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lines by Spockylass, i suggest checking them out!
alright i need to rant. i'm so sorry that i keep doing this. as always, it'll be in transparent under the image. ^^
okay, so i'm absolutely fuming right now. i literally just got the news from two different sources (one of which i trust more, i'm going to be honest.. i'm getting a bit suspicious of the other) that one of my best friends isn't having the best time where he is. i can't really see him and i don't have his number. he's getting backstabbed by the two-faced liar that he couldn't realise was a jerk and i feel so bad for him. i want to give him a hug so bad. i want to see him. but i can't, and it's making me feel both emotionally and physically sick. she disgusts me. he never liked her but she wouldn't stop flirting with him last year, and i think he considered her his friend. this is why you listen to your friends. we all knew she was fake, and now she's proving it to the most sweet, kind person i've ever met. i said it before, but i want to give him a hug.
i consulted my mother about this because i'm so freaking upset and she just old me "boys can deal with it, they don't let it get under their skin. don't worry about it."
i want to feel assured, but i don't. because i don't think that's true. i'm not a boy but that still sounds sexist? i shouldn't throw that word around so loosely, but still.. i can't imagine what he's going through. i can't tell if i'm being overdramatic or what, but it's freaking me out and i want to cry. i want to comfort him, but i don't know if he needs comforting. i can't talk to him either. it hurts. i want things to go back to how they were.
and you know what? i'm not entirely innocent either. i've been sitting here, feeling sorry for myself that i have only a few friends where i am. at least i'm not getting bullied. at least my classmates are kind and helpful. i feel really selfish. and you know what else? i've realised this for a while now, and i still do it - it's horrible:
i've been badmouthing that two-faced liar as well. i act decently to her face and try to be polite where i can, but behind her back i've said some mean things too. i try not to be too harsh as she's my age too, but it's no excuse. i'm two-faced too. i feel like a jerk. i feel fake. i'm sorry for dumping all of this.
lines by Spockylass, i suggest checking them out!
alright i need to rant. i'm so sorry that i keep doing this. as always, it'll be in transparent under the image. ^^
okay, so i'm absolutely fuming right now. i literally just got the news from two different sources (one of which i trust more, i'm going to be honest.. i'm getting a bit suspicious of the other) that one of my best friends isn't having the best time where he is. i can't really see him and i don't have his number. he's getting backstabbed by the two-faced liar that he couldn't realise was a jerk and i feel so bad for him. i want to give him a hug so bad. i want to see him. but i can't, and it's making me feel both emotionally and physically sick. she disgusts me. he never liked her but she wouldn't stop flirting with him last year, and i think he considered her his friend. this is why you listen to your friends. we all knew she was fake, and now she's proving it to the most sweet, kind person i've ever met. i said it before, but i want to give him a hug.
i consulted my mother about this because i'm so freaking upset and she just old me "boys can deal with it, they don't let it get under their skin. don't worry about it."
i want to feel assured, but i don't. because i don't think that's true. i'm not a boy but that still sounds sexist? i shouldn't throw that word around so loosely, but still.. i can't imagine what he's going through. i can't tell if i'm being overdramatic or what, but it's freaking me out and i want to cry. i want to comfort him, but i don't know if he needs comforting. i can't talk to him either. it hurts. i want things to go back to how they were.
and you know what? i'm not entirely innocent either. i've been sitting here, feeling sorry for myself that i have only a few friends where i am. at least i'm not getting bullied. at least my classmates are kind and helpful. i feel really selfish. and you know what else? i've realised this for a while now, and i still do it - it's horrible:
i've been badmouthing that two-faced liar as well. i act decently to her face and try to be polite where i can, but behind her back i've said some mean things too. i try not to be too harsh as she's my age too, but it's no excuse. i'm two-faced too. i feel like a jerk. i feel fake. i'm sorry for dumping all of this.
