by ~Everlasting~ » Wed Jun 15, 2011 6:37 pm
Dear ______,
You'll know who you are if you ever read this. Thank you so much. You are such a good friend to me. Even when we would get made fun of, you always stuck beside me. Even when I thought you didn't like me, you stood beside me and insisted that I was your best friend, and that you didn't hate me. You've stood there with me every time I almost broke down crying in school. You've thrown popercorn at the tv with me in my basement(now you're realizing this is you, aren't you? Yeah. BONZAI!!!!!!).
Now let me tell you something: you're pretty. You're smart. You're everything I wish I could be. Even going through all of the tourment you've gone through, you're stronger than me. You're everything I wish I could be. You're dedicated. You don't get obsessed with something every month. If you do, they're good obsessions. You have a life to live. You're still alive. You're not severely depressed. You're pretty. No, you're beautiful. If not on the outside, on the inside. I've watched you grow. I've watched you fly. You are beautiful, and you need to know that and show it. Thank God you're here. He sent you here to me. If it weren't for you, honestly, I think I'd be dead. I'm crying as I type that. Thats how real it is. Heck, you're amazing. Please live. Even if I don't make it through this, you need to live. Don't be shot down by the people who hate you. Be strong. And remember this. Remember the things you did for me. Remember how great you made my life while you were in it, and know that you made a differene in the world. A difference in me.
Thank you,
Your best friend.
Dear _____,
Get over yourself. I hope you know who you are. You kind of threatened to hurt me, remember?
"I don't have any food at home." Translation: "I don't wanna eat any of the food I have at home, so could you give me some of your lunch?" At least you have food. At least you go shopping more than once every two months with three people in your house. At least you don't need three shopping carts when you go to the store.
Remember how we met? I helped you. I've been helping you ever since, and all you've done is trash me. Not only that, but you're friends with _____. You just tried to kick her out of the friendison group, and now you're her best friend? You don't even talk to us anymore! If it is, its just to get one of us to come to the pool with you, or use us to get to your "Boyfriend". Hes three years younger than you! And just awhile ago you called him stupid.
You're mom says you're angry. Your mom says you hate the world. You have no reason to! You've got friends that you actually like! To tell you the truth, I hate most of you. I seriously hate you and ____, expically together. I hate what she's done to you. She's a jerk who randomly joined us in the fourth grade. You know why she did? Because she had nowhere else to go. I bet the old group she was with was glad she was gone. She tells extremely dirty jokes and brings eigth graders to the table, who I am so glad will be gone next year. Me and ___ don't even laugh at the jokes becasue they're not funny, and neither are you.
I don't know what happened to you. I wish things were the way they were before, but they aren't and I don't think they ever will be. I'm going to try harder next year to be nice to the rest of you. I'm giving you one more chance. But if you're worse than the way you were before, I'm done. I'm sorry for what she's done to you.
♪♪♪
Dive in
And swim away
From your loneliness
And miserable days
And when you wake up
On your own
Look around you
'Cause you're not
Alone
Lets you're hopes go
And they'll survive
'Cause this is the
Future
And you are alive
♪♪♪
