. I couldnt help
myself. I tried so hard to keep it together but i just couldnt. Rip, i'll never forget you and the great memories we had. ❤️😔
Xx_S0urGummiWerm_xX wrote:I can't wait until I turn eighteen and move out. Maybe then my poor, overworked father will finally have a break from all the unintended harm my broken mind has caused him, all the times I've made him feel like he's failing, like I'm scared of him. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for acting like I'm going to break down when you're upset. I'm sorry for all the times I've said something the wrong way and turned my sick mother against you. I'm sorry for being tricked into hurting you. I'm sorry for ruining the family time and time again. Maybe when I'm gone, you'll finally feel relief from all the pain my foolish behavior and messed up head has caused you. I'm sorry I can't fix myself before then. I'd say I love you, but maybe that's a lie I tell myself, given how much I've fricked up your life. No one who really loves their father would do such a thing. I wish I really did love you. You deserve a child who does.
nobxdy wrote:im completely heartbroken. I lost it. I couldnt help
myself. I tried so hard to keep it together but i just couldnt. Rip, i'll never forget you and the great memories we had. ❤️😔
luminaree wrote:nobxdy wrote:im completely heartbroken. I lost it. I couldnt help
myself. I tried so hard to keep it together but i just couldnt. Rip, i'll never forget you and the great memories we had. ❤️😔
Sometimes we need to lose it to put ourselves back together again. Sending lots my love and best wishes to you. <3
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