TheComfortCorner | V.10

[demodog]

i did something super stupid and mightve permanently ruined my health.
im hoping i havent.

[zombiedoll]

having this amount of love in your heart is fun and games until there's an overload of it for a specific person and while it is reciprocated your heart feels like it's about to burst open and it aches and aches when they're gone but they can't possibly handle all of the love you own but it's theirs and only theirs and everything they do and everything they say tugs at your heartstrings in only a way the two of you understand

[twilispark]

had an ocd related meltdown and i’m still kind of not okay . i’m so upset

[iHolli]

{ I'm so tired of trying. every day I have to pick myself up and convince myself I'm going to get through this and if I survive today it'll be better tomorrow. and it never is.
I'm trying so hard and I'm tired of it. it doesn't matter what I do, it's not enough. it doesn't matter what I try, it doesn't work.
it doesn't matter. it doesn't matter. it doesn't matter.
{ I'm tired of trying. I don't want to keep doing this. I'm exhausted. I'm so tired. I'm so tired. I'm so tired.
I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired.
{ what I wouldn't give for someone, just once, to hug me and tell me I'm going to be okay. because I genuinely do not believe it. I haven't for a long time but I genuinely do not think it's true.

[DuckquackQUACK]

i am tired of myself

[beignet]

i woke up from a night terror this morning. every time my terror is about not being about to speak or breathe. and my abusive ex was in the dream. when i wake up from terrors like that, i always struggle to start my day. it feels like real life is limbo and i'm just trying to remind myself it was all a dream.

[BlueEyedKite]

Any time I work on a creative endeavor I carry so much anxiety T.T I will accidentally clench my teeth til my jaw hurts. I get a headache from squinting in concentration. I wish I could just relax and not stress out about every little aspect of a project. Anyone else relate? Am I just neurotic? Probably

[beignet]

Any time I work on a creative endeavor I carry so much anxiety T.T I will accidentally clench my teeth til my jaw hurts. I get a headache from squinting in concentration. I wish I could just relax and not stress out about every little aspect of a project. Anyone else relate? Am I just neurotic? Probably

i definitely relate. for me, it is the perfectionism that kills creativity and joy in the creative process. i have a hard time letting go and allowing myself to creatively express in the moment and however that looks, not just what i envisioned. i struggle with comparing myself to others a lot too instead of having respect for my own process and how that looks for me. i would like to reharness that energy/reframe those thoughts and instead appreciate others art instead of comparing myself and perhaps even incorporate aspects of what i like into my own artwork.

i personally try to notice when i am carrying tension or doing things like clenching my jaw. if i can recognize it in the moment, i can choose to release the tension. lots of repetition and you will teach your body to release the tension automatically. i wouldn't automatically say you're neurotic as a lot of people struggle with this but if you have generalized anxiety disorder, it can definitely become inflammatory in situations like this. try to be kind to yourself <3 if i get stuck in a rut or cause myself to have "artists block", i will use tools and resources to help me out of it. i've found that joining a youtuber for a drawing session can be very helpful and therapeutic, especially when they are guided sessions with time limits so i can't get all wrapped up in details and beating myself up for not making what i consider a "masterpiece".

you're welcome to pm me anytime! i can also send you resources and links if you would like to explore them.

[×Seven of Nine×]

honestly, it's been hard coming to terms that I've been diagnosed with psychopathy and don't have emotions and everything I've ever done was projection of others????

it's just hard. I don't get it. I wish I felt any kind of grief when people I knew died. I wish I felt something when my ex said I love you.

I. feel. nothing.

sigh

[Dogjelly]

i am really really tired
things just haven't been going well and it feels like everything is working against me and i just want the time for me and my S/O to rest
both of us have been extremely stressed with general adult stuff (car troubles, insurance being stupid, work) on top of both of us already struggling with our mental health
we are trying to help eachother out wherever we can but it's getting to a point were both of us are too tired to do much
it's gotten to a point where even when we do have free time we are too tired to do anything we really want to
being an adult sucks